Wondering what to eat today now I'm on a weight-loss journey, I don't think I have the will-power to just eat one sandwich.
What I want is a pro-EU, anti-immigration, pro-abortion party that can form a coalition with Labour and is non-divisive and can protect us from Britain's 1984 and the Republic's corruption.
Sinn Fein gaining a majority for the first time means there will be more scared unionists voting for the DUP instead of a neutral party. Also the Republic is becoming overrun with migrants from misogynistic countries and that will change voting behaviour over time. The DUP is anti-immigration but they are also religious and anti-abortion.
I don't know if I should vote for Sinn Fein or Alliance. I forgot which one wants to rejoin the EU. I don't know which one can form a coalition with the Labour Party in Britain. I don't really want to vote for a division in N.I but if Britain is going 1984 it would be better to have a united Ireland. Alliance mentions it is pro-abortion on its leaflet but it gives its members a conscience vote. Sinn Fein doesn't do that so they are more pro-choice, however they only changed their stance recently I suspect to stay in line with the Republic of Ireland. I am worried they don't really support it. Sinn Fein gaining a majority again is unknown territory, there could be a return of the troubles. Also during covid the Republic of Ireland was like Nazi Germany. The vaccine passports never took off here up north, so maybe it isn't good to be united. The UK is introducing a new bill of rights that means we will have fewer human rights.
How surrounding myself with kawaii things is just a coping mechanism, not my identity so I don't want it to eclipse that. I didn't grow up just to regress.
It's weird just coming home with a new face
I'm sort of glad that the other cheekbone hasn't been touched because I didn't hate how I looked before. It's just kind of like having a black eye now, it's mismatched but you can still be attractive.
Last time I got dermal fillers he put it in just one cheekbone so my face looked like a junji iro character. Anyway today the lady wanted to put more filler in the same place but still not my other cheekbone, and you could tell it was already mismatched. I let her, got it in my smile lines too.
They didn't charge me extra, I was almost looking forward to a scene. Idk what to do now, no plans
I reported the clinic to the trading standards last night and if they mislead me about the price again I may get arrested because they've been so dodgy and I can't let them get away with it.
Just couldn't find the energy to go, I'm a night owl and can sleep through alarms. That's kind of why I didn't sit my exam today. When I need sleep I sleep.
I'm kind of annoyed at myself for not going to the job assessment yday but it was never my life goal to be a product manager anyway and something else will come up.
I don't think I'm gonna sit the exam
