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2019-12-22 at 4:54 AM UTC in Fona 12-21-19 Meeting My Step Son Today
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2019-12-22 at 4:51 AM UTC in Fona 12-21-19 Meeting My Step Son Todaybromo you and your girlfriend are gross as fuck, you two make me want to live a healthier lyfe for now on.
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2019-12-22 at 4:47 AM UTC in Fona 12-21-19 Meeting My Step Son TodayChristmas with Chells fam was GREAT!.
There was a lot of food. The main course was Dominos.
For sides we had meatballs and pie and chips and more pie and I got 4 pounds of cheese cake I took home that is sitting in the fridge.
When her kid walked in my eyes got so big and I just kept nudging Chell and whispering "You're kids here!"
We got along as good as I could have hoped a first impression could go.
Seems like a good kid.
He works in finances handling the taxes of multimillionaires.
and he bowls a 300.
Anyways we are home now and we made a little video.
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2019-12-22 at 4:42 AM UTC in What drug will you absolutely never do again?
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2019-12-22 at 4:34 AM UTC in Spinoza got his coke for free
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2019-12-22 at 2:44 AM UTC in Fona 12-21-19 Meeting My Step Son Today
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2019-12-21 at 11:37 PM UTC in Being a musician was always a dream of mineI love you Candy.. and will follow you to stardom.
Just let me bust out my dusty ol Roland D-10 and Juno and give me a few months to warm back up
Maybe I can warm up with vocal lessons for that time and be your backup as well -
2019-12-21 at 5:58 PM UTC in The Dumbest Person Here
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2019-12-21 at 4:10 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
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2019-12-21 at 2:31 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
Originally posted by Sudo yeah youre probably right. You definitely cant trust singapore though
Agreed. The singaporeans are just yellow jedis and will roll over for just about whoever.
Of all true neutral nations, Switzerland best has the ability to stand up for itself and defend itself, with a strong tradition of citizens holding guns and being ready to die like lunatics to defend their homeland during war. Both during WW1 and ww2 the front lines ended one one side at the sea, on the other at Switzerland. They traded gold with the Nazis, and no one ever said boo to them. Even the kikes have a hard time extorting their protection money from the Swiss. -
2019-12-21 at 11:59 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕To make my feelings on Sadness Will Prevail clear, I want you to imagine a scenario. Let's say you've blacked out on the way home after a night out, and you wake up in an unfamiliar place. It becomes apparent that you're chained to the wall in a shitty, dark basement full of rust and mold. You have no idea where you are or how you got there. Your captor makes himself known soon enough. He's a bearded redneck who has clearly taken a lot of dubios meds throughout his life. He's a twitchy, paranoid psychopath who lurks around the basement muttering about his ex-wife, giving you long, paranoid lectures about the American government's secret sinister agendas or building little forts out of assorted garbage. Sometimes he just sits there in the corner staring and pointing his shotgun at you. When he's not in the room you can hear him making all kinds of ominous noises upstairs. Obviously, you're very frightened and confused. You have no idea whether or not he's actually going to hurt you - but the bloodstained power tools in the corner certainly aren't a good sign.
This goes on for several days. One morning you hear a terrible racket upstairs, and the cops come bursting into the basement. You're free! But they couldn't catch the man. He's disappeared without a trace.
The musical equivalent of this experience, obviously, is Today is the Day's massive Sadness Will Prevail. It's not just a double album, it's a 30-song, nearly three-hour monster collection of twisted sound experiments, amateurish piano ditties and the usual TITD psycho noise-metal. Sometimes proggy, sometimes sludgy, but always extremely negative and occasionally downright unlistenable. You never know what's going to happen next, and the overall mood is about as tense and creepy as the final scenes of Silence of the Lambs. This is the kind of music only a truly disturbed mind could make. As such, even when it doesn't quite strike a nerve it's hard to call it filler - it's just too loaded with depression, anger and general negativity. Lives up to its title, to put it mildly.
I'd like to cut to the chase and simply explain how much I like the album, but I can't. After several listens I find it absolutely impossible to judge or rate this album. How would you rate a video of a guy inflicting severe wounds on himself over and over? While TITD has always been equal parts disturbed and disturbing, this album takes it to a whole new level. It is simply an extended journey through Steve Austin's tortured, nightmarish psyche. A sadomasochistic experience rather than a regular album. This is the sound of one man alone with his rage and depression. As such, I declare it unratable, at least for me. To paraphrase Roger Ebert, it is what it is and occupies a world where the stars don't shine. I recommend it, but more as an endurance test than as good music.
EDIT: After several close listens I still can't put a rating on the album as a whole, but I can certainly say I like it. Disc 1 has tons of great songs ("The Descent", "Death Requiem", "The Ivory of Self-Hate", "Invincible" and the title track stand as particularly harrowing masterpieces), and while the mostly instrumental disc 2 gets a bit too abstract they form a great experience as a whole. At its best, this album is incredible emotional avant-metal, at its worst it's a fascinating trainwreck. It's not easy to tell exactly what Steve Austin was trying to achieve, but it's an awe-inspiring artistic statement either way. So I do recommend it, musically AND as an endurance test! It's an experience, that's for sure. But after all, I still find it unrateable. This particular album's merits can't be expressed in a simple number, I think. -
2019-12-21 at 6:39 AM UTC in Nice ass thread
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2019-12-21 at 6:35 AM UTC in Nice ass thread
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2019-12-21 at 5:05 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
Originally posted by Sudo I'm averaging 300mg of rso in edibles a day for the last week or 2. Usually only smoke maybe 2 joints and no cigarettes so I'm basically the healthiest I've ever been in my life. I eat arabic food and drink vitamin water just about every day
I'm so glad I'm not in jail rn. 15 people on the day room I would be going to were just charged with conspiracy to commit murder (of someone I know and dislike) and if I was there I know I would be obliged to partake. I'm so sick of wasting time, I feel if I make it til march I'll make it til June and if I make it through June I'm good until september. It's a daily struggle but not drinking is the biggest thing for me rn. Two friends of mine I've both known 13-15 years are playing on the same bill tonight and invited me to come and I'm so glad I ditched (after of course saying I would try to make it) to spend my time reading, listening to music and facetiming a friend of mine in another country.
Thank all you guys for being here and thus helping me these last 8 months. Every person that has contributed to this website, even one shitpost has helped shape it and thus my choices for the last little bit. Muah
Your struggle helps me. After all those years fucked up/ hungover etc. I'm just ready to be normal. I honestly don't see the pleasure in it all now. Saving money, being more sociable with like minded people, learning new things,fuck, even having the patience to read again is a blessing. I can be a cunt to some users on here but it's to be taken with a pinch of salt.
That is ofcourse you are not a sex offender, otherwise I hope you fucking die of cancer. -
2019-12-21 at 4:38 AM UTC in You have to have sex with ONE of theseBlonde one, natural selection. I remember this shit show but never watched it.
I didn't notice the guy from "Hercules" was in it. Another cheap nasty ass show with bad CGI.
I loved Xena: Warrior Princess. I think that's how I discovered masturbation. -
2019-12-21 at 3:32 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
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2019-12-21 at 2:10 AM UTC in This shit should be illegalYou fucking homo
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2019-12-21 at 2:07 AM UTC in This shit should be illegallmao honkey faggot from indiana cant even handle cocktail sauce and wants it to be illegal BECAUSE of his poodle stomach, go back to dipping your finger in ketchup mixed with tap water you faggot!
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2019-12-21 at 1:26 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
Originally posted by Solstice I need anger management, I almost beat the shit out of a gas station clerk just now for being a dick and giving me shitty service. I sat in my car outside the store and had to talk myself out of going back in to fight him because i remembered I'm still on probation and don't like jail.
https://vimeo.com/110804987
You might watch this. It has transformed me from a very angry driver to one who doesn't give a shit. People drive right out in front of me and I just stop and don't even notice that I had to slam on the brakes until much later.
The TLDW on anger is that is due to us expecting more than we were given. Like that everyone we meet will be competent. Not true. Yet we have no right to expect that it would be. We meet morons and fools and bluffers and old people and psychopaths constantly.
There's more to it than that of course. I would recommend all of DeBotton's 6 part BBC series to you. He's a kike, but not a malevolent one. -
2019-12-21 at 12:53 AM UTC in 2020nigger