Idk what to do for my health. I managed to shower and get food but I'm basically bedridden and only have energy to listen to an audiobook.
The beauty clinic I go to is having an event, kind of like how an Avon party. Idk if I should go, there'll be alcohol and treatment tasters.
2023-02-28 at 1:03 PM UTC
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My mom passed away
I was trying to share how I got through it then went down memory lane.
I'm ill. I'm still bleeding but very little, it's not my period. I'm not seeing a doctor because I don't want an intimate search. My real period is due in a few days. I would drink someone's blood at this point, apparently it's okay to drink small amounts for iron. But I don't want vaccine blood and there's no volunteers. I guess I just have to be more serious about getting healthy and eat rare steak every day.
I feel drained and like it will be hard to function today.
2023-02-28 at 9:40 AM UTC
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My mom passed away
I dunno if it was zopiclone or stress but I acc developed dyslexia.
2023-02-28 at 9:38 AM UTC
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My mom passed away
How can you sound so positive? When my dad passed zopiclone with alcohol helped for a few months, I bought a book of Japanese death poems, a grief journal to write memories down because they do fade. My journal entries from the time were mental, my ex let me vent to her, I used my newfound anger to fight with her boyfriend for hours. I had a psychologist and remember raving to them that autism was a vampire. My dad's money helped. Then I went to England to see my ex gf and ig I was distracted from then on.
Flip a coin to decide if I should kill someone
Dosed up on sugar, I have a fever.
Don't know what's wrong with my violin. Ik I need a new E string but the other ones don't sound right, I don't know if there's something wrong with the rosin or if I need a new bow. How do you know when you've ruined the bow?
I'm actually glad I live in N.I because it seems safer being able to have British or Irish citizenship, if one country goes to hell I'll move to the other, or anywhere in the EU.
I'm reading the news about the NI EU deal. NI voted to remain in the EU and I can't believe the DUP want the European Court of Justice to have no power here when the UK is trying to replace human rights with a new bill that has been rushed through and means we'll have less rights. They're obsessed with remaining in the UK even if it means hardship. Catholics now outnumber protestants in NI so their days are numbered anyway.
I need anxiety meds, just always feel tense.
There was a dogging carpark right next to the hotel and the police took part in it. The bartender said he went over there sometimes as well.
