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2018-05-25 at 6:23 AM UTCI hope he records this so we can watch later.
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2018-05-25 at 6:27 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-05-25 at 6:34 AM UTCsploo post el video
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2018-05-25 at 6:51 AM UTCcops came by, looked around for 2 minutes and left. i think the guys went to hide in my neighbors yard after they heard sirens. well i guess i'm gonna be spending my whole weekend hiding in my closet like anne frank againThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-05-25 at 6:53 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice I guess I wanted to give it one last chance with college, but the way I feel just doesn't change, it's getting worse.
It's extremely difficult and terrifying to go up against what we evolved to fear and avoid the most, death.
Mal-Mal, I'm in very much a similar situation, although dying may not even be a choice with how shit is going for me. I'm scared. I'm terrified ... And I'll say this: I've never truly wanted to die, and I don't believe you do either... We just don't want to suffer in pain like we have been.
I think of lives where I didn't end up in chronic pain and have so much shit happen... Where I could live normally. Where shit wasn't always a giant clusterfuck mostly at its root being caused by the pain.
*hugs* Mal-Mal, for what it's worth, you're my friend, and I love and care about you. I won't try to talk you out one way or the other. I respect your choice although I wish there was some other way and hope sincerely you find it and I'm here if there is anything I can do to help.
Before you go, I really hope you'd let me talk to you and thank you for all you've done for my loved ones and myself. Hell though... I might make it to the other side before you the way shit is going with this infection... But I'm tough, and probably not lucky enough to keel over in a quick fashion... So we will see. I'm scared too though... It's a pretty scary road we have to walk down alone.
Kinda wish I could trip to help my fear...
Originally posted by TT.x1c hydromorphone please seek help from any family you may have and move away from your current home
go live with them for a few month get any actual job and try to get help
you are in a very bad environment that will make your situation go from bad to worse
[/quot] Contrary to what §m£ÂgØL says, I am not with family. Thankfully I got away from that even worse situation. I am leasing a house, have a car of my own, and when I did hurt my knee, it was because I started a new job trying to distance myself from prostitution, despite all my health issues that really should have been a reason not to do that job. Plus, I'm in the process applying for disability.
Originally posted by Captain Why the fuck are you still alive, bitch?
Because I'm a tough bitch. Im pretty hard to knock down. Despite being as bad off as I am, I do my own bandage changes and packing on my leg twice a day. I even took the stitches out of my knee today too. I can't walk or put any weight on my left leg, but I can pick my body up so it'd easier for them and less painful for me with the bed pan. -
2018-05-25 at 7:17 AM UTCOnly true OG blood trap niggaz will feel this :
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2018-05-25 at 8:18 AM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone Now I currently live in the suburbs of a larger city, in a nice renovated older home. The landlord just put in new wood flooring which is cool. It's 3 bedrooms, 2 1/2 bathrooms, huge living room and kitchen and a basement.
So your current living situation just HAPPENS to be exactly the same as your old one with your mother? Because I'm looking at the listing for that house and it is exactly as you described here in this post, less than a month ago. 3 bedrooms. 2.5 baths. Basement. Suburbs. All the same. What are the chances?
I should also note that you previously told me you had an APARTMENT by yourself. That was two, maybe three months ago?
Not to mention that your 'new roomates' act exactly like your mother and her rotting veteran with the whole denying/ignoring your need for medical aid.
But if by some small chance you aren't lying, all you've done is prove you are still an idiot who makes poor decisions by moving in with not one, but two sets of idiots.
Eventually, (if you don't die) you will need to accept that it is you who is control of your own life. That you are lying on your probable death bed is your fault and yours alone. Stop blaming your 'roomates.' Stop blaming the doctors. Act like a mature human being for once.
You should also stop this needless, pointless lying. You aren't fooling me for a minute. I mean do you really want to keep up this petty lie until you die? I could get into the others, but this one is an especially trivial lie to bring to your death bed. Doubly so for a woman who has always prided herself in honesty. -
2018-05-25 at 8:30 AM UTC
Originally posted by gumbo So your current living situation just HAPPENS to be exactly the same as your old one with your mother? Because I'm looking at the listing for that house and it is exactly as you described here in this post, less than a month ago. 3 bedrooms. 2.5 baths. Basement. Suburbs. All the same. What are the chances?
I should also note that you previously told me you had an APARTMENT by yourself. That was two, maybe three months ago?
Not to mention that your 'new roomates' act exactly like your mother and her rotting veteran with the whole denying/ignoring your need for medical aid.
But if by some small chance you aren't lying, all you've done is prove you are still an idiot who makes poor decisions by moving in with not one, but two sets of idiots.
Eventually, (if you don't die) you will need to accept that it is you who is control of your own life. That you are lying on your probable death bed is your fault and yours alone. Stop blaming your 'roomates.' Stop blaming the doctors. Act like a mature human being for once.
You should also stop this needless, pointless lying. You aren't fooling me for a minute. I mean do you really want to keep up this petty lie until you die? I could get into the others, but this one is an especially trivial lie to bring to your death bed. Doubly so for a woman who has always prided herself in honesty.
aww ur so in love <3The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-05-25 at 11:26 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-05-25 at 11:51 AM UTC
Originally posted by gumbo So your current living situation just HAPPENS to be exactly the same as your old one with your mother? Because I'm looking at the listing for that house and it is exactly as you described here in this post, less than a month ago. 3 bedrooms. 2.5 baths. Basement. Suburbs. All the same. What are the chances?
I should also note that you previously told me you had an APARTMENT by yourself. That was two, maybe three months ago?
Not to mention that your 'new roomates' act exactly like your mother and her rotting veteran with the whole denying/ignoring your need for medical aid.
But if by some small chance you aren't lying, all you've done is prove you are still an idiot who makes poor decisions by moving in with not one, but two sets of idiots.
Eventually, (if you don't die) you will need to accept that it is you who is control of your own life. That you are lying on your probable death bed is your fault and yours alone. Stop blaming your 'roomates.' Stop blaming the doctors. Act like a mature human being for once.
You should also stop this needless, pointless lying. You aren't fooling me for a minute. I mean do you really want to keep up this petty lie until you die? I could get into the others, but this one is an especially trivial lie to bring to your death bed. Doubly so for a woman who has always prided herself in honesty.
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2018-05-25 at 11:52 AM UTC
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2018-05-25 at 11:57 AM UTC4 feet isn't much
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2018-05-25 at 11:59 AM UTCWhat does it take to be retarded any way? I need to know and asking for a friend.
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2018-05-25 at 12 PM UTCmy legs keep swapping sensations
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2018-05-25 at 2:03 PM UTCReminder for the new people trying to read malice's posts:
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