2023-08-05 at 12:13 PM UTC
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I’m with her
I made a life sized jacked woman with a huge cock. Spent a long time making sure the thighs were properly muscular. I left my phone at the house so i didnt lose it in the sand like i did last time. There were some kids iut digging for clams or something with their parents which i thouht was weird at like 1am
2023-08-05 at 12:06 PM UTC
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I’m with her
Yeah i had a couple drinking glasses of wine. More would prolly put me to sleep but whenever i use alcohol to get to sleep i wake up feeling awful. I went to the bar to just see who was there but didnt go in
Forgot about this.
Still havent fucked up concretely since that one time i did coke n fent like a year ago. But that was honestly more out of spite than it was any genuine urge to use. At least it was really good coke. Hadnt had anything that clean since high school.
Ive been trying to go to meetings at least once a week. Im not sure why i like them. God knows i dont follow all the stuff they say to do. But once you dive in and gain some self awareness, it becomes impossible not to see your addiction manifesting in other stuff. I just notice myself doing selfish, fucked up shit sometimes. And even though i know i shouldnt be doing it, even though in my head im like “this is super fucked up and youre a gigantic piece of shit” in the end i do whatever because i still havent managed self control and at least dancing around the flame a bit eases the cognitive dissonance long enough to go on about my life. Idk.
its just everywhere, and its “socially acceptable” so noones going to throw furniture at you the way they would if they walked in on you passed out with a needle inyoir arm
I kinda miss a needle in my arm just a little bit. Last time i got my blood drawn a weird shudder went down my body and i kinda wanted to prolong it
2023-08-05 at 8:44 AM UTC
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I’m with her
I wonder what it would be like to rape wariat.? I mean im not into men but im a philanghropist at heart and i feel like itd be my duty. For the children who cant rape for themselves. Id peer pressure him into drinking whiskey and taking pills.Hed cave easily bc hes a doughy man-baby obsessed with looking masculine. Hed probably take his pants off to sleep in his shitty polish studio apartment. I cant decide whether itd feel pleasurable for me at any point or whether id be focused on the punishment at hand. I feel like itdbe REALLY hard to cum without lube but a few salty tears would fall from the corner of his eyes and that migt be enough to get the job done. Then id post pictures on polish facebook and theyd stone him to death for being a gigantic fag.
Its a sunk cost at this point. its too much work. There are dudes where i was like “shit i wish i looked like him”. But ive never said to myself “i wonder what his cock tastes like?”. id have to sit thru HUNDREDS of drag queen story hours to force myself gay. If i was gonna fuck dudes i needed to kickstart that like 10 years ago. Now all there is for me is boring sex with women.
Iwish i was gay it seems like a lot more fun
That was here in Los Angeles. The clerk with the stick will almost definitely be prosecuted by our DA George Gascon.
The thief will probably sue the store and win, and the store will in turn fire the clerk.
2023-08-04 at 8:52 PM UTC
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Coming out of retirement
Shes not rich but her parents are pretty wealthy. But yeah. Feels weird being “in a relationship”. Sometimes i dont think im quite built for it but im doing my best lol.
How long u goin for n when?
Pred glock
with the red dot
Makin ass guac
on a fed yacht
in my ascot
