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Posts by Lanny

  1. Lanny Bird of Courage
    Iam runs riflows yeah.

    Do you have contact info for him? I tried going to riflows but I ended up at some hostgator intercept site lol, is there like a ip I can go to or something to get aroun that lol? I honestly think he's a smart nigga, prolly smarter than me, and I don't want to be "at war" or whatever with him. Unless he's under some different handle he hasn't tried to contact me so far but I think it'd be worthwhile to get in touch with him even if it ends up in calling each other faggots giving it a shot can't hurt at minimum.
  2. Lanny Bird of Courage
    Most of the "leave and calm down" is based on people not wanting to flip my shit.

    That's definitely true to some extent, it may sound corny but there are niggas here who actually give a fuck about you, rando internet person or not, and don't want to give you advice that could fuck you up, so there is a tendency to play it safe. But there's also the fact that many of us are just fucking broken and have a hard time (or simply can't) maintaining intimate human relationships and that's a fucking bad place to be. You know your situation better than any of us for sure, you've said before you could "replace" your girl in terms of having another bitch in your bed tomorrow so maybe the advice of those of us with social issue doesn't apply, but being truly alone in the world comes with all kind of problems that you really can't just power through. We're social creatures and romantic partners and real friends aren't replaceable as easily as they might seem. I guess my point is that a human being who's been beside you for a while is worth a lot more than they might seem like in a moment of crisis and that's really apparent to people who don't have someone like that. So do what you need to blood, you know what you need, but I guess my point is you shouldn't throw away a person you have a real connection with lightly. It really is better to be taken advantage of slightly (because no relationship is truly equal and exactly half of all people are being taken advantage of to some degree) than it is to be all on your own.

    ​
    I was a child at one point, you know. Unfortunately I didn't spring forth from the aether.

    Did you have friends as a kid malice? If you did I don't think you'd really regret that fact, you know we need other people. I know we're niggas who bullshit about politics and random shit on the internet (also I'm a lil drunk/high) but I do value our interaction. I'm not sure if I'd call us friends, mostly because I think you wouldn't (heh, I had a guy, one of the best friends I've ever had, who said the same thing to me). But if you acknowledge it or not I recognize you as a fellow human being, however broken you may be, and I care about your well being. You may not care about that fact but I do.


    I love his high-falutin accent. I am not drunk.

    Lanny, go to a 4th of July/fireworks show on an LSD analog. Wear headphones so the noise won't be overwhelming. I'd stack it with non-interfering anxiolytics, if you had them. Propranolol, phenibut/baclofen, tofisopam, topiramate, lavender oil, ashwagandha.

    That's actually not a bad idea. I think I'll head down to fort mason tomorrow night, that park is like my favorite part of the city. You can see the bridge, barely any homeless, only people you run i into in the marina are middle aged (no threat) or hipsters (my people). I don't need any anxiolytics, I guess all my neurotic personality traits are minor enough to not cause a significant nervous reaction, even powerful anxiolytics a la benzos really only work as hypnotics for me which I take to mean I'm just at zero or near zero anxiety most of the time. I've been taking ashwagandha for a while now for its androgenic effects in an attempt to muster up a passable beard, a minor but noticeable effect on facial hair growth rate so far but not enough to make growing a proper beard practical at this point. It's interesting that lavender supposedly has estrogenic effects, have you tried taking the two together? Were there noticeable effects in each on their own? Together?
  3. Lanny Bird of Courage
    Anyone know if there are any good sights to see in israel? Airfare is a nigger but it seems like a pretty unusual place to visit. My grandmother is a devout christian and visited jerusalem like, uhh, maybe 10 years ago now. It was a pilgrimage type scenario. I'm definitely down for some interesting religious landmarks but on its own I'm not sure the holy land is all that appealing. Is there much of interest in Israel besides religious sites?

    I think I'd rather visit Istanbul on the whole. I mean again there's a large amount of religious association with that city but I think more than Jerusalem it's interesting on merit of its architecture and history. Maybe like a week in istanbul, then down the coast to Acre for a few days and then down to Jerusalem for another couple day or two. I wonder if I'd have any trouble crossing that border, but a trip that roughly follows the first crusade seems kinda badass in its own right.

    Anyway, OP, are you talking about canadian currency or american? I know the sizes of coins are similar but for this kind of thing the difference seems like it could be significant.

    P.S. Iron John, after doing a reverse image search I realize that image is from new york lol, I say the hebrew and thought israel immediately.
  4. Lanny Bird of Courage
    I don't even know if you niggers are retarded or what
  5. Lanny Bird of Courage
    59F low 68F high today, SF has pretty dope weather although people around here still bitch about the fog (I love the fog). That's some cray temp for europe blood, jesus.
  6. Lanny Bird of Courage
    Lol, I didn't think you'd actually change it


    fuck blood, this shit be srs
  7. Lanny Bird of Courage
    mah nigga, welcome to the cesspool, same as the old cesspool
  8. Lanny Bird of Courage

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  9. Lanny Bird of Courage
    Iam probably got drunk and spilled vodka all over the server.


    Does Iam run riflows? I've been told he's trying to fuck my site over (and someone is trying (without a lot of force, although my dinky ass server is hardly bullet proof) to DDoS us) but he seemed like a trill nigga back on the fern. It'd be unfortunate if we found ourselves in some kind of shit flinging contest.
  10. Lanny Bird of Courage
    wut?

    bleh, so many "attn: lanny" threads, hard to keep up.
  11. Lanny Bird of Courage
    I watched a bit of Yuyushiki last night. I found it incredibly stupid and unfunny… it's just dumb schoolgirl's goofing off. Aside from some light fan service, it seem's clean enough for actual elementary schoolgirls to watch, and what is up with that simple cartoonish art? It's like a cross between Nichijou and Madoka's art, but way worse. Seriously, slice of life is a garbage genre that almost never produces anything worth watching… even Watamote which was moderately funny and amusing in the beginning, just became really sad and depressing with random moment's of intense fremdschämen.

    So if you're not into slice of life yet then yuyushiki probably isn't the place to start. Have you tried K-ON? It at least has a tangible concept that justifies the kawaii.

    I have a hard time explaining SoL to people who don't already get it, partly because I enjoy it on two very different levels. So like there's the obvious level right, cute klutzy girls are just plain fun to watch on their own. Some people don't respond the same way, which I sometimes thinks from people taking themselves or what they're watching too seriously, but I'm fully ready to chalk it up to different strokes. What doesn't fly though is shonen fight anime fans who think their prefered time sink has some kind of moral superiority. Even the worst trope out of SoL is no worse than the level of cringe that your typical "impossible odds" training sequence/surprise reversal/triumph though determination situation invokes, which is so painfully predictable and a cornerstone of like 95% of shonen.

    And then the other level of slice of life is that is really challenges core assumptions in story telling that have existed, largely unquestioned, since Aristotle. It's not only possible but actually commonplace to watch a half hour or hour of slice of life anime and never encounter anything that resembles the classical definition of conflict. The best of the genre invites us to look at drama devoid of plot, a sort of transcendent emptiness, and asks us as intelligent genre savvy viewers to embrace that total malformation of story as pleasurable. This is what I meant when I brought up existential absurdism. When you spend a half hour of your life watching animated highschool girls making bad puns and doing nothing of import and still enjoying yourself you realize first how your pleasure in that experience is self-caused, that is you enjoy this because you choose as a radically free being to enjoy it, and secondly it brings to light the fact that all the classical model of drama is not a pattern laid into the world by god or human nature but by man and as humans we can, at any point, opt to reject or affirm that element of our being. When we enjoy watching meaningless cuteness the pleasure of doing so is not diminished by the fact our enjoyment is arbitrary but in fact enhanced because we realize that we alone are responsible for the meaning and joy we get out of it. In so doing we are liberated from our dependency on any external force for our satisfaction and realize that we are no man's slave, our very nature, our essence, is malleable and is preceded my our will to be otherwise. Namely our will to enjoy watching animated japanese schoolgirls goof around.
  12. Lanny Bird of Courage
    I actually just heard about the stranger myself yesterday. I'm going to get a copy from the library later today. Right now I'm reading stephen kings the dark tower


    Which book? I read the shit out of those books a few years ago but stopped somewhere, hmm, the wizard and the glass I think?
  13. Lanny Bird of Courage
    Since I'm apparently out of the loop here, OP: what was your zoklet username?
  14. Lanny Bird of Courage
    Haha, well I guess that's a positive review?

    What was the other stuff you ordered?
  15. Lanny Bird of Courage
    "Sincerely, your dead fucking kiddo." Best part, without a doubt. SHARE IT WITH UNWYRED!

    I'd just like to report that I "liked" that post. Really need to get on the thanks issue because I'd really like for my name to be below your post affirming the legitimacy and amusingness of that dead baby joke.

    @soph, I don't think there's enough forced labor round these parts to justify the honor of taking Lenin's name. It is a bit ironic that that I'm in degaf mode while being, ideologically, a proponent of totalitarian aristocracy.

    @malice When I was doing the whole fake-girl schick I actually thought about what it would be like to get a sex change. Never seriously of course, but when you get called a tranny on a daily basis you'd have to have no imagination at all to not at least think about the possibility. Ultimately I'm too deeply embedded in my own mindset (autistic lack of empathy maybe? Probably not but it's hard to get into someone else's headspace) to really imagine "being a woman". The closest I could imagine would be being exactly myself in terms of internal mental states but having the physical morphology of a woman. And I mean, that would be pretty sweet to be honest. Forgive the dick stroking here (heh) but people consider me pretty smart (which I make up for in a wide range of social/creative ineptitudes) and for better or worse the social standard is lower for women. In fact the glorification of "nerdy girls" in recent years would make a female-me pretty clearly better off, although I'm certainly not suffering for lack of opportunity. But the truth is that our society is sexist in both directions, many of my personality traits that are considered defects would be considered desirable in a women (almost any man can say this, of course) but it's obvious that a sex change in 2015 won't turn anyone into the uberfrau seeing as it's still a largely imperfect process. Which is to say nothing of what the hormonal differences would cause to cognitive processes. I'm certainly not as convinced of that as you are but I'm not ready to dismiss any possible difference out of hand. So I guess if I were perfectly rational and self-interested I'd consider a perfect sex-change operation assuming it would effect my cognitive processes significantly but since neither of those are likely to be possible within my lifetime, as will as my own intuitional attachment to my present sex I don't expect sex change will ever be an attractive offer to me.
  16. Lanny Bird of Courage
    Came across some MXE recently, gonna take some either tomorrow evening or this weekend. Read some trip reports but I'd be interested in hearing what I should expect from yall niggas. I'm not real big on dissociatives but my experience is pretty limited and the psychedelic effects are more interesting to me so I'm definitely going in with an open mind.
  17. Lanny Bird of Courage
    Another: Hands down the best horror offering in anime. People go nuts for Shiki but it's shit and it art is shit compared to Another. Atmosphere out the ass, very mind-fuck-y/psychological, doesn't cuck you on the ending. One of the few entries in the horror genre, anime or otherwise, that has characters that aren't dumb as shit while maintaining a sense of mystery throughout (as opposed to the usual stupid protagonists or survival-horror angle where the fear of the unknown element is lost at the point someone figures out the big secret).

    Bakemonogatari: Supernatural romance that plays against all the usual tropes of that genre. Slow moving and atmospheric, hot and cold with the fan service angle. "Artsy"

    Usagi Drop: Tragedy/super-cute heart-warmer. Loli bonus, might want to pick up the manga since the anime cuts out before she goes all delores on the protag.

    Yuyushiki: Carve your heart out with cuteness slice-of-life, significant yuri themes. It's so artificially sweet that it wraps back around into being an interesting exercise in genre excesses that dances between nihilism and the existential absurd. Or just cute girls doing cute things that's cuter and girlier than any other contender. Depends on your outlook I guess. I think of it as being to SoL as KlK is to action/fight anime but a bit more subtle.
  18. Lanny Bird of Courage
    [FONT=verdana][SIZE=14px]wot da fok did ye just say 2 me at th pub u lil whore? i'll ave u know i dropped out of newcastle primary skool im the sickest bloke ull ever meet & ive nicked ova 300 prostitutes like u frum tha corners. im trained in stalkin, shankin and cohverin me tracks & im the slickest & craziest fooker in tha entire british empire. yer nothin to me but a cheeky lil whore victim. oi ill shank u an smash a fokin bottle oer yer head bruv unlike anyfing uve eva seen, i swer 2 christ. ya think u can fookin run ya gabber at me whilst sittin on yer arse behind ur pimp, ya cunt? oi think again cunt, i bet you din see dis comin. i know where u live, and as u read this im givin u a propa stalkin, so u best prepare for teh rippin, cunt. A rippin' thatll make ur nan sore jus hearin about it. yer a waste bruv. wot uve eard in the news is noffin' compard to wot i'll do to u. i be all over tha place & ill cut ya to a propa fokin dish with me knives cunt. if om not satisfied wif dat, i'll shank ur insides 2. if ye had seen this bloody fokin mess commin ye might a' kept ya gabber from runnin at te pub. but it seems yea stupid lil twat, innit? ima shite fury & ull drown in it m8. ur ina proper mess, filfy whore.[/SIZE][/FONT]
  19. Lanny Bird of Courage
    what sort of faggotry is going on in here?

    The good kind. Now go to bed anthony
  20. Lanny Bird of Courage
    College campuses, large government complexes (think adjoined courthouses and civic centers, and some malls will usually have plenty of nooks and crannies where you can set up without anyone bothering you. When I was in college and moved out of the dorms I had like a couple of days between the move-out date and when I could move into the new place so I threw down a sleeping bag in the projection room of a theater that got turned into an exhibit room and was good to go.
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