Posts by Dirtbag

1. 2024-02-10 at 8:09 AM UTC in Thomas Narut and the Ludavico Technique
   Dirtbag African Astronaut
   This place makes me want to go on a male-targeted spree but I think targeting a few of you can prevent that/keep me content.
2. 2024-02-07 at 11:36 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
   Dirtbag African Astronaut
   I'm not coming back
   
   
3. 2024-02-07 at 6:57 PM UTC in Is Sophie the biggest coward on NIS?
   Dirtbag African Astronaut

   Originally posted by Michael Myers Guns are illegal here in the Netherlands.

   
   He does have a gun but it won't be a problem with your help.
4. 2024-02-04 at 9:19 PM UTC in You dont have to like it..
   Dirtbag African Astronaut
   What kind of cheese do you like?
5. 2023-09-23 at 11 AM UTC in Ready to move on...
   Dirtbag African Astronaut

   Originally posted by maddie which book?

   
   Learning Malware Analysis by Monnappa K.A.
6. 2023-09-22 at 9:57 PM UTC in Ready to move on...
   Dirtbag African Astronaut
   I'm reading an ebook on malware analysis now. I'm not sure if this is the right introduction to it.
7. 2023-09-20 at 1:45 AM UTC in Ready to move on...
   Dirtbag African Astronaut
   "If you have unwittingly hurt a Virgo, you best chance is a long written apology. Beware, no gifts or flowers, please. Gifts will probably be returned, with nasty analysis of your pathetic self. Only with a long letter or email of apology admitting your complete dependency on them, and your realization that they have always been right (as you have always been wrong) will you be able to redeem yourself."
8. 2023-09-20 at 1:38 AM UTC in Ready to move on...
   Dirtbag African Astronaut
   "In general, the Virgo will avenge their wrongs - but seldom exact a revenge immediately, or even in the near future. For them, the "revenge is a dish that is best served cold". The Virgo never forgets, and will retaliate in unimaginable ways which will happen all too sudden - that too, when their adversary had assumed to be long forgiven and forgotten. When rubbed the wrong way, the Virgo will take all the time to enact a spectacular revenge, which will be silent but impressive - leaving their adversary in a pathetic condition."
9. 2023-09-20 at 1:24 AM UTC in Ready to move on...
   Dirtbag African Astronaut
   I don't see myself ever writing malware but that may be an issue, if I don't think like a hacker.
10. 2023-09-20 at 1 AM UTC in Ready to move on...
    Dirtbag African Astronaut
    I'm specifically interested in website pen-testing. I've done networking, python and learned about metasploit. Some cryptography but not in depth.
11. 2023-09-19 at 10 PM UTC in Ready to move on...
    Dirtbag African Astronaut
    Past the basics of hacking. Now I'm looking for other resources but don't want to waste time on materials that are no longer relevant or go over things I already know. I prefer books/ebooks than courses/tutorials if anyone has suggestions.
12. 2023-04-16 at 9:45 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
    Dirtbag African Astronaut
    Lol I only took two?
13. 2023-04-16 at 9:44 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
    Dirtbag African Astronaut
    Cr why I didn't take these
    
    
14. 2023-04-16 at 9:39 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
    Dirtbag African Astronaut
    I might go back on citalopram.
15. 2023-04-16 at 7:08 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
    Dirtbag African Astronaut
    Almost forgot I have counselling again tomorrow.
16. 2023-04-16 at 7:05 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
    Dirtbag African Astronaut
    The list is longer but this is all I can share here and some of the most urgent things.
    
    
17. 2023-04-16 at 7 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
    Dirtbag African Astronaut
    Really don't want to wake up but if I don't I'll miss deadlines. I think I'll listen to hypnosis for hours tonight.
18. 2023-04-16 at 6:26 PM UTC in Change of plans
    Dirtbag African Astronaut

    Originally posted by Michael Myers Instead of getting botox, try using tretinoin. It is said to work wonders for maintaining a youthful look. Botox is just damaging. Make sure to use a plethora of other skincare products because the best results I have seen were on people who had a skincare regimen for not just the day but also the night. I'm personally not interested in skincare but I just managed to learn this from none other than the incel forum. LOL.

    
    Tbh everyone says I look 18-20. I don't get it because I look nothing like how I did then, that's why I don't like my appearance, but I know other people can see me as perfect even if I don't see it, and I know I'm doing something right with my skincare. I stay out of the sun. I just got microneedling which should start taking effect next week. Botox is preventive, all it does it freeze the muscles to stop wrinkles forming in the first place. I plan to get some dermal fillers in a few weeks as well, once the microneedling has done its job, because rn I'm producing new collagen which could attack the dermal fillers if I get them too soon.
19. 2023-04-16 at 5:50 PM UTC in Sophie: Where are you?
    Dirtbag African Astronaut

    Originally posted by Michael Myers "Demisexual people only experience sexual attraction after a close emotional bond has formed."
    
    Holy fuck. Yes. This 100%.

    
    Well now you know what to do, start befriending ppl first.
20. 2023-04-16 at 5:49 PM UTC in Change of plans
    Dirtbag African Astronaut
    I've decided not to kill myself this week. Instead I'm getting Botox on Thursday and will cry to the GP tomorrow to get zopiclone.
    
    I actually felt happy today even though I'm not really okay. I think I'm just suppressing memories now and am medicated.
    
    The other day I saw someone prettier than me and it made me realise that more than anything, more than wanting to be dead, I just want to be pretty.