Someone once told me I don't want a friend, just a chatbox to spam. It's true I use people as soundboards to talk to myself. I don't spam him to annoy him but am glad it does. This way I'm not burdening the people I respect.
Hungry. I've been studying on my phone because I've noticed I'm more focused that way when it's scrolling an ebook and I don't have to get up. The plan now is to continue that while lounging outside, cat picnic. Then later I'll do some cleaning and buy groceries.
I just woke up and feel like death. I met one of my targets this morning when Akira woke me so at least its been a productive day already. I'm not sure if I should spend the day studying, cleaning or outside.
Ik brain inflammation is the cause of my fatigue, it's the same thing that makes depressed people want to curl up but my energy/vitality had to have gone somewhere? It can't just be gone.
I remember one P.E class in first year the teacher left so we had to pick our own teams and no one picked me. Now that I think about it it's weird because I ended up on both the Netball and Gaelic football teams.
