I need vodka but it means drinking alone at the bar next door and people are already staring at me.
I love this new bra. It feels like I'm wearing one but I'm not and my boobs acc feel more sensitive than if I wasn't wearing one. It has good support.
Some black man came up to me in the street trying to shake my hand, they left me alone but his friend was shouting that's some style.
Watching a building being demolished while eating McDonald's.
I keep thinking of Kafka on The Shore because he ran away from home to go live in a library.
That's why I'm more drawn to sitting in the library, going to the beach takes energy. It isn't normal.
I'm going to buy more truffles. Feel like I should be doing more but I've been so tired the past few days, can't walk anywhere. It could be a subconscious tactic to give me a reason to come back here thus delaying my demise.
So glad my bank card works on the trams and buses here to check in.
Ig I'll go to McDonald's, get some hash and Monster, maybe visit the church again then go to the beach tonight. The library is closed.
Myers said his mum wants me to have dinner with them.
I'm at the Botanic gardens and don't know what to do for the rest of the day or what to eat.
Beach or botanic gardens today. I'm going to the library to clear my head. Still mad at myself for missing the ballet.
I am happy enough knowing I offended him, I think it was what I'm wearing, and that he has a dead-end job. I think he was Muslim so he may hate women.
I feel ready for a fight today if anyone stares. It shocked me they did it on the metro, in London you're not meant to look at anyone on the subway, it's a sign of aggression.
This cashier was so rude. I asked him for a bag and said please and he just stared at me so I asked again and he said "I am not a robot". Then when I was leaving I said thank you but quietly and he told me to say thank you. I'm not going in there again.
Imagine getting paid to browse here
