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2022-06-14 at 12:45 PM UTC in Let's talk about our Mental IllnessesAlways figured once I create a child I would in earnest try to buy a small home with my wife/the childs mother but I doubt it'll involve me clocking in and out like someone's by the hour bitch. If it works for you I'm glad, but I'm even more glad it doesn't for me.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-06-14 at 12 PM UTC in Men who can't find any girls to fuck , can't find a girlfriend, and haven't reproduced are fucking losers no one will ever love.Literally I didn't shower for 4 days, was drunk, on a bus and I got some.
I'm in a treatment center for homeless drug addicts in a 60 day program and I have a girl with a 40k+ annually job who eats breakfast with me and a nigress also with a 40k+ job who gives ME (a white man) her fried chicken.
Now I'm not gonna lie to you, I do make an effort to be likeable. I trim my beard once a month and shave my head once a month so after a week it's very obvious i'm a hairy beast everywhere except the top of my head. I don't like whores at this point in my life so I don't talk about my large cock or send dick pics or anything and utilize my BWC as kinda like an unsaid benefit of knowing me they get.
I enjoy telling women when they first see my cock, "Really? I actually thought it was pretty like small. I've watched porn before."
haha, my cock is slightly below average for pornography standards (7.5-8 with cock ring) and they assure me I don't have a small penis.
This makes me seem humble and not a fag and I can't stress this enough, you must be confident.
I go on Grindr and all the assholes in the world try to fall onto my cock to the point where I got sick of it, there's no real effort on my part to get laid by dudes so I pretty much only want to fuck women that are like the exact opposite of my culture (speak spanish and was born outside the United States or black and talk really ghetto)
So now I only try for foreign girls & beautiful trannies (pre op) that IMO every white guy inside himself is searcing to get out there and fuck.
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2022-06-14 at 11:18 AM UTC in Why Kafka would be better off dating an atypical member of our community versus facing certain disappointment in typical Irish mics.Honestly I don't ever hit my girlfriends or friends. It's kinda like hard and fast rule of mine. I've never forgiven or tried to befriend any friend of my mine that put hands on me, I've slapped bitches during sex and stuff but like if I do it out of anger it's the end of a relationship IMO.
That being said Kafka I have a fair amount of money and could afford to fly to Northern Ireland but it would violate what I want for myself which is to only go to places warmer than where I am from, never colder.
Have you ever been to the US? Miami is beautiful and packed with stuff to do and brown people that aren't from Pakistan, you'd love it and if you get sick of me, there's tons of stuff to do.
You are able to look people in the eyes right? I understand a lot of people similar to yourself struggle with that form of "connection" but realistically if I'm gonna cum in you you're gonna have to look me in the eyes when I do it.
Cocaine is incredibly cheap and very pure here as well, but I'm not a user myself, just marijuana. If you want, come during Fall you'll find it the most pleasant and I'll have my own home probably 3 or 4 miles from the South Beach (the best beach in Miami).
You can bring a safety friend if they're related to you and have their own money, you buy your ticket, I can afford everything from the Uber from the airport to drugs.
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2022-06-14 at 11:18 AM UTC in wut did u dream about last night
Originally posted by Back Lane Madders Russia was bombing San Francisco with massive artillery while I watched out the window across the bay and suddenly ships came into the bay firing at our block.
Imagine if this really happens
Lmao u still living in fear of Russia bombing ur neighborhood months later? they can't even take kyivThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2022-06-14 at 11:01 AM UTC in Let's talk about our Mental IllnessesMost of you suffer from a myriad of mental and physical ailments. Some of us died from both. Let's discuss what's wrong with you! You are not welcome to input in discussion without stating in your first post what's wrong with you, or if there isn't anything but I find that very hard to believe, you're also welcome to speculate on users who haven't posted here as though you were their psychologist and encourage them to rebuttle. I will start.
I started two new medication during detox. FOr the last 7 years I've been taking Effexxor/Venlafaxine, which treats depression, however I'm sure many of you know I am nuts as fuck. My actual diagnosis is quite lengthy but to summarize
Borderline Personality Disorder with Anti Social and Narcisstic Features
Bipolar Type 1
Substance Abuse Disorder Alcoholism
Intermittent Insomnia
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (Chiefly Hyper vigilance, Aggression)
I treated all of this with alcoholism via Steel Reserve Malt Liquor, lol. I have treated my insomnia with Trazadone (Gives me a huge erection but I can't bust or make it go away without ice) and Ambien/zolpidem (Makes me go on long walks where I talk to strangers and engage in risky same sex behavior that I vaguely remember)
On ambien I invariably I also tell the other person I love them and they often fall for me, then drop me off at home and I don't remember ever having anything to do with them beyond sex but they keep calling me and texting me how much they love me and i'm like dude i took a bunch of adderalls and ambien when we hung out and I have no idea what you're talking about, I gave one twink a mental breakdown cuz we hung out every other night for a week then I went to my moms and when I turned on my computer I had like 8 text messages and they were wanting to know where I was at, if I was okay, and that he was outside my apartment.
I was like what the fuck, who the fuck are you thinking you are? To me he was a guy who I sold pot too and fucked around with, but to him I was his fianc'e that was an heart break for him to experience. I tried to be honest with him and said "You're missing front teeth, bud, I wouldn't date someone like that, it would make me look bad to people who practice oral hygiene." I think his was from bulliemia and crack but ofcourse everyone has excuses that things that are obviously their fault aren't.
I thought I was a psychopath for awhile, but now I just realized I have decreased empathy as a result of childhood trauma and I enjoy violence probably for the same reason.
I feel most alive when I fuck, fight, or shoot up cocaine. I realize this is not healthy.
I've never tried other anti depressants and don't plan to.
The two new meds were Remron & Depakote ontop of the Effexxor.
I am not taking my arthritis medication and feel honestly fine for the first time in my life.
when I look up the traits of a psychopath as my ex once pointed out, I have 8 out of 10 of them or some shit, like 19 of 22 or something, but I love myself and psychopaths are incapable of loving so I know that can't be true.
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2022-06-14 at 4:43 AM UTC in Why need a well off-grid?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-06-14 at 1:58 AM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
Originally posted by Sudo Good and also terrible. I've been making progress coming off opiates but this has revealed some serious gastrointestinal issues that I need checked out. I got a bunch of natural remedy stuff I'm hoping will save me before it's too late. I've had some good news about someone I care about too
How is Mr. Hung?
Ulcers? Hope the remedies work. What is the gud news, & the relationship between you and the cared about person? I am slightly above average. Ty for asking.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2022-06-14 at 1:54 AM UTC in I wud go to a Tool concert with Wren, but Wren wud not go to a Tool concert with me...The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-06-14 at 1:52 AM UTC in I wud go to a Tool concert with Wren, but Wren wud not go to a Tool concert with me...Ah don't sell yourself short Matty P, sure I'd go to a Tool show with you or any show for that matter. You're definitely intriguing enough and I honestly would love to know what you're like in real life- including your facial expressions and mannerisms and just your general personality.
If you're gonna be overly obnoxious, which I doubt you would, maybe I'd not prefer to see Tool with you but something a little less.. serious..for lack of a better term, but if knew you weren't going to be embarrassing or do something extremely fucked up, I'd most def see Tool with you. I'd wanna do a warm up show like Fire House at the local RibFest just to test the waters and see how much drugs and alcohol you were on in order to comfortably meet me.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2022-06-14 at 12:50 AM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2022-06-13 at 11:35 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-06-13 at 9:24 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment4 lbs butter and 2 cases of coke 33 bucks
90 lbs bird feed 53 bucks
2 steaks 49.95...
12 gallons gas 50 bucks
my ass hurtsThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2022-06-12 at 11:43 PM UTC in If there was a button that erased all record of you from existence...i've had a really shitty life and i'm happy i've gotten the opportunity to live for the happiness I have found in many things and the fact my existance wasn't worse and still continues existing.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-06-12 at 8:21 PM UTC in Hey Kid, wanna buy a paperweight?
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2022-06-12 at 8:12 PM UTC in Would you do Tacho's sister?
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2022-06-12 at 7:47 PM UTC in Why Kafka would be better off dating an atypical member of our community versus facing certain disappointment in typical Irish mics.ill be honest, i have a small crush on kafka. I typically hold this towards one member of our community at a time, kinda like how some of you fixate on a hated favorite, but the opposite, sober I'm quite friendly, jovial and would be happy to talk at length on the phone with most of you (not wellhung who has the mind of a child and plays with poop).
The list of my crushes is as long as it is varied.
AverageJane #1 Her and I still talk about once a year, she has a new fiance and is raising her kid and happy in michigan.
HTS #3 No longer felt attracted once I saw how she was just getting fatter and older and gave up on being a woman so she looks like a eunuch mixed with Chrischan (no offense)
And now Kafka #4. Not sure why, just kinda feel how I feel.
#3 I will allow to remain a mystery mostly because I don't remember what that fat hispanic guy who cross dressed and played with weapons on his dad's coffee plantation in central america's name was. He was really cool to talk to once I understood he had a sophisticated knowledge of advanced (what I consider to be advanced) military weapons that he was able to purchase with his daddy's money from the military contractors in Argentina or Bolivia or some shit. Wasn't sexually attracted to a fat guy though, only emotionally and intellectually attatched.
Then of course there was Sophie who I thought was a man who dressed up as a girl and kinda acts like one, but then he kinda gave me the creeps and I found out he was a weirdo pedophile genius and not a man who pretends to be a girl and lost all interest when I found out he didn't wanna get dicked down.
Can't help how you feel folks, I'm a creep but I'm honest with you all about how I feel.
That being said, Kafka I would love to start fresh but since you dont' want to I'll probably shit talk you in the future, but know I shit talk you out of the pain of rejection.
That being said I feel like i'm a lot nicer of a person when I'm not drinking and would love to be your friend because you are a beautiful person even if you're not all there and have to go to Lidl with a chaperone.
I'd be your chaperone but you'd end up getting a lot more anal sex, choked and bitten than I think you realize.
So i give it some time and prayer and eventually someone will love me for who I am and accept my needs hesitantly. Cuz if you're like choke me, hold my throat, while you pull up and sodomize me, i wouldn't be interested, the nervousness gets me off.
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2022-06-12 at 1:55 PM UTC in Cigreting is a sex offender turned involuntary celibateIf I was a sex offender I'd become a sovereign citizen and move to a cabin in the woods kizenski style except without the whole bomb thing. I'd just become a ranger like in dnd and get my animal empathy skill to like 30 and ride wolves and shit.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-06-12 at 11:58 AM UTC in Should Kafka go back to facebook and stay off NIS?
Originally posted by Kafka You already did and told me to add you when I’d told you endless times to fuck off.
I feel like you are an angry person on the inside whose been hurt by men and are taking it out on the most masculine man you interact with.
Not sure why and am unsure how effective of a coping skill this is, but I wish the worst of luckThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2022-06-12 at 11:21 AM UTC in I moved away forever and ruined my life.And if anyone cheats on me at any point ever, I can't ever be with them again, I've tried and it made me feel disgusted with myself that I was settling for a relationship based on trust, sodomy & monogamy with a cheater.
My friend/plug wanted to fuck my tranny ex while I was with her and I was high on meth and was like yea OK and a couple times she asked me if I was ok with it and after he had got there, I kinda just scowled and told her if she fucks him, she can leave with him.
That's the closest I ever got to polygamy. I told her I guess I"m kinda vanilla as I tore her ass up and choked the shit out of her while I held a poppers soaked rag over her face.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2022-06-12 at 11:18 AM UTC in I moved away forever and ruined my life.
Originally posted by Sudo Did you ever give a girl an std you contacted from fucking a dude? Do you think she knew?
I think this is the beginning of a good chapter for you. Have you ever seen "the Florida project?" With willem Dafoe? You should move into one of those run down motels, scam tourists and party on the beach at night
I've contracted two STDS so far in my life, both chlamydia/the clap. One I contracted from a girlfriend who slept with another man while I was incarcerated, the other was from a gay man.
I only really like to have one sexual partner at a time if i can keep it steady and only look for a new partner when the first one leaves me (I don't really break up with anyone, just push them out of my life with my behavior and if they don't leave really push them away with increasingly nutty behavior).
I'm planning on going into a residental employment based living and gonna sell 20 sacks of Nuggets on the beach that come with 2 rolling papers and a pack of matches. That's a couple months from now but the Haitians have told me it's a good hustle cuz I speak perfect english, look like someone people would ask for bag, and as many of you know am not afraid of fighting over nothing at knife point with strangers. The last I think is the reason they like me, some big ass black guy (can't tell if he haitian it gets confusing when they speak spanish) threatened me on my second or third day and i was withdrawling and I told him I can't win a fist fight but I'll cut him.
He laughed and grabbed my shoulder. His name is Billy, Willy, Hill, pretty much anything that rhymes with Hill or Hilly he goes by. I'm not sure he even knows. Dudes a gigantic monster and told me he thought I was policia at first "but policia no knife fight, they pussy call 911, more whitey show up, you no call, you no policia."
Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood that's because you are the gayest person I know
You have sex with a man who shoves lighters, high lighters, and lightsabers in his ass (with varying results of pleasure) and now masqearades as a quasi girl with a non functional weiner.
Your "girlfriend" is literally Christine Chandler. At least I'm honest enough to pigeonhole my trannies as "trannies"The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
