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2022-07-14 at 11:14 PM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME edition
Originally posted by Donald Trump William Shatner is a status signaling old jedi.
https://www.timesofisrael.com/william-shatner-experienced-a-great-deal-of-anti-semitism-growing-up/
Having lots of nervous energy is the characteristic of our race. Being angry is a function of having energy, turning to drugs to manage your nervous energy is an unfortunate side effect. That's why opiates are so prevalent in places populated with Celtic people like Scotland, Wales, Appalachia, etc.
One grandfather of mine smoked (mostly big cigars towards the end) and drank heavily and worked hard and lived to be 92. He was married to his wife for like 70 years and was not nice to her for the most part bit they were codependent and sweet like people used to be. After she died he passed a few years later.
My other grandfather was born in Scotland, came to Canada, smoked and drank and gambled and was kind of a horse feed prodigy who would still manage to fuck up on the horse races despite having a clear edge (and knowing most of the jockeys). He had a heart attack and died at 50. He was much less of an asshole than my other grandfather by all accounts.
Idk the trajectory my life will take but if this is middle aged for me I'll certainly take it although I think that's optimistic. I've done some damage, have some physical problems and have read about prison taking years off your life. I think the stress and pills are hurting me but I'll see what it says when this blood work comes back -
2022-07-14 at 10:49 PM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME editionI would like to live as long as possible but I've been around so much death I feel it's coming for me sooner rather than later. At least I spread some seeds and acquired some assets for my people. I have alot I need to get right before I can rest
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2022-07-14 at 10:46 PM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME edition
Originally posted by Donald Trump Thanks, and I'll take your comment in the spirit in which it was intended, but it really doesn't. Long life and surviving your friends seems like a curse.
I know right now that my final years are going to he terrible and I'm going to be even more of an angry drug addicted zombie than I am now so it really depends how you feel. William Shatner is fucking 90 and killing it, it really depends on alot of variables -
2022-07-14 at 10:44 PM UTC in mexican cactusThere is a crisis of mescalinity
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2022-07-14 at 10:42 PM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME edition
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2022-07-14 at 10:40 PM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME editionI like JP too but accept most of his "advice" is just stroking his ego, especially to do with parenting/development. Follow his advice and you have a slutty meat sucking daughter who won't leave you alone
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2022-07-14 at 10:38 PM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME edition
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2022-07-14 at 10:02 PM UTC in wut did u dream about last night
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2022-07-14 at 10 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2022-07-14 at 9:58 PM UTC in 13 step programme
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson Well I do know something about it as mentioned…my ex was on it…she felt exactly the same as me..waste of time and only for the weak.
You HAVE to have a belief in a higher power to complete the 12 steps…if you DONT believe in a higher power…you can't compelte the steps…it's all pretty simple.
Lets look at them
Step 1
We admitted we were powerless over our addiction, that our lives had become unmanageable.
RIGHT away it's a defeatist attitude…admit you are powerless…pathetically weak! YOU have the power to overcome anything.
Step 2
We came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity.
Delusion…"Uh I can't help myself it's upto some unseen force to fix me.
Step 3
We made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as we understood Him.
A DIRECT REFERENCE TO GOD…gtfo
Step 4
We made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves.
Yeah..that's useful.
Step 5
We admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs.
..that god word again…
Step 6
We were entirely ready to have God remove all these defects of character.
..that god word again…
Step 7
We humbly asked Him to remove our shortcomings.
Asking god to fix us…SMH
Step 8
We made a list of all persons we had harmed, and became willing to make amends to them all.
lololol Yeah this will stop me drinking 2 bottles of brandy a day.
Step 9
We made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure them or others.
Yeah! lets drink to it!
Step 10
We continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong promptly admitted it.
Wow..still only 2 nuts and 1 willy…
Step 11
We sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contact with God as we understood Him, praying only for knowledge of His will for us and the power to carry that out.
More god references
Step 12
Having had a spiritual awakening as the result of these steps, we tried to carry this message to addicts, and to practice these principles in all our affairs.
The only spiritual awakening I need after all this bullshit is a double whiskey
Jesus wept, what a crock of shit…
Why did you type all this just to say nothing? You're basically just saying your feelings about something you don't know about and are not in a target demographic of. That's cool, you don't believe in God and don't understand the tenants of the program at face value as someone who is not afflicted with addiction.
There are also literally millions of people with an acute understanding that the program targets that herald the program as a success, which I think it's pretty safe to say it has been.
It's not for everyone but to question the effectiveness of a program that has 80 something years or so of worldwide success because you have issue with some of the introductory language is pretty silly. It's like saying you feel like you have more money than Elon Musk because you felt something he said about business is wrong. Facts are facts and your atheist feelings are yours alone you big Ole deity you! -
2022-07-14 at 8:43 PM UTC in 13 step programme
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson Yes I get the theory, I just don't accept it as valid. Again there is NO higher power than the self…"Passing the buck" is not a good way to get over something, acceptance of your shortcomings and then doing what you need to so to build the strength to overcome those shortcomings is > than any fairy tale "higher power".
If you don't believe in higher powers, be that a god/deity/or the rich fella down the street then it's impossible to submit to one..and I don't believe there is a higher power than myself.
If I have unhealthy desires such as taking drink/drugs/killing hookers etc then chit chatting to a higher power isn't going to solve anything…as no matter what the higher power came up with..my self will is going to say "Fuck that, what do you know…pretty sure I know myself better than you do buddy/buddette/Buddha"
It all falls back into the personal responsibility category…you only have yourself to blame and only you can fix it.
You clearly don't have any idea of the principles of 12 step programs. You're just trying to find a rigid, narrow, fraudulent definition so you can dismiss it.
It's pretty funny You're literally identifying principles from the program such as a personal inventory and then just going on fedorically about how because their is a mention of a "higher power" that you have a hard time with, using that to dismiss the many other aspects of the program.
I don't have much Love for 12 step programs but trying to dismiss something you don't know anything about because you're an atheist is super cringe. -
2022-07-14 at 8:37 PM UTC in My Memoirs
Originally posted by vindicktive vinny then why wont you look at your mom showing you her tits and feets.
My mom got me to audition for a semi leading part in a movie as kid and the part I had to read was about a kid seeing his mom's tits and creeping on her bras. I was shortlisted for it and went to another audition where I read something less smutty and didn't get the part. I remember thinking "ok mom why did you really take me here?"
I met the author years later (who wanted to have a drink with me but I was on parole and wasn't even allowed to ve where I was at let alone drink in a small town) and he said the kid they got to play thr part I auditioned for was poor and never had good food before so he ate all the catered food everyday, got fat halfway thru and they had to put him on dietary restrictions or he would get fired for being plump and fucking up continuity. That could have been me ☹️ -
2022-07-14 at 8:25 PM UTC in 13 step programme
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2022-07-14 at 8:23 PM UTC in 13 step programme
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson It's questionable if I was addicted to alcohol…I drank a lot but don't consider it an addiction because I easily quit cold turkey one day after decades of drinking everyday.
I dont get the correlation though in being an addict and believing in a higher power..the two are unrelated. If I was addicted to alcohol (as my doctor would say I was), then my thoughts on "Higher powers" were no different then than the are now…that being there is no higher power than "the self".
Doesn't sound like you had a pathological compulsive addiction towards alcohol as you managed to quit on your own accord
The "higher power" comes from turning your will over to a higher power and submitting the way one submits to a deity who is more powerful than them
Neitzche is a literal faggot. You are not the most powerful thing in the universe you just lack imagination
The A.A. approach is tried tested and true for a certain kind of addict, it's not for everyone but nothing is. Be grateful you managed to overcome substances without help because not everyone is so fortunate. "Whote knuckling it" rarely works for deep seeded issues that substance abuse is a symptom of. When I drank everyday for years (and also for months as a teenager) I was physically ill and shook/couldn't sleep had many physical/mental effects that required some kind of substitute. That seems to usually be the case with people who define their use as addiction -
2022-07-14 at 7:41 PM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME edition
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2022-07-14 at 7:33 PM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME editionI got bludwerk td and felt pretty good after, purer and cleaner, definitely something to be said about transfusions/adrenochrome
I think aldra is onto something with this soothsayin bludlettin -
2022-07-14 at 6:21 PM UTC in 13 step programme
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson The 12 steps all rely on a belief of a higher power than yourself…that right there is why I could never do them.
Have you ever had addiction issues?
If you think you're the biggest force in the world/your life you're sadly mistaken. People use anything as a higher poeer with probably variable results. If you just stick to a rigid definition just to prevent yourself from self reflection you're probably fedoracally challenged and won't get anything of value from it. -
2022-07-14 at 6:14 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
Originally posted by mmQ She's a friend of mine from high school who died of bone cancer, and just like you, it started as what she thought was a common cold. She was this quirky African-American girl, loved fashion and cute dresses. Definitely high-maintenance but she was just fun to be around and I'm sad she's no longer with us.
I remember you saying her naivete wasvalways getting exploited by that HOT CHAD ZAF with his hairbrained schemes. RIP -
2022-07-14 at 1:28 PM UTC in Man undergoes sex change to punish cheating girlfriend.
Originally posted by vindicktive vinny no its not, and i think the word your trying to use is ''diminished''.
coal can be turned into gasses. its called coal gas.
Ya my spell check sold out to big coal and didn't want me to state the obvious about an archaic form of energy.
There are geothermal hot spots all over Europe and coal requires alot of logistics solutions, tariffs/regulations , big and unsafe process, environmental damage, etc etc etc it's just laziness for keeping infrastructure in place and crooked croney contracts preventing geothermal and other energy solutions from being on a larger scale. Coal is not a big enough industry in Europe now that it requires a stop gap in place that isn't easily fixed. Buying shitty old coal from Russia is doing Russia a favor more than it is by dumb European countries trying to save a few bucks in the short term....for 60 years...until it's already past the point of inefficiency for a plethora of reasons.
"Yay coal" is fake, cringe and lazy. I bet you're even too weak to swing a pickaxe properly -
2022-07-14 at 1:15 PM UTC in Man undergoes sex change to punish cheating girlfriend.There are alot of problems with large scale coal use, it's hit the point of dismissed returns along time ago. Stopping russian coal imports is the most defendable bit of economic warfare that's been waged over ukraine
