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2021-12-02 at 12:18 AM UTC in Job Hunting ThreadI'm already stressed about money and ive been at sea 2 days lol.
Of course I get the good news when I relapse after a good 2 months clean.
I'm going to consider this a wake up call and make another half hearted attempt to fix my life. Half this bad mood and anxiety is just homeostasis setting in.
I hope I run out of weed and booze slow so I ease real slow into reality. -
2021-11-30 at 11:36 PM UTC in Job Hunting ThreadFuck I need employment.
I'll see if this fuck up can manage that.
If anything I'll come back with stories.
Fuck. -
2021-11-30 at 10:09 PM UTC in Ever nonconsensuallt raped a woman?Never have.
Never will. -
2021-11-30 at 10:02 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....Thinking I need a job cuz I'm gonna need money and uhhh it would seem that the tap has closed.
I think I'm ready now. I hope I can find something.
Next week. I'm going to brood for a few days and deal with the comedown from the dope.
Man FFS. Couldn't kill the $$$ in the spring? Faaaaack -
2021-11-29 at 5:50 AM UTC in Glory to the king of Kings.
The warship, sry, worship. -
2021-11-29 at 4:55 AM UTC in Divorce?You should get a decent escort and fuck her in the basement.
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2021-11-29 at 4:31 AM UTC in Legally changing your name to "Mister Moon And Stars"Uhhh I'd rather be Ocean And Earth.
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2021-11-29 at 4:24 AM UTC in Glory to the king of Kings.So I've taken to chanting "om Namah shivaia" lately and man...
Real tangible as well as spiritual blessings. 42.
Shiva is a G. His name outright extinguishs weaker demons and will ward off greater ones too.
B blessed.
Om Namah Shivaia. -
2021-11-29 at 4:19 AM UTC in Divorce?Lol
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2021-11-29 at 3:28 AM UTC in What do you do with your Anger?I hex people.
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2021-11-29 at 2:08 AM UTC in What is the light at the end of your tunnel?
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2021-11-29 at 1:25 AM UTC in What is the light at the end of your tunnel?Making enough money selling bongs to eat drink and be merry.
And for a return of general sanity.
Bongs might work out.
My sanity? I'm tryna Keep steady but am getting constantly fucked with by Shady forces. I'll be fine.
I shouldn't have snorted that strange powder 3 days (?) Ago. -
2021-11-25 at 5:17 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....Basileus Basileon
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2021-11-25 at 4:59 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....
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2021-11-25 at 3:55 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....I don't need to be careful. How do I explain this... The closer to the wall I am, the harder it gets, the worse trouble I'm in, He comes.
Basically Psalm 18 kinda sums it up good, but with more luck and less Vengeance. But for me to be of Service I must Work. The work is for me to just be.
Stay safe? Nah put the pedal down and ride the Tiger.1 I love you, LORD, my strength. 2 The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge, my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold. 3 I called to the LORD, who is worthy of praise, and I have been saved from my enemies. 4 The cords of death entangled me; the torrents of destruction overwhelmed me. 5 The cords of the grave coiled around me; the snares of death confronted me. 6 In my distress I called to the LORD; I cried to my God for help. From his temple he heard my voice; my cry came before him, into his ears. 7 The earth trembled and quaked, and the foundations of the mountains shook; they trembled because he was angry. 8 Smoke rose from his nostrils; consuming fire came from his mouth, burning coals blazed out of it. 9 He parted the heavens and came down; dark clouds were under his feet. 10 He mounted the cherubim and flew; he soared on the wings of the wind. 11 He made darkness his covering, his canopy around him— the dark rain clouds of the sky. 12 Out of the brightness of his presence clouds advanced, with hailstones and bolts of lightning. 13 The LORD thundered from heaven; the voice of the Most High resounded. 14 He shot his arrows and scattered the enemy, with great bolts of lightning he routed them. 15 The valleys of the sea were exposed and the foundations of the earth laid bare at your rebuke, LORD, at the blast of breath from your nostrils. 16 He reached down from on high and took hold of me; he drew me out of deep waters. 17 He rescued me from my powerful enemy, from my foes, who were too strong for me. 18 They confronted me in the day of my disaster, but the LORD was my support. 19 He brought me out into a spacious place; he rescued me because he delighted in me. 20 The LORD has dealt with me according to my righteousness; according to the cleanness of my hands he has rewarded me. 21 For I have kept the ways of the LORD; I am not guilty of turning from my God. 22 All his laws are before me; I have not turned away from his decrees. 23 I have been blameless before him and have kept myself from sin. 24 The LORD has rewarded me according to my righteousness, according to the cleanness of my hands in his sight. 25 To the faithful you show yourself faithful, to the blameless you show yourself blameless, 26 to the pure you show yourself pure, but to the devious you show yourself shrewd. 27 You save the humble but bring low those whose eyes are haughty. 28 You, LORD, keep my lamp burning; my God turns my darkness into light. 29 With your help I can advance against a troop ; with my God I can scale a wall. 30 As for God, his way is perfect: The LORD’s word is flawless; he shields all who take refuge in him. 31 For who is God besides the LORD? And who is the Rock except our God? 32 It is God who arms me with strength and keeps my way secure. 33 He makes my feet like the feet of a deer; he causes me to stand on the heights. 34 He trains my hands for battle; my arms can bend a bow of bronze. 35 You make your saving help my shield, and your right hand sustains me; your help has made me great. 36 You provide a broad path for my feet, so that my ankles do not give way. 37 I pursued my enemies and overtook them; I did not turn back till they were destroyed. 38 I crushed them so that they could not rise; they fell beneath my feet. 39 You armed me with strength for battle; you humbled my adversaries before me. 40 You made my enemies turn their backs in flight, and I destroyed my foes. 41 They cried for help, but there was no one to save them— to the LORD, but he did not answer. 42 I beat them as fine as windblown dust; I trampled them like mud in the streets. 43 You have delivered me from the attacks of the people; you have made me the head of nations. People I did not know now serve me, 44 foreigners cower before me; as soon as they hear of me, they obey me. 45 They all lose heart; they come trembling from their strongholds. 46 The LORD lives! Praise be to my Rock! Exalted be God my Savior! 47 He is the God who avenges me, who subdues nations under me, 48 who saves me from my enemies. You exalted me above my foes; from a violent man you rescued me. 49 Therefore I will praise you, LORD, among the nations; I will sing the praises of your name. 50 He gives his king great victories; he shows unfailing love to his anointed, to David and to his descendants forever.
I'm down with David, just don't call me a jedi -
2021-11-25 at 3:42 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....On hard boiled eggs till tomorrow.
I'll be fine.
I just want weed and Cognac.
But truely a higher goal would be to go without but I have a weakness for smoke and spirits. -
2021-11-25 at 3:26 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....Just sitting here... Talking with some god aka going insane.
Some weird association to Tungsten right now. Exploring that. -
2021-11-25 at 2:30 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....
Originally posted by STER0S lol those are called, 'turtle-suits'
they use em on inmates who have voiced they want to kill themselves so they put that shit on them so they cant hang themselves and their blanket is the same material as well
I got put on suicide watch at the OCDC for 3 days after I arrived. Gave me a weird like quilted poncho, a shitty "3/8 inch thick bedroll made of the same material and a nice 24 hour monitored cell. Then I got isolated for a further 2 weeks in my own cell while I covid isolated.
Honestly if it wasn't for the weird textiles they gave me..... Suicide watch was ok. I enjoyed being alone away from everyone and everything.
Keep this in mind. The Magi imprison people not for any practical purposes but to feed off of your negative energy.
Yada yada yada stay positive, be blessed. -
2021-11-25 at 2:23 AM UTC in I'm leaving
Originally posted by Quick Mix Ready You're just jealous for not killing first.
Yup. Should have captain cooked there dumbasses. Instead they cured the scurvy they had and taught them how to survive. So we can have reality tv, a bullshit financial economy and landlords. Good trade.
Instead we let people who think in such a manner on our island. -
2021-11-25 at 1:09 AM UTC in I'm leaving
Originally posted by Donald Trump Wouldn't that make every native a billionaire? I'd just be hitting them up for rent money to be honest. Something modest. Like $1 an acre a year. Still a shitload of money, and goes on forever.
"you built your office building on our whatever. Pay up".
Why not?
Yes but and obviously if we took this fantasy to the limit we could get money.
The goal should be to cultivate the natural wealth and beauty and live in harmony with nature. Like a massive garden. Cultivated, Shaped and shaped by.
Yeah right. This civilization Will turn this place into a desert. The forests will burn before they even have a chance cut the trees down.