Posts by Kafka

1. 2022-03-15 at 2:26 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....
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   Once I took too much coke then said goodbye to myself. Maybe that’s enough and I don’t need to contemplate death at the end
2. 2022-03-15 at 2:24 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....
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   Don’t want to die in a nightmare.
3. 2022-03-15 at 2:24 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....
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   Originally posted by Artificial Intelligence What, cuz you're not conscious at the time?

   
   No, I’m just different people in my dreams.
4. 2022-03-15 at 2:04 PM UTC in What do you want your last words to be?
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   I’ll think of something evil. Once when I went on vacation I told people to tell someone I killed myself because of them.
5. 2022-03-15 at 1:58 PM UTC in What do you want your last words to be?
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   I cr who “either these curtains go or I do”.
   
   Not sure if I want to comfort people or make them laugh. I’ll be back or keep ‘er lit.
6. 2022-03-15 at 1:48 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....
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   Originally posted by Artificial Intelligence How peaceful it would be if you could just choose to randomly die in your sleep some time in a given week. Don't tell anyone, let it be a tragedy.

   
   I don’t want to die in my sleep because I wouldn’t know who I am or who I love.
7. 2022-03-15 at 1:47 PM UTC in What do you want your last words to be?
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   I’m reading this book of Japanese death poems, it says having them prepared can be vain, I think I’ll just be surprised.
8. 2022-03-15 at 12:18 PM UTC in Random image thread
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   I’ve never seen a grey cat, want one now
9. 2022-03-15 at 12:17 PM UTC in Random image thread
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   Originally posted by smokemon

   
   Awww
10. 2022-03-15 at 9:55 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....
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    Originally posted by Aleister Crowley I find in the Winter with seasonal affective disorder my sleep pattern is fucked. Past few weeks with the nice weather I've been pretty OK.

    
    Is that a real thing? Wonder why it doesn’t affect everyone. I’d normally sleep 9 hours but lately it’s been four or five, I think because I left that guy.
11. 2022-03-15 at 9:50 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....
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    Originally posted by Aleister Crowley 4 cans of Monster?
    
    Less depressed?
    
    Other stimulants?

    
    Less depressed
12. 2022-03-15 at 9:32 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....
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    Idk why I don’t sleep as much anymore
13. 2022-03-15 at 2:24 AM UTC in Is there anyone on this website who doesn't exhibit autistic tendencies?
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    I’m worried about some cure being forced on me in future. If that happens I will be running off to the Dagara tribe in Africa because they believe people with autism are healers possessed by alien spirits and have this ritual to bond the person with the spirit.
14. 2022-03-15 at 2:17 AM UTC in Is there anyone on this website who doesn't exhibit autistic tendencies?
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    I’ve actually never read a book to help with social skills, like never cared enough. I learnt though that autists won’t follow social rules without knowing the reasoning behind them.
15. 2022-03-15 at 2:12 AM UTC in Is there anyone on this website who doesn't exhibit autistic tendencies?
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    Originally posted by Obbe If I got diagnosed with autism in my 30's how would it change my life? Would it be better or worse? Would it be worth getting tested? Or is it better to just keep living life as is and not really worrying or caring about what exactly is wrong with me?

    
    I got diagnosed at 17 and it did change my life in that I learned what my strengths and weaknesses were. Before I thought everyone thought like me. The downside is I live in fear because you can be sectioned in the UK just for having autism and I’ve come close, luckily escaped hospital when I OD’d. I don’t think a mental health history is good for anyone and there’s no meds for it, there’s not even a standardised test. So my advice is don’t get diagnosed, just read up on it for yourself. I read Hans Aspergers work on Libgen it helped.
16. 2022-03-15 at 1:18 AM UTC in wut did u dream about last night
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    Walking down a country lane with Evan Peters and ghoulish youths, there was a white mansion with caution tape, people hung from the trees and decapitated heads. It was a radioactive house but they didn’t care, went in to mess about and their skin started melting rapidly but they didn’t care. Walking on down the lane, witch flowers.
17. 2022-03-14 at 9:38 PM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME edition
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    Originally posted by Sudo I honestly never really care if I go to jail, just understand logically it's not an ideal outcome for myself and my family but I don't have any emotional reaction to the cell door closing on me. I've been in and out way too much in my life, it's pathetic.
    
    I wanna read some Stephen Reid poetry today and drink likka

    
    What about your kid?
18. 2022-03-14 at 9:11 PM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME edition
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    Originally posted by Sudo I think I broke the part of my brain that gives a fuck if I go to jail or not. I understand logically that it would be bad for me and those I care about but life goes on and prison isn't really a deterrent. Doing life would be gay (literally hurr durr) but provided I had a release d8 its hardly the worst thing that can happen to someone. It's akin to "fuck I used to have this shit job in a shit town but didn't really mind because that was my frame of reference"
    
    Also: gon fuck dis hardware ho

    
    It will all be better in the morning
19. 2022-03-14 at 8:47 PM UTC in Random image thread
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20. 2022-03-14 at 8:39 PM UTC in Random image thread
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