Setting up things so I can stream on Twitch for the first time. If I'm successful I can just raid her channel so she has more followers. I just want to see if people like me.
I've been playing Needy Streamer Overload, it's a game where you manage a streamer, so maybe I want to do it fr now.
I woke up at 7am, spent some time with Akira sitting in the garage. There's a rainstorm so idk what to do today. I'm planning to die before my birthday so idk what to do in general lately. Last night I started thinking of ways to promote my friend's Twitch, maybe that's what I'll do with my remaining time, try to make my friend go viral.
I don't like dogs, was bitten by one when I was 7, others have tried to attack me and the loud barking startles me. People who like them only love them conditionally, it's not an equal relationship. With cats the relationship is real. I like cats because they've quiet and I'm also hypersensitive, and they like me.
I wonder if cats can get Stockholm syndrome. If so I'll keep her in my room for awhile. Cats are supposed to adopt aspects of their owners personality so maybe she will become clingy again.
I'll have to go back to sleeping with my polar bear teddy.
Akira might run away from me because I don't let her go. I can't stop grabbing her and making her cuddle me. She's very distressed by it but I just can't stop doing it.
Angry but too sleepy to act now.
There were other peoples footprints where I was walking and a dogs.
There could be a few reasons why you didn't leave footprints in the sand:
1. **Sand Type**: If the sand is very dry and loose, it might not hold the shape of your footprints well.
2. **Weight Distribution**: If you were walking lightly or distributing your weight evenly, your footprints might not be as deep or noticeable.
3. **Wind or Water**: Wind or waves could have quickly erased your footprints.
4. **Footwear**: Certain types of footwear might not leave clear prints.
If you're referring to the famous "Footprints in the Sand" poem, it symbolizes that during tough times, you might not see your own footprints because you were being carried by a higher power¹.
Does any of this resonate with your experience?
Source: Conversation with Copilot, 12/08/2024
One drive just created a memory for me and it's just black. Today I noticed I left no footprints in the sand...
Idk what to think about me abducting a seagull last night thinking it was a duck.
I went for a long walk, swam in the sea for the first time since 2020, went on another walk through a nature reserve and picked berries. I'm home now making food, wrecked.
I'm gonna go to the beach and go swimming this time, once I figure out what to wear.
I woke up two hours ago, took my research chemicals, read a chapter of a book outside, showered, made breakfast. Now I'm back in bed feeling fatigued and hate this. It's ruining my life.
