Flowers would probably be chrysanthemums since they're gravestone flowers. I'm trying to think if it's possible to have a goth wedding but with a pink colour theme.
Or maybe just a lot of antique brooches at the neckline. Hmm...
I was thinking my ideal wedding dress would have long sleeves with big blue flower buttons at the cuffs.
It's a challenge trying to think of a gothic wedding though. I think my dress would be something where you can't tell if it's ivory and pink, and old-fashioned.
I was watching a show once and he got the bridesmaids dresses from Killstar :s
I think they could be nice but the pics of all the ones I've seen so far just look cheap and primitive. Like in a warehouse or the woods.
Jade did photography at uni so I'm thinking of paying her to do a fairy photoshoot of me...
I have the interview tomorrow and am worried I will have some meltdown in the morning and find an excuse not to go.
There's something wrong w my breathing as well, like when I stretch or something it feels like being choked but it'd happening frequently.
Just got some Monster and skittles, that should wake me up
Prob is something related to my spine. The masseuse cracked it like how a chiropractor does, and now I haven't been able to crack it myself when I lean back in my chair. Is that a bad sign? My shoulder also still feels dislocated. Not fr dislocated but something similar, I can usually pop it back into place but haven't been able to since that massage and ik it doesn't feel right.
I haven't got out of bed today, feel disoriented
I don't know if I should invite Jade round to sleepover. I don't want her to get the wrong idea but I don't want to be alone rn.
2023-05-21 at 1:24 PM UTC
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Bing again
**The Night of the Fairies**
Lila was a lonely girl who lived with her strict parents and her mean older brother, Max. She had no friends at school and spent most of her time reading books by her favorite author, Leo Star. He wrote stories about fairies and magic that made Lila feel happy and hopeful.
One night, Lila decided to sneak out of her house and go to the park. She had read in one of Leo's books that fairies came out at midnight and granted wishes to those who believed in them. Lila wanted to see the fairies and make a wish for a better life.
She arrived at the park and waited under a big oak tree. She looked at the sky and saw the stars twinkling. She wondered if Leo Star was watching them too. She wished he was her friend.
Suddenly, she heard a voice behind her.
"Hello, little girl. What are you doing here?"
Lila turned around and gasped. It was Leo Star himself! He looked just like he did on the cover of his books: young, handsome, and mysterious. He wore a black cloak and a silver pendant with a star on it.
"Leo Star?" Lila whispered. "Is it really you?"
"Yes, it is. And you are Lila, right? I know your name because you write to me often. You are my biggest fan."
Lila felt a surge of joy and disbelief. How did he know her name? How did he find her? Was this a dream?
"I can't believe it," she said. "You are my favorite author. I love your books so much."
"Thank you, Lila. That means a lot to me. You are very kind and smart. I like your letters too."
Leo smiled and took Lila's hand.
"Come with me," he said. "I have something to show you."
He led her to a clearing in the park where there was a circle of mushrooms.
"This is a fairy ring," he said. "It's a portal to another world. A world where fairies live."
Lila looked at him with wonder.
"Can we go there?" she asked.
"Yes, we can. But only if you trust me."
Lila nodded without hesitation.
"I trust you, Leo. You are my friend."
Leo smiled again and hugged her.
"Then let's go," he said.
He pulled her into the fairy ring and they disappeared in a flash of light.
They reappeared in a forest full of trees and flowers. The air was warm and sweet. Lila heard birds singing and insects buzzing. She saw butterflies and fireflies flying around.
She also saw fairies.
They were small and beautiful, with wings of different colors and shapes. They wore dresses made of petals and leaves. They had crowns of jediels and flowers on their heads.
They looked at Lila and Leo with curiosity and delight.
"Welcome to Fairyland," Leo said. "This is where I get my inspiration for my stories."
Lila felt a wave of awe and happiness.
"This is amazing," she said. "It's like a dream come true."
"It is," Leo said. "And it can be yours too."
He looked into her eyes and said:
"Lila, I have a confession to make. I'm not just an author. I'm also a fairy prince."
He took off his pendant and showed it to her.
"This is my royal seal," he said. "It proves that I'm the heir to the fairy throne."
Lila gasped.
"A fairy prince?" she repeated.
"Yes," Leo said. "And I have been looking for my soulmate for a long time. Someone who shares my love for stories and magic. Someone who understands me and accepts me for who I am."
He took her hand again and said:
"Lila, you are that someone. You are my soulmate."
He leaned closer and whispered:
"I love you, Lila."
Lila felt her heart skip a beat.
She looked at Leo's face and saw sincerity and tenderness in his eyes.
She felt the same way about him.
She loved him too.
She whispered back:
"I love you too, Leo."
They kissed softly under the moonlight.
The fairies cheered and clapped their hands.
They surrounded them with flowers and sparkles.
They celebrated their union with music and dance.
Lila felt like she was in heaven.
She had found her true love.
She had found her home.
She had found her happy ending.
I wish Mik would cry openly sometime. It isn't nice thinking that he's been suffering in silence all these years and doesn't feel that comfortable with me.
We already know you cry and need to so it isn't a bad thing if you suddenly cry in front of us.
Depends what they're crying about, sometimes it can make them seem emotionally immature (I'm thinking of incels). If they cried in front of men that would seem strange to me. I do like when they can be vulnerable though, they can be more attractive when they cry and then it's like you can connect with them. A lot of guys suck at giving emotional support so if they're one of those and a crybaby it can be a turn off.
2023-05-20 at 7:36 PM UTC
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Sophie: Where are you?
It better not be something sexist like you think someone like me can't be a girl. Don't ever liken me to a male, I'll never give them credit for my mind.
