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2022-05-07 at 4 AM UTC in Where the fuck is Nil/Nile?that fucking amputated finger wont heal ffs
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2022-05-07 at 3:59 AM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME editionwell, i still have some things i need like a coffee maker :) but yeah im all goOd. im in a room with a kitchenette not an apt tho witch i actually prefer tbh. Monk lyfe.
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2022-05-07 at 3:56 AM UTC in Where the fuck is Nil/Nile?
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2022-05-07 at 3:43 AM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME editionhmmm, seems my government benefits are set for the next 6 months +, got 890 today, bought a laptop and little speaker at bestbuy. meth, a 2-6 of canadian club and a pizza. Rent paid and have 800 a month spending money if i eat all meals at the shelter 2 blocks away.
lifes good.
need to apply for a program that supplies cheap bus passes (35 a m0nth)
acquired a library card (firt books checked out "the ultimate art off war" rather comprehensive, a book on Indian magic, dot not feather and a massif biograpphy on the Emperor Charles The Vth.)
gotta sit and thiink about needs for improving my white cell/room shelvng, coat hooks, plant cieling hook, blinds.
also made it out to my grove and cleaned it up, raked it with a rake i found for the purpose, a gift from some power. -
2022-04-09 at 12:41 AM UTC in The Dollar is going to crash and Americans are going to be poor
Originally posted by Donald Trump Fracking never stopped, and the higher oil prices are slowly leading to more fracking, but the uptick in activity has been very slow, almost non-existent.
The energy companies had negative oil 2 years ago, and an awful few years in general from 2014 on. They want to let the money roll in, but they're not willing to go gung ho about investing in new capacity when the next covid or economic collapse could (in their view) send oil back to $40 a barrel.
i think it stopped in the new gold rush sorta sense, any firms that keep at are probably more about technology development i would think. not funded by the market but by state initiative. -
2022-04-07 at 8:15 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....
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2022-04-07 at 8:08 PM UTC in End de-facto ban on stl1
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2022-04-07 at 2:33 AM UTC in End de-facto ban on stl1this thread has me feeling confused, on the one hand i hate st1l, but on the other lannies childish actions driving people away is a form of cancer.
im torn. -
2022-04-07 at 2:30 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....
Originally posted by Kafka To me though being insane means you lack self-preservation, so in telling people what you've experienced instead of keeping it to yourself means you're not acting in your best interest, that you are insane in a way.
Real talk.
shit thats one benefit of being the "crazy homeless person" I have a license to say anything, to anyone and although i appear one way, the fact that I'm articulate and don't have many prejudices opens the door to great conversations with strangers.
Strangers who will speak to me of things they wouldn't say to others. I told the old guy i was staying at some of the shit i deal with he nodded and then said he saw a weird creature years ago at the foot of his bed over three days(described as a 3ft devil looking thing), not high, not drunk, sober. I don't think he told many people that. Because it sounds insane.
The greatest trick the devil ever pulled........
as far as self-preservation? meh i let my fucking hands freeze off and regard my existence as pointless, drawn out suffering with no justification other than perhaps the cruel joke of a hateful god. But who knows maybe im wrong and the joke is funny sometimes. -
2022-04-07 at 2:23 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....
Originally posted by Artificial Intelligence I will give you money for shelter, food and medical assistance. For however long you need to get back on your feet.
I'm fine, this month will suck but i have those bases covered, i mean if u wanna e-transfer me 100 bucks so i can buy some decent cognac(martel vsop, so more like 80ish i guess) I'd be thankful but yeah im fine. -
2022-04-07 at 2:19 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....
Originally posted by Bradley dude you stole some other homeless persons toilet paper they had outside THEIR rented room you selfish nigger
you need to get perscribed adderall/ADHD stimulant medication & xanax/Benzodiazpene equivalent and then evaluate their value in your area & sell them for 33% less for the first month.
You will be able to use that + your retard money the government is still giving you cuz you can't work in Canada, how much do you get a month/how much is your room?
I live above a bar for 300$ a month in merica dollars
u don't need mental or religious help, you need more medication and initiative! I Know u get free healthcare
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2022-04-07 at 2:17 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....
Originally posted by Kafka Do you have any mental illnesses? Wym a dark force hovering over you?
I got hospitalized 1 time, released after 2 weeks.
had one psychiatrist tell me im "too sane and i don't think things will go well for you" im serious.
in fact even you asking if im mentally ill just shows the extent of my problem. I'm not insane, i have a great memory and when i relate the experiences i have i get "u should see a doctor" from many people who ive come to understand will never understand.
It's like having veils removed, but with each lifted the further from the masses you get. other aspects of reality that while not as clearly visible are just as present are revealeed. It's interesting too, I get to interact in a direct way with the powers that shape this world, literally enlightened while being run down and hounded by demonic forces. -
2022-04-05 at 12:29 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....
Originally posted by Kafka I can’t tell if this is satire
it's not.
the example i used was just a recent thing so it's the first that comes to mind. but basically things like that happen. like dude, finding shit tickets in the woods when thats exactly what i needed that day is weird.
the demonic? people repeat things to me that are relevant to my thoughts at that moment, or just say odd things in general. not crazy homeless people mind you, people in new cars, well attired. I've been called king, warrior, lucifer by strangers. one guy at some random frozen lake in ontario walked up and said "the first new moon" just odd shit. took video of them on my phone? deleted. I'm sitting by the water in toronto and get mobbed.
or when i decided to name whatever dark force thats hovering around me, I chose Kaskitiwow Moskwa, thats black bear in Cree, i pass black bear lake 3 minutes later, in english yes but thats a spooky synchronicity. No map, didn't know that area. somewhere in ontario.
a man made a one eye gesture at me, putting one hand over his eye and looking at me right after i went crazy and then was getting the shit kicked out of me by heroin dealers who i uhhh tried to convince to make good after ripping me off, i over reacted tbh and kinda deserved the beating, i really went over board lol, junkie lives matter too.
and the number 33 keeps popping up for me, in a frequency too much to be random, in dice throws, in card draws. when i look at clocks.
basically things like that constantly happen to me. -
2022-04-04 at 11:52 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....
Originally posted by WellHung That's understandable, but ultimately you have to find a way to move past that in order to help yourself. Remember, these are different individuals than those who hurt your people. The Roman Catholic clergy are your only hope. You can try your local paranormal investigator(s), but they inevitably end up bringing in the Big Guns to drive away stubborn demonic forces. You need God to defeat demons. You can't do it alone.
i'd rather talk to a medicine man, if i decided to seek out help. besides the weird demonic shit that manifests, i do get signs from the Creator, in small blessings and such. an example i needed Toilet Paper of all things after i moved into that shitty room i rented, walking through a wooded area the same night i came upon a pristine roll outside. in a really out of the way spot.
The demonic bullshit that occurs tho, much more powerful. But i consider it a sort of sign that this world is a low place, and it's just easier for those forces to influence outcomes on this plane. The trick is to persevere, Do right, Speak True and die proud, cuz they will seek to destroy you for those traits. -
2022-04-04 at 11:38 PM UTC in They're liquidating Ukranian citizens as they withdraw
Originally posted by Sudo Idk what maskirovna means and I have to imagine that's what the narrative is back in Russia.
Idk how they're going to frame it in the future. It's undoubtedly making Russia weaker and is going to open them up to attacks. The fact they're not even getting much out of it just makes it worse
the thing about russia that you should think about is that they're kinda like a slave state, 4/5 people were serfs before the revolution, the they toppled the monarchy only for the revolution to yet further consolidate under a command economy.
"hurt there economy" I think their calculus with regards to power are way different than ours.
Oldschool in a sense, Grain, Iron, Energy. You say we have problem? what problem?
The weapons they develop in house, when they want to are equivalent or better, but as they compete in one sphere they dial back in others. so far there tactic has worked. they may "fail" in ukraine depending on what they were seeking to accomplish, and quick too, but it seems like "gloves on" conventional warfare with out popular support in the state you're attacking is a no-go in this age.
fuck, nato failed in Afghanistan after 20 years and i doubt the us will maintain a hold on any territory in a "annexed" texas type way either.
It's like make a deal, fund powerful indigenous proxies(which isn't ideal for power hungry assholes) or step up to mass destruction with NBC arms and see what that Genie says after he won't go back in the bottle. -
2022-04-04 at 11:16 PM UTC in They're liquidating Ukranian citizens as they withdraw
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2022-04-04 at 11:15 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....
Originally posted by WellHung i'm honestly sorry to hear that. i feel terrible for posting that in a fit of rage. You will definitely adapt. Best wishes. 👍⚘
Have you enlisted the help of the church? At minimum, You need a high-level servant of God's help. Possibly an exorcist. Please seek the assistance of the Catholic Church if you are seriously being pestered by demons.
dude, i'm kinda wary of the church cuz of the whole "raping, murdering and aiding in medical experiments on children" thing they did to my people in recent history. -
2022-04-04 at 11:13 PM UTC in Anyone want to learn Serbian?
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2022-04-04 at 11:10 PM UTC in They're liquidating Ukranian citizens as they withdrawlol "what the FUCK is russia doing"
this whole appearing like bungling fools is just an act bro, maskirovka, obviously. -
2022-04-04 at 11:05 PM UTC in Anyone want to learn Serbian?i kinda wanna learn romanian, the few i've met have always been cool. one taught me a few words and a card game.