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2015-07-03 at 5:20 AM UTC
I have friends, I just keep a close and tight circle of them and avoid allowing any of them to get too close to me. My unhappiness has extremely little to do with loneliness. The fact you suddenly think interpersonal relationships are the cure to existential depression makes me think you're smoking crack or something.
Last year you admitted you didn't have a single friend and that despite your posturing you needed them desperately. It was a heart felt moment, but then I was mean to you one time after you put down Rizzo and you shut everyone out (Sensitive.). Well, it's good if you do, then, but you could always have better friends. -
2015-07-03 at 7:46 AM UTCMalice, have you ever, at any point in your life had a friend?
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2015-07-03 at 8:01 AM UTCI was a child at one point, you know. Unfortunately I didn't spring forth from the aether.
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2015-07-03 at 8:38 AM UTC
She's got you fucked up if she thinks the solution to your situation is to leave your own goddamn house to let people who are taking advantage of you have their way. Sure that allows you to avoid confrontation and assess the situation better but it also lets them win and sets a bad precedent. I've been drinking liquor for like an hour so take that with a grain of salt but it still doesn't seem right to me.
I completely agree with you. Most of the "leave and calm down" is based on people not wanting to flip my shit. I'd be lieing if I said I haven't considered givng her a left hook to the dome and throwing her out somewhere in the hood draped in a confederate flag.
Oddest thing happened tongiht tho. My girl asked how therapy was and I sat down and told her exactly what's going to happen with her moms behavior pattern etc. She listend for a change! Anyeay a solid deadline has been set for when her mom fucks up again and is to be kicked out.
Her mom is a pathetic person. She got drunk as fuck tongiht, So drunk she couldnt open a pack of sauages the simply pulled open. She's got a jerb interview at Dennys tommorrow.
You know how in office space dude just stopped giving a fuck, I reached that point tonight when she got drunk.
I also made it pretty crystal to my girl tonight that my old fat as can still pull chicks, long story. -
2015-07-03 at 8:42 AM UTC
Are you gonna take those two days?
I dunno, an old friend has invited me to come crash at his place. Even said I could fuck his wife/step daughter while there. He's shared his ex with me before. He's one OG best friend type nigga -
2015-07-03 at 6:32 PM UTC
I dunno, an old friend has invited me to come crash at his place. Even said I could fuck his wife/step daughter while there. He's shared his ex with me before. He's one OG best friend type nigga
Dude wat. Are they locked in a basement and chained the radiator? -
2015-07-03 at 7:44 PM UTC
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2015-07-04 at 12:57 AM UTCordered a kilo of nitenpyram... it got flagged in customs today. Im sure some DEA agent got a hard dick when they opened up a tightly wrapped brownish tan brick weighing exactly 2.2.lbs
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2015-07-04 at 2:53 AM UTCLanny, go to a 4th of July/fireworks show on an LSD analog. Wear headphones so the noise won't be overwhelming. I'd stack it with non-interfering anxiolytics, if you had them. Propranolol, phenibut/baclofen, tofisopam, topiramate, lavender oil, ashwagandha.
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2015-07-04 at 4:03 AM UTC
Most of the "leave and calm down" is based on people not wanting to flip my shit.
That's definitely true to some extent, it may sound corny but there are niggas here who actually give a fuck about you, rando internet person or not, and don't want to give you advice that could fuck you up, so there is a tendency to play it safe. But there's also the fact that many of us are just fucking broken and have a hard time (or simply can't) maintaining intimate human relationships and that's a fucking bad place to be. You know your situation better than any of us for sure, you've said before you could "replace" your girl in terms of having another bitch in your bed tomorrow so maybe the advice of those of us with social issue doesn't apply, but being truly alone in the world comes with all kind of problems that you really can't just power through. We're social creatures and romantic partners and real friends aren't replaceable as easily as they might seem. I guess my point is that a human being who's been beside you for a while is worth a lot more than they might seem like in a moment of crisis and that's really apparent to people who don't have someone like that. So do what you need to blood, you know what you need, but I guess my point is you shouldn't throw away a person you have a real connection with lightly. It really is better to be taken advantage of slightly (because no relationship is truly equal and exactly half of all people are being taken advantage of to some degree) than it is to be all on your own.
​I was a child at one point, you know. Unfortunately I didn't spring forth from the aether.
Did you have friends as a kid malice? If you did I don't think you'd really regret that fact, you know we need other people. I know we're niggas who bullshit about politics and random shit on the internet (also I'm a lil drunk/high) but I do value our interaction. I'm not sure if I'd call us friends, mostly because I think you wouldn't (heh, I had a guy, one of the best friends I've ever had, who said the same thing to me). But if you acknowledge it or not I recognize you as a fellow human being, however broken you may be, and I care about your well being. You may not care about that fact but I do.
I love his high-falutin accent. I am not drunk.Lanny, go to a 4th of July/fireworks show on an LSD analog. Wear headphones so the noise won't be overwhelming. I'd stack it with non-interfering anxiolytics, if you had them. Propranolol, phenibut/baclofen, tofisopam, topiramate, lavender oil, ashwagandha.
That's actually not a bad idea. I think I'll head down to fort mason tomorrow night, that park is like my favorite part of the city. You can see the bridge, barely any homeless, only people you run i into in the marina are middle aged (no threat) or hipsters (my people). I don't need any anxiolytics, I guess all my neurotic personality traits are minor enough to not cause a significant nervous reaction, even powerful anxiolytics a la benzos really only work as hypnotics for me which I take to mean I'm just at zero or near zero anxiety most of the time. I've been taking ashwagandha for a while now for its androgenic effects in an attempt to muster up a passable beard, a minor but noticeable effect on facial hair growth rate so far but not enough to make growing a proper beard practical at this point. It's interesting that lavender supposedly has estrogenic effects, have you tried taking the two together? Were there noticeable effects in each on their own? Together? -
2015-07-04 at 4:08 AM UTCbeen dipping into that mxe I see, eh, lanny?
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2015-07-04 at 4:28 AM UTCImagine buying a bunch of fireworks arranged in a grid, the kind that shoot into the sky, and aiming them at a building you want to target, having it hidden by something, like barely poking out of a bush, and with a long/slow burning fuse for a good delay.
This should really be done more often. Target the school, or principal's house. Or, for grownups, a police station. -
2015-07-04 at 4:32 AM UTCAww, Lanny, I care about you guys to some extent. If I didn't I wouldn't comment on your lives, read your long posts/rants, ask you questions, questions about your lives, and give you advice, try to help you solve problems.
Hopefully one day autism, at least high functioning/Asperger's, will be curable/highly attenuable. Like a sustainable mild version of MDMA you can take every day that lasts for x hours.
I've noticed a considerable boost of facial hair growth from ashwagandha, and other effects related to testosterone, but I seem to be naturally deficient. If you aren't, you may not notice much, or any, effect. Jarrow's brand, 1 twice a day.
Even if you aren't normally anxious, if you're seeing a 4th of July fireworks show on psychedelics you may need one. -
2015-07-04 at 1:42 PM UTCHey it's roshambo. I hope I'm not theoretically banished and shunned in this thread but I'm here so yeah... How's it doinn
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2015-07-04 at 2:12 PM UTCwhat malice said. I saw a fireworks show on four grams of mushrooms, and when it was over I felt like I had shellshock. When your personal boundaries dissolve, and stuff is exploding nearby...it's just not that fun.
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2015-07-04 at 3:48 PM UTCMy fists are fascinating. They're disproportionately large and vascular, with oversized knuckles that would probably hurt like hell to be hit with. Also seem pretty resistant to pain, I can punch hard objects and not feel much. I wonder if there have ever been any studies done on differences in the morphology between races.
Selective pressures, some populations are more violent, certain attributes have a reproductive advantage, you get differences over time, which can occur very quickly and be very significant. Contrary to elementary school version of history myths Native Americans were not peaceful, many tribes were incredibly violent. I wonder if I descend for a warrior class.
If there are significant differences, this could explain why Hispanics seem to be unusually over represented in boxing, like how Kenyan's are over represented in long distance running, although not to the same extent for the former.what malice said. I saw a fireworks show on four grams of mushrooms, and when it was over I felt like I had shellshock. When your personal boundaries dissolve, and stuff is exploding nearby…it's just not that fun.
Pfft, LOL! -
2015-07-04 at 6:42 PM UTCHappy 4th of July.
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2015-07-05 at 1:48 AM UTC
That's definitely true to some extent, it may sound corny but there are niggas here who actually give a fuck about you, rando internet person or not, and don't want to give you advice that could fuck you up, so there is a tendency to play it safe. But there's also the fact that many of us are just fucking broken and have a hard time (or simply can't) maintaining intimate human relationships and that's a fucking bad place to be. You know your situation better than any of us for sure, you've said before you could "replace" your girl in terms of having another bitch in your bed tomorrow so maybe the advice of those of us with social issue doesn't apply, but being truly alone in the world comes with all kind of problems that you really can't just power through. We're social creatures and romantic partners and real friends aren't replaceable as easily as they might seem. I guess my point is that a human being who's been beside you for a while is worth a lot more than they might seem like in a moment of crisis and that's really apparent to people who don't have someone like that. So do what you need to blood, you know what you need, but I guess my point is you shouldn't throw away a person you have a real connection with lightly. It really is better to be taken advantage of slightly (because no relationship is truly equal and exactly half of all people are being taken advantage of to some degree) than it is to be all on your own.
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That's some real shit young blood. I calmed down a good bit today. Her, hher brother and mom went to the beach and I went to the drags with my truck. Popped a few k pins and blew off a lot of steam.
Her mom got a jerb at dennys working third so my nights and most of the day will be peaceful now.
Her brother cracks me up. He's like 21-22 and talks about nothing but fucking bitches, also a muscle dummy. That type of guy makes me LOl so hard.
Happy Independece day homies, don't blow off a digit. -
2015-07-05 at 2:52 AM UTCThings are dangerous, I well learned the dangers of permanent bodily harm a long time ago. I fucking it hate it when people act like brojock douchebags/frat boys and act like idiots, fooling around and doing stupid shit that endangers others because they think it's funny or want to look cool. Guns, explosives, and chemicals are not toys.
Very nice totse theme btw, Lanny. -
2015-07-05 at 5:02 AM UTCHappy independence day amerifags!
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