2015-08-20 at 12:07 AM UTC
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The "crazy eyes"
I am #2 on that list, in recent pictures of myself.
I haven't yet, malice. it sounds interesting. I do want to try it, and MXE, and sceletium tortosum. I'm not depressed normally, I am usually just disgruntled, so I love mood-brightening substances.
I love me some pseudo-science myself. qi-gong psychosis caused by certain sorts of repeated movement in one's peripheral vision ho!!!!
I ate the gel out of an entire patch and watched some imax movie about sharks or some shit, and by the time the movie was over, it was fading. Those movies are like 45 minutes long. I did get fucked up, though. Not worth it for the price, even if sublingual did make it last longer.
I had a morphine drip before in the hospital, it made me puke
we used to wet the rag and put it in a plastic bag, and huff from the mouth of the bag....it like concentrates the fumes and directs them towards the snout, which is attached to the brain.
2015-08-19 at 9:38 PM UTC
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Crouton
wierdly enough, whole leaf Crouton works better at lower doses than higher doses
extracts don't count, though.
and in my experience and opinion, there isn't that much difference between the strains, to me its either stimulating white or relaxing red, or variations thereof
also, if you are paying much more than $5 an ounce, you are probably paying too much.
2015-08-19 at 8:43 PM UTC
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Crouton
I pretty much take 5 grams every three hours, no matter what
sometimes I make extracts, but it fucks my tolerance up
also, 2 TBS is probably way too much. try taking a bit less than a teaspoon on top of the oxy, and if that doesn't work, try a heaping teaspoon.
you are taking roughly 10 grams, on top of another opiate
if I take much more than 5 grams of the whole leaf, it makes my eyes ache and feel wierd, and I just generally feel shitty
with extracts I can take larger doses, its like there is a chemical in the leaf that keeps you from taking too much, but it is destroyed by heat or left behind in the expended plant matter.
fuck michael myers
fuck that motherfucker
you IV, which is a whole different ballgame
also, the regular run-of-the-mill seeds, the ones you need to do lbs of, aren't that euphoric
but there are some seeds out there that are strong as fuck, and I have never felt euphoria like that, ever. Like I normally do 2 lbs or so, but with the good seeds, 8 oz is enough
I used to have decent drug hookups for anything I wanted, crack, meth, cheap pills, at one point I was getting the oblong methadone 10's for 3 bucks a piece in bulk.
but our town's drug task force decimated my peer group, they are all literally dead or in prison, and I was hesitant to make new contacts for fear of informants. I mean, these were people I have known for years, I wasn't about to try to do business with a bunch of strangers 20 years younger than me.
as time went on I became more and more isolated from the local drug scene, and now I only have very sporadic, unreliable hookups for opiates
PS I dislike fentanyl quite a lot, it only lasts an hour, at most. I prefer duration over intensity, and I hate to nod.
seed juice is the only oral dose opiate I have ever had, that makes me fall over on the floor saying 'oh my god.....my god....' as waves of pleasure ripple down my arms and legs
even ms contins don't even come close
I guess I could drive to indy and cold cop, but....I have too much to lose to get detained in a high-intensity drug trafficking neighborhood