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  1. Lanny Bird of Courage
    Took it nigga, scored low AF. Every time someone says something of the form "X is an indicator of autism" I almost always think "yeah, that's something I'd tend to do if I wasn't self-aware enough to actively avoid it". It seems like a classic id vs. superego situation (I've made enough parenthesized comments about Freud that my position on the guy should be clear by now). Whatever impulse I have towards those behaviors I've managed to shoehorn a lifetime worth of neuroses into the opposite set of impulses. So talented am I at this charade that I can fool people into associating with me for enough time before realizing what a compulsive, boring, cliche, and repetitive personality I have that they come to see all my failings as a human being as tragic flaws in an otherwise one dimensional character.

    AND THATS WHAT WE CALL HAVING HEALTHY ADULT RELATIONSHIPS. I AM THE UBERMENSCH.
  2. Lanny Bird of Courage
    Lanny, those are pretty huge doses of caffeine you're taking, but I don't know how much tolerance you've developed and what percentage of the population reaches a similar level.

    Yeah, like I mentioned, I took a break from all the caffeine. It was actually doing good things on the whole but it was kinda hurting sleep and I didn't want to keep going up and up in doses. It's strange though, really minimal withdrawal symptoms, literally 6 months of negligible caffeine intake later and 200mg is still imperceptible although I can't do 800mg at once anymore.
  3. Lanny Bird of Courage
    the burgers are a foodborne virus but they are also contagious.

    It's kinda disgusting that I understood this sentence perfectly
  4. Lanny Bird of Courage
    I don't like Red Bull but from a Monster can I have there are multiple psychoactives and/or metabolic boosters besides caffeine that probably work in adjunct:

    MONSTER ENERGY BLEND: Glucose, Taurine, Panax Ginseng Extract, Caffeine, L-Carnitine, Glucuronolactone, Inositol, Guarana Extact, Maltodextrin

    CAFFIEND FROM ALL SOURCES: 160mg

    Doesn't make it crack but drink a few of them everyday for weeks, months, years and you can get teh hypomanias, and then teh manias, and then teh psychoses.


    Huh. I have a surprisingly positive reaction to L-Carnitine (taken on its own or with whatever (hopefully inert) binder) I can do like 3 times more cardio before wanting to die. I've never heard of Taurine before though.
  5. Lanny Bird of Courage
    Hahaha! Out of all the things, this. This is one of the funniest things you've ever posted.

    Yeah, the absurdity of literally praying to be saved from cujo is what makes it a story worth telling. I don't think of that as a particularly formative experience but in retrospect I think it highlights how trite immature conceptions of the divine are. Certainly there are heady and robust ideas about the abrahamic god floating about (I have a lot of love for Anselm, Pseudo-Dionysius, and Aquinas) but it's illustrative of more common approaches to western religion I think, a magic shoulder to cry on, a thing to be bargained with, something ultimate ultimately made crude by crude human habits.
  6. Lanny Bird of Courage
    Malice, your siblings have more autistic tendencies than I expected. Not sure why I imagined them being totally normal and well adjusted, you mentioned seeing similarities between yourself and your dad which should have given it away. I guess the "strangers under the same roof" thing made it seem like you were the only black sheep.

    Also your sister is kinda cute (nohetero). Is she going to SC? They don't usually let poor people in, there are always a handful of diversity scholarships but they usually go to the black football players on top of the hefty illegal payouts to their family.
  7. Lanny Bird of Courage
    How would you describe it? I'm assuming you sound gay.

    IDK, maybe you could call it gay although that's not what bothers me (I sometimes try to imitate a flamboyant gay speaking style for comedic effect but it always falls flat). Actually kinda sounds like roshambo in some respects, like artificially pitch dropped, flat, a little too slow on certain sounds, over enunciated to the point of sounding unnatural sometimes despite the fact that I tend to talk too fast overall (not talking shit, only the first two of those sound similar to roshambo to my ear). I've had the same shitty speech pattern literally since I can remember, just it's deeper and goofier sounding, so the most noticeable element of it from my perspective is that it sounds childish. Like every other word I say sounds like a kid who just heard an idiomatic pronunciation of something and is trying to imitate it for the first time.
  8. Lanny Bird of Courage
    That's weird. I'm not a big (active) Caffeine user so I'm not sure about the dosage but isn't that a shitton? I honestly don't know.

    How much is in a Redbull?

    I think that's high but not exceptionally so, I could be wrong though. I think there are a lot of people with godly caffeine tolerance who don't even realize it just because you naturally work up to it over time. I was drinking ~1600mg of caffeine in coffee per day (1-2 pots) before I did the math on how much that was, I don't think that's exceptional among american office workers and stuff.

    Google says there's 100mg in a red bull although that seems low, just a cup of coffee worth. I don't drink red bull but people talk like it's crack made softdrink so that seems bretty odd.
  9. Lanny Bird of Courage
    Also I don't really like BDoD but that track is pretty fun at 1.5x or otherwise
  10. Lanny Bird of Courage
    I've never been grounded. Beat that Lanny.

    I can't bro. You got me. I want your life.
  11. Lanny Bird of Courage
    TRIANGLES... IN MY EYEEEEEE
  12. Lanny Bird of Courage
    320mg Caffeine is a bit much, though. Haha.

    Wut? I know I have above average caffeine (and stimulants in general) tolerance but I used to routinely take 800mg at once multiple times throughout the day and feel great. After like a 6 month tolerance break 200mg is still unnoticeable. Am I having an autism moment where I'm not getting the sarcasm?
  13. Lanny Bird of Courage
    Yesterday I ordered a dominos pizza and the delivery man literally asked me "do you like lord of the rings" and I just said uh yeah.. even though I actually don't

    and he said youtube this song

    he then said I know its random but I just like to give customers things to look up on the internet

    When I was a kid (like 10-14) I had long hair and whatever look it is that compelled stoner/surfer types to recommend me random internet and/or music things constantly. When people think you look like "their kind of people" they can be surprisingly candid. I liked it though, got a lot of laughs out of random shit deadbeats rec'd me. I remember some dude telling me about ebaums when I was like 9 or something and I watched some shitty flash video that was a parody of the smurfs with a lot of sexual stuff and cussing and my mom found it in my browsing history and I think that was the only time I've ever been grounded. Good times.
  14. Lanny Bird of Courage
    I can usually live with my pictures but when I hear recordings of my voice it makes me want to die. It's so far from how I think I sound like. Bleh, just thinking about it makes me cringe.
  15. Lanny Bird of Courage
    I'll have you knwo I'm a fucking fashion master:

  16. Lanny Bird of Courage
    One tablespoon turmeric (MAOI)

    k, kumar
  17. Lanny Bird of Courage
    Btw, you never responded to this, particularly the part where I tear you apart.

    Yeah, I have it open on a tab but I haven't gotten around to responding to it yet. Going through the interview process which is surprisingly involved.

    Neither are the vast majority of classes.

    Vast majority? I'm not sure about that and you should be skeptical about your ability to discern between challenging and not going in. In particular I think you probably overestimate your math skills/underestimate their value, even to non-STEM fields (I will, generally speaking, join you in shitting on the "well rounded adult" argument for GE but I thinkknow there's a lot of needless hostility and wasted time between STEM and the humanities borne of simple ignorance of the bare fundamentals of the respective disciplines, stemfags generally being far worse than their counterparts). I certainly did going into higher education.

    Yeah, business majors tend to be a pretty poor choice in terms of earnings, actually, and no doubt the people tend to be dumb. Then again, I'm not interested in a legitimate career or other people. Like, in the classes specific to your major, computer science, did the other students generally really make that much of a difference? You love the subject, so the discussions may have been enjoyable for you, but within the classroom environment I don't see myself having much interest in people (Never have, although I'm trying to change from being the type of person that feels others are just part of the background.). It would just be something that could be genuinely helpful and I would enjoy reading about. Ideally if you really want to learn about something you're an autodidact and learn far more on your own than you do in a classroom, but I've considered that there are benefits, I could definitely use the increase in psychological well being from being around people and some structured environment, a bit of externally induced discipline.

    Well there's direct and indirect benefits from having smart peers. In CS there probably wasn't a lot of direct benefit outside of the handful of, generally reviled, team projects. In philosophy and the better math courses having intelligent vocal participants really did make a world of difference, both those fields having a history in dialectics. The one sociology course I had to sit through I went from "this sucks" to "fucking kill me now" as a result of how intellectually barren the vocal subset of the students were. I have no particular objection to sociology as a field, it's just my sample size 1 negative experience with it was so profoundly terrible that I felt compelled to block out as much of the course as I could.

    Christ you're salty. Who needs a shaker, people should just ask you to rub your fingers together over their food. You don't understand economics/how the world works. I'm not saying I fully disagree with you, but your viewpoint is too far to one extreme.

    Har har. "Moral cancer" is a bit extreme to be sure, I am somewhat biased by my background of course and I don't fully believe that. But I do legitimately have a hard time finding the value proposition of most the roles associated with a business degree.

    What if they simply fill a role that arises from the ugly reality of human nature, group/social behavior?

    Sure, I'm fully willing to accept there is some quirk of our society that necessitates these people existing but I'm not sure it's any better to be a malignant symptom of a disease than to be the disease itself. If the 21st century image of corporate/managerial structure is the effect of some simpler cause then all we have is reason to terminate that cause as opposed to the effect. And remember that I'm an authoritarian socialist, I have no qualms with authority or enforced structure a priori nor with submitting myself to same. The issue is that N corporations times M people not producing a direct work product (that is to say, managerial types) for values N and M found in the US today far exceeds the number of capable tyrants we've got which leaves use with the inescapable conclusion that we have the vicious rather than necessary type of bureaucracy on our hands.

    Besides, think out side of your field, your social circle/environment and past that molds and skews your perception. Are most people that good, are they really that productive at work? How much time is generally devoted to actually working?

    Sure, even among my social circle and peers I see tremendous waste. Hell, I spend more than half the day I collect income for on things that don't produce a penny for my employer. But that's not an argument for the services business majors provide. Putting a professional servant to corporate hierarchy on top of the laziest son of a bitch there is isn't going to produce an additional ounce of work product.

    How many are making a significant positive contribution, a difference? Although you do have a leftist mentality and are in the pinko capital of the US, probably experience some jadedness/resentment, which makes business types seem worse to you and overlook, not understand, some of the necessary function they provide. Charisma matters. Think about the fundamental value of human communication, the evolutionary roots, eons of a process leading to this remarkable complexity, how so much of the world has been built upon sounds we make with our mouths and vocal cords and symbols we created.

    Well, communication matters. But communication between humans is not the same as charisma. Charisma is convincing people of a thing beyond the inherent worth of the argument, charisma is sophistry in contrast to socrates. Charisma is, without a doubt, power and power is very important but it's only good in so far as it's used to good ends and the capitalistic system that exists today actively turns charismatic power towards bad ends, specifically the extraction of labor towards unworthy causes and subjugation of the proletariat.



    Many of the most remarkable and important people in modern history have been business people.

    Sure sure, but was that an inherent element of what made them important or something necessitated by the social system they existed in? I'd argue the latter. Thinking of america's "proud history of invention" I think most successful businessmen were as much because one needs to be a businessmen to be a successful inventor as opposed to being a successful inventor on strength of being businessmen. Consider it this way: are there any important and remarkable american businesspeople who weren't some other kind of more academic class? Maybe Ford... that's it. Now think about remarkable/important americans as a class. What portion of them were not business people? A significant part (I'd argue a majority, but that's besides the point). If one class of people is a near proper subset of another I think that's a strong argument that the special subgroup is not privileged but rather incidental.

    The vast majority of computer programmers are simply cogs who have produced nothing remarkable and you know it.

    Sure, but the interesting metric isn't "did something remarkable" so much as "did something worthwhile" which are two different things. My objection to business types isn't that they don't do anything remarkable but their median case doesn't do anything worth doing at all. And sure, even under that consideration the prospects of a programmer are pretty dismal but it's still better than being a "businessman". In any case I didn't pick my field because I thought it was where the biggest impact could be made but because it's what I'm good at, it's where I personally have the best chance of doing something worth doing.

    That's right, I said it. Outside of your field, try talking to someone about what you do, what you've accomplished, and see the reaction you compared to someone who runs a successful business, even if it isn't novel. To non-autists it's boring and you know it. You may be under-appreciated and the general population may lack understanding, but even if that were remedied this would still be true.

    If public appreciation of a profession were correctly proportional to the social utility that class provided then I disagree, programmers (including computer scientists) as a class have done more for our society per-capita than people who's primary occupation could be best described as "business people". Although I certainly wouldn't disagree on the point of people considering my trade boring. Actually I think programmers are probably a bit over appreciated, the ADD plagued population see shiny apps and facebook, mistake them for something that isn't a waste of human life, and lay that dubious accomplishment at the feet of programmers.

    And aren't you working in finance and have recently, multiple times in the past in fact, talked about floating around the idea of one day starting a business or doing something related to high frequency trading? After everything you just said, do you not see how hypocritical that is. And what about the salary you're making and your projected peak salary? Remember that time you mentioned thinking about a worker in a food service position and it leading to you questioning our economic system? I swear, fucking stempremacist techbro future neo-yuppies.

    Sure, I am undoubtedly a hypocrite. I profit on a system I detest and my surplus value fuels, in some part, it's villainy. I admit it, but do I need to remind you of your own hypocritical life choices? Aren't you the one who's always touting how being a hypocrite doesn't mean you're not right?

    Besides, even if I'm a grossly inefficient money sink I still beat the average on the meager portion I donate to far more efficient projects, and perhaps on strength of whatever contribution I stand to make over my life to the state of the art in my field.

    I intent to out earn you within the year (In terms of monthly income), and rub it in your face when it actually happens. You need to learn your place and be taught a lessen in respect, gratitude, and manners, code monkey.

    I'd love to see it but you should know by now I don't consider money a measure of human worth, considering I make a respectable income and pretty much hate myself.
  18. Lanny Bird of Courage
    I only listen to mongolian throat singing and yeezey
  19. Lanny Bird of Courage
    My parents weren't any real sort of religious but I went to a religious school for a couple of years as a kid, all of my friends were religious, so I took the idea of the christian god for granted. I don't ever remember being afraid of god, I think even most of the nuttier non-cult christian sects (SDA in this case) spare young kids the fire and brimstone until they're a bit older, but I do remember trying to bargain with him a lot. There was this scary ass dog that lived next door and when I had to walk across the neighbor's lot I remember kinda praying or whatever, saying I'd pay more attention in church or ask for fewer things, if he somehow intervened and kept the dog from biting me.
  20. Lanny Bird of Courage
    I'd like to introduce you to it. If you think acid will have prepared you for it, think again. At best visual presentations can only capture/emulate a tiny fraction of the experience.

    Acid hasn't prepared me for acid, I don't think psychedelics would be worth anything if you could "be ready" for them.

    Yea, I've seen the arm. You have strong wrists.

    And they say I'm gay for malice
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