I post on my phone mostly.
Just want my bunny hat, cheeseburger and bed.
Not sure why I always get ill like this. My skin gets paler and I feel like curling up. Can being overwhelmed really cause that?
2023-06-28 at 4:01 AM UTC
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What shoes do you wear
There's a lot I don't wear. Ig the regulars are my all black leather converse, black doc marten lorne shoes and my saddle shoes. I used to wear Birkenstocks with the three straps.
Sitting in a bus shelter while it rains at 4am having a smoke.
Idk what to do. If I go out I could get mugged or murdered then never make it home. But if I stay in and sleep I probably won't wake up, I know what I'm like.
I'm gonna have to hang out on the streets for two hours, getting too close to sleep.
A few people tried socialising with me but I haven't been in the mood this whole trip. I feel like Scrooge.
Scared I'll fall asleep and miss my flight. Only thing I can think of is to be on the streets all night.
Can't wait to get that cheeseburger in my clutches. I've mostly been living on McDonald's.
Reminds me, the UK government is trying to make it harder for people to buy ready meals because they want people to be healthier. This concerns me because I already struggle enough with grocery shopping because of my autism and can't cook complicated meals like like I've never cooked the meals most normal people consider basic like Spaghetti bolognese, chicken curry, shepherds pie, roast dinner. Wondering now how I've survived without cooking, I don't eat a lot of ready meals but this will make things harder for me.
I don't usually feel this effect but it's happened the past two days. Second time today.
Feel like I'm having a heart attack but it doesn't feel that bad. The palpitations are quiet fluttering and it feels like my heart is being squeezed.
Just heard people outside singing this tune. I froze because it's part of a creepy Poe track inspired by House of Leaves.
Dunno why I feel like I won't get home.
Good to know I'm more capable than Aldra :p
I can't wait to fuck off to London, dressing like me won't stand out, can wear platforms to to the clubs, maybe see my ex gf and blow my nose. I'm just looking forward to being able to communicate with people there, it won't be the foreigner conversations.
Wrecked. It's my last night here and I kinda wanna go to the beach or get drunk but my eyes feel heavy.
