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  1. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by frala Lol trust me I know. For a long time, and still sometimes now, if something good happens to me I will imagine and plan for every possible disaster bc that’s how my life was. It’s really hard to accept that I’ve gotten to where I am now and I still deal with those feelings of impending doom but I also push really hard to let/make good things happen bc I was incredibly unhappy for a long time and got sick of that shit.

    Yeah, it becomes a self perpetuating cycle, the worst part is I'll call people out for being self defeatist and negative while I'm really just saying that don't mope and set themselves up for failure on as high a level as I do. It's kinda scary functioning with a higher level of happiness knowing you might screw it up? I gotta say I'm pretty disappointed in myself for not trying and underachieving/going for thr low hanging fruit. It's allowed a meh kinda lane but I gotta do something so I'm not the loser in the bar talking about how things could have all been different. Basically so I'm not my dad between the years 1994-2015
  2. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by Lodger Free So, if anyone wants to check out my new webpage, Its not imgbb.com It's imgbbs.space


    I'll remove HTS n Scron from the gallery soon. It's just a test. BBS hasn't been installed, however I may turn it into a less pervy or pedo version of 4chan with a secret bunker room (page) for niggasin.space

    Give it a looksie, I'm going to redesign it though

    https://imgbbs.space/

    Can you please just make an only fans?
  3. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by Kafka You’re gonna be okay.

    This is what I tell ppl when they tell me their problems and I'm not really listening. Just agree I'm a bitch

    who's liable to spiral
    Doin lines off the Bible
    Food ammo and survival
    Killing the rodents like fivel

    American tale? More like Canadian jail
    In hades with a Mercedes on omw down to hell
  4. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by frala You do. Happiness feels strange to a person who has never been fully happy and so does being vulnerable. If you can put yourself out there though, you can be happy, and you do deserve it.

    Matt Damon 😭 I really went good will hunting

    It's hard when I kinda don't trust myself sometimes because when I get a slice of happy it seems so fleeting and so far from how I usually feel, it's hard to reconcile it as a normal feeling. I need to work on "grounding" because I think that's how you build a foundation of happy.

    Fuck I'm glad we're writing this stuff down
  5. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by aldra lol

    they literally cut out the last quarter of the movie and replace it with a frame that says 'the police caught everyone'


    why bother releasing it at all

    Every Chinese person who sees it domestically will still think it's a super edgey movie they can't believe is allowed in their country. WHAT FREEDOM
  6. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by Kafka Basic emotional human needs:

    1. The need to take care of the mind/body - appearance, exercise, healthy food.
    2. Meaning, purpose and goals.
    3. To be a part of something greater than yourself, such as a cause.
    4. Challenge and mental stimulation.
    5. The need for attention.
    6. The need for intimacy.
    7. The need for status.
    8. Safety and security.
    9. The need for a sense of control over your life.

    I've got all of these to an extent but the hunger in me belly always wants more. Your list actually made me feel a little more grateful.

    I'm kinda manic and unstable sometimes, I really just need to learn patience and to try to think these through instead of reacting and fighting. I'm doing alot better tho
  7. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Would you say these Americans had "big Yankee dick energy?"

    Vinny will never know what that feels like and it tears him up inside
  8. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by CandyRein Now I wanna watch Fight Club lmao

    I heard "where is my mind?" Earlier and my buddy was surprised I knew it and I said everyone knows it because of fight club and he was like "what? How is this song in fight club?" And then I told him about the scene then about how they changed it dor the Chinese release because china always does crazy shit with western culture. This felt like a kr0zpoast
  9. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by Rape Monster crush up a few dillys and it'll sort itself out after that. let u see more clearly

    Dude it's like I've known you my whole life. Can I pay to talk to you?
  10. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by frala Do you feel like you don’t deserve to be happy?

    Probably. I'm not sure I know the recipe
  11. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by Kafka Stop caring about it all and watch anime

    I just started watching anime for the first time in my life and my attention span can handle probly 27% of the time these days
  12. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Hi, it's me and my faggot life again, basically my dawtas mom just unblocked me so I can figure out a way to access my daughter now. Seeing pictures is crazy because I haven't seen her in a year but I can tell she has a similar spirit as I had sometimes as a kid. I'm afraid of opening myself up to her, my baby mom, the whole situation and something going wrong and sending me spiraling.

    I am also afraid to be in a healthy relationship because that requires being vulnerable. Both these scenarios would be better off with me being off brainkillahs and that's kinda frightening too and requires dedication of time and shit rn too

    I'm also a bit scared of finalizing my baby moms exit from ma maison, I know it's the right thing but it's still difficult for a Lotta reasons

    These are really the most terrifying things to me right now. I don't really have any apprehension about physical confrontations, in fact I usually threaten a man a week and can't find any takers.

    How do I be less of a scaredy cat? Why am I comfortable being vulnerable here? What's the story wish bone?
  13. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    So you got catcalled and it worked?
  14. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Protip: people that are planning to seriously wipe countries off the map usually don't make public statements detailing exactly what they're going to do. Putin famously said he would "capture Kiev within a week" should they cross the border and here we are.
  15. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    HEIDELBERG

    I knew it
  16. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    My dad got that a few years ago and took endomethacin which is a shitty pill I was prescribed before too. Just don't drink and eat foods with more antioxidants. There's a whole big list of foods that stave off gout. It seems like such an archaic condition to have in this day and age
  17. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by Who are you, John Joke (inventor of jokes)? Another retard take.

    No it's not a slippery slope at all. Abuse means breaking their TOS.

    This has nothing to do with government spying, don't be a retarded moron, please, you people are giving me brain AIDS with these shitty responses.

    This is a privately owned social networking platform. Anonymity isn't required everywhere, there are plenty of occasions both in our daily lives and online where we voluntarily do not remain anonymous, like when you meet a person IRL and go "hello, my name is Fred".

    In this case we are discussing this privately owned social networking platform making the decision to forgo anonymity because it is the source of abuse on their platform. Tell me why that is a bad decision. Be specific. Otherwise I'm not interested because you are just a coward, why would I care?

    Are you playing devil's advocate because you need attention, because you are bored or because you are stupid? I'm betting it's all three
  18. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    I relate to minorities more and have vetter relationships with them but I'm a white trash POS At heart so I fall into the white girl with daddy issues trap IS THAT INTROSPEXTIVE ENUFF?
  19. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    I found the son I met their dad through on social media and he now lives in oceanside California IM CONNECTING THE DOTS
  20. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    I just found a newspaper article that refers to him as a Prophet and has some wild fucking shit about chemical weapons and bioterrorism and something called "operation top off" I bet if he's still alive he's been losing his mind the last few years.
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