I knew her since she was 15 and last heard from her a year ago. We have matching tattoos.
By age 19, she'd moved to Canada by herself to get away from her dad, funded her own uni tuition, I think she was juggling an internship and had stock investments.
I used to have this Asian friend, all she did was work so I know it's possible.
I'm doing all this now so if I do want to go down this path I can skip two years in education.
I'm doing six different cyber security certifications on top of my normal studies. Okay one is just a one day course, it cost over a grand. I hope I feel alive that day, actually one of the courses starts that day as well. That sounds like a lot but some of them won't start until next month, I'm almost finished one of them and can book some exams for whenever. It's just managing time, I'm not sure what needs the most attention right now.
I might make a manifestation mood board, I can't get what I want if I never think about it.
I'm thinking about what I want my husband to be like, this is how I know I'll never find one:
- Engineer (it's the most autistic profession)
- Loves me as much as my dad did
- Stylish (preferably cottagecore style)
- Ginger
- Can support me financially (I do want to have my own company but there may be times when I'm too mentally ill)
- Ambitious
- Leaves me alone (I need to be a hermit at times)
- Doesn't expect me to cook everyday or even eat with them
- Is fine supporting my coke habit and Botox if need be
- Surprises me with gifts
- Is fine paying for a surrogate mother
- Feminist
- Bookworm
- Into DDLG but not an extreme way
- Separate bedrooms
- Doesn't try to stop me
I have a small fear I'm losing all my eggs or it's cancer and they're permanently destroyed.
There's pills I can get online to delay my period but this isn't my period so idk if it will work.
I can't tell them we can't have sex because I'm bleeding to death and don't know when it will end
I want to go on dates but can't because I'm still bleeding and I can't see a doctor :'C
2023-03-03 at 11:38 PM UTC
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Stairs in the Woods?
I can't tell if he has some need to be right all the time or if it's an attempt at sophistry.
I haven't been wearing my top retainer so my teeth look straight the way they naturally were before. I didn't like how the orthodontist rounded them, but now my bite feels off.
2023-03-03 at 11:20 PM UTC
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Stairs in the Woods?
Sometimes I wonder if Aldra is senile and picks arguments here instead of playing sudoku like the other old people.
2023-03-03 at 10:51 PM UTC
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Stairs in the Woods?
I was touring the castle. That's what the guide said they were used for.