Everytime I take seroquel I want to take my gun off the windowsill because and I'm mentally trill so blowing my brains out will fit the bill pretty chill
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This is arguablly the worst state of drug addiction I've been in, in terms of quantity not fuckupedness, ran through 30 40mg vyvanses and 90 100mg gabapentins in less than 4 days. Usually I would sperg out and order T-PAIN but after I withdrew from that (see: video)
And I am definately not going to do nutmeg, bundy, spice, benzedrex, or snort wellbutrin
All I got is 1mg of xanax a day, dispensed by my dad and I can't get to the bottle because it's always locked in his car. Had 2 weed sources but one of them was a scum and I got tired of his shit so I nixed him out of my life, and also my other guy is too paranoid about smoking/dealing because at work they got suspicious and 3 people got drug tested so no weed, pity me etc etc
Would multivitamins actually make me feel any better? I've only taken them a handful of times in my life because they would always give me a headache and make me feel like shit but who knows, maybe I just already felt like shit.
Any other supplements? I have kava but it didn't ease the stimulant withdrawal hyperactivity (I do have adhd) and restless anxiety. Preferrably no quasi-recreational drugs like phenibut because I want to actually be able to be sober for more than 2 minutes.
Yep. Generally there are only a few main drugs that they train them for. Methamphetamine, heroin, MDMA, cannabis, cocaine.
When I was 18 I was so scared I was gonna get caught I took the drawstring out of my pants and slid in about 8 adderalls and klonopins because i thought the xray thing would see small spheres and be like dregs
My dog bit thru the power cable and a couple of the pad connectors to the system itself and destroyed the snare And one tom pads so it's broken and yeah. so nope.
My mom doesn;t deal with any of my shit, she works all day, I don't harass her, do anything around her, me and her on are good term
inb4 drug lectures from oplus and seemingly benign advice which is just condescendence wrapped up in pity and being soo glad you aren't as whimpered as roshambo so you have something good to tell yourself while you're knockin down booze like it'll solve your self proclaimed "problems"
Is it ok to mix gabapentin, mirtazapine and alcohol? Because I have been.
​Also, any girl that rings me at 6am asking if they can come round and bringing half a bottle of vodka and a full bottle of JD has my heart for life.
yeah but it wont feel good much at all. mitrazipine itself made me itchy awake and agitated and with alcohol caused more discomfort waste of gabapenguins
I'm a big pirate and I like to steal He's a big pirate and he likes to steal He's a big pirate and he likes to steal I like to steal and I like to kill
But really I refuse to let anyone know anything about me at this point in time because I'm a reserved person who feels no need to let anyone get to know me unless I know they want to. If not, there is really no point.
I'm on gabapentin starting 2 days ago. Been taking like 10 a day, i get 120 100mg pills a month. I've been in a delerium, better than ativan delerium, like not really delerium more like, xanax feels without tiredness. I would sit at my desk for hours talking to the few chicks that actually were on omegle and cybersexed, full blown with her moaning and shit for 8 hours and not drink any water for 12 hours and be sleep and food deprived.
I just took like 6. Not sizing myself up, just being honest.
Btw kreepykay you need to stagger doses. Like, take a single dose in the morning with some fatty/greasy food (lipids increase gabapentin absorption), and then 2 hours later take another dose with food, and another 2 hrs, etc. Instead of all at once. It's a drug that less is more.
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LOOOL. Man zen arcade was my shit when I was in 7th grade, met up with my old bud from like grade school, and hung out with this brazilian kid who had no friends and just moved from brazil, who knew hella martial arts and was the most down to earth person that I knew at that school, no kidding. We were inspired to be greasers because of reading The Outsiders and shit, that was when I was into some drugs but kept it on the DL and shit, concerta, adderall, and benzos. Thats it, worked well. We'd walk around town, and thats when the green day trilogy was released, it was amazing and we listened to it, thin lizzy, the ramones, the doors and had greased hair and leather jackets.
Well me and my old friend Ray basically became best friends for so long, atleast until like a year ago when we just stopped talking to eachother, but he was kinda poor and I'm middle class but I liked chilling at his place because it seemed more "real". My family just seemed and seems like an empty broken home. His dads dead and his mom is a recovering alcoholic and opiate doctor shopper but we actually smoked weed with her and she liked me because we would talk about drug struggles.
Anyway Zen Arcade was my anthem for that whole time. The album cover is what always brings me back, me and Ray would walk around the rough parts of his town in the abandoned parkinglots, and all the buildings that looked like they were from the 60s and the whole atmosphere was just, alot better than today's mcdonalds salon boutiques, gold sellers, walmarts and third wave feminism induced building logos and font formatting and color choices.
Anyways , here is a movie me and him made when we were are in our greaser/whatevers phase
tl;dr me, friend and brazilian kid walked around and zen arcade reminds me of walking around
