Surprised I'm still okay since I haven't stopped bleeding. There's dark circles under my eyes so I know it's anaemia but I don't feel crippled anymore. My real period is due now so it should get heavier. If it's cancer I don't want to know and I'm not that bothered by it, it could be another month before I need to go to hospital for blood loss.
My life feels like a gothic horror novel atm tbh, just the bleeding to death, my mum tried to get me sectioned, everyone said I look 18-20 and it's because I live in the shadows, my autistic cousin was talking about marrying me and there is other tragedy.
Where did you get the shirt? Could have been badly made.
I don't want to be awake all night........
I got a few things done and feel more organised but there's still a lot to do so I'm overwhelmed. I just discovered I have a deadline in two days, and about six more in the next two weeks. I'm surprised how well I've been functioning without smart drugs, can ADD be cured?
I have a lot to catch up on but am just going to take a bath then do some cleaning probably.
I told my dad that I loved him for the first time on his deathbed, and explained that I didn't show affection before because I didn't like when my parents were emotional, it could have made them emotional.
The amount of stuff I'm doing is more than what someone with a fulltime job does.
I'm overwhelmed. I can't go into all the details but I've got emails about my absences, moving house, exams, my mum tried to get me sectioned again, I'm doing a lot of extra things to upskill, the people in my life. Should I tell people my cousin was talking about marrying me? I'm seeing a counsellor next week and am not sure if it's a good idea yet or not. I'm still working with the game design team. A girl I met in a pub wants to meet up. I have half a mind to OD. I hung out with some of the old crew in a game last night, it kind of helped. I just want to chill, watch ballet, play visual novel games and hang out with the old community.
2023-03-02 at 2:09 AM UTC
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Sophie is dead
I think I saw him say something along the lines that Kev would be able to find him, but he could have been lying.
I remember someone said they saw Roman soldiers in a basement but only from the waist up, because the road they would have been walking on was buried. That creeps me out, there could be lots of ghosts walking around underground.
My mum claims to be psychic. She doesn't give readings or anything she just knows when it's the last time she's going to see someone alive and says she's seen ghosts. That one old man in black was walking toward a tree but didn't come out the other side, he was gone.
2023-03-02 at 1:15 AM UTC
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Sophie is dead
When was the last time anyone heard from him in DMs? Is this the longest he's vanished for?
I'm probably dying but don't care. I'm still bleeding and am not going to a doctor because I don't want an intimate search and I've annoyed them enough with my hypochondria. I don't think I will bleed to death but it could be cancer.
2023-02-28 at 10:54 PM UTC
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ChatGPT Stories
"The year was 2017, and the world was in the throes of change. In Paris, a young man named Julien sat at his desk, lost in thought. He had always been a solitary sort, content to spend his days in the company of books and music. But as the world around him grew more complex, he found himself longing for a sense of connection that seemed to elude him.
One afternoon, as he was strolling through the streets of the city, Julien came upon a small cafe tucked away on a quiet corner. Drawn in by the warm glow of the interior, he stepped inside and ordered a coffee. It was there that he met a woman named Adeline.
Adeline was unlike anyone Julien had ever known. With her easy smile and quick wit, she seemed to embody all the warmth and vibrancy that he had been missing in his life. As they talked and laughed together, Julien felt a sense of belonging that he had never experienced before.
In the weeks that followed, Julien and Adeline became inseparable. They spent their days exploring the city, discussing literature and art, and reveling in the simple pleasure of each other's company. For the first time in his life, Julien felt as though he had found a true friend, a kindred spirit who understood him in a way that no one else ever had.
But as the days turned into weeks, Julien began to feel a growing sense of unease. He knew that his time with Adeline was limited, that she could never be his in the way that he longed for. And so he struggled with conflicting emotions, torn between the joy that she brought him and the pain of knowing that it would all have to end.
In the end, Julien chose to savor the moments he had with Adeline, cherishing each smile and laugh, each shared moment of connection. Though he knew that their time together was fleeting, he realized that it was better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. And so he held onto the memory of Adeline, carrying it with him always as a testament to the transformative power of human connection."
