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2015-10-01 at 4:37 AM UTC in Yay, look what I got.trim those nails ya fuckin hippie
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2015-10-01 at 4:30 AM UTC in Ford Focus SE w/ 383 StrokerIf you're planing to do it tho, go with a T5 out of an s10 for the trans.
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2015-10-01 at 4:28 AM UTC in Ford Focus SE w/ 383 Stroker
Yeah, it's exactly as the title says. My buddy has a 2001 Ford Focus SE 4-door that through major modification, we plan to fit with a Chevrolet 350ci V8 stroked out to 383ci. It will feature roller rockers, ope headers, a 4bbl carb, forged flywheel, and etc. Now, this will be backed hopefully by a TH350 transmission or instead, a 5-speed manual fitted with a urst shifter. Only one problem being faced, I don't think we'll have room. Any input on it you guys, besides the fact it's going to be an insane amount of work?
It's actually more of money than work involved.
http://www.kugelkomponents.com/focus/focusv8.php
I had a focus and most of the shit to do the swap but lost interest. (AKA ran out of money)
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2015-10-01 at 4:22 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionFuckin laws, who needs em
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2015-09-26 at 12:34 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
looks like shes going to pick them up, all i can say is they aint welcome here.
sorry to be rambling
1. G/F took her mom to a camp ground
2. her mom got all pissed didnt want to stay there
3. She ended up bringing them (her mom and moms cousin) here and put tent in back yard
4. I got up this morning and made them leave.
5. My girl is currently at work
I came close to pouring gas on tent and lighting it this morning. -
2015-09-26 at 12:46 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionlooks like shes going to pick them up, all i can say is they aint welcome here.
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2015-09-25 at 11:39 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionwell, had a day of it.
My chick ended up putting them in a campground like 15 miles from here. She came home all pissed and went to work. I had therapy today which let me vent some. Then when i got home my girl asked me to take her mom water and ice. And on my way there she decided she was taking the tent down/wanted to leave/etc. So while she went to tent from road I just chunked out ice and water and peeled.
So yeah waiting on my chick to get off work. I'm willing to take her mom back where shes from and drop her off and that's bout it.
And yeah malice there's snakes and such. Should be rattlers and water moccasins there.
Sophie thanks for helping Mike. -
2015-09-25 at 1:48 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionSo update on my shitstorm,
My chick has been running a grass cutting biz to keep her mom in a motel. Well that money ran out today so she's going to put her in a tent in a national park.
I'm really beyond giving a shit. I told her I didnt care where she (her mom) went as long as it wasnt my house.
I need to get her mom out of my town. out of sight, out of mind and all that. It would make things a lot less stressful.
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2015-09-25 at 1:41 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
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I suppose that while from a perspective outside of yourself your life may not be significant, to you it's the most significant thing of all. As absurd as this existence is, that the creation of the universe and eons of evolution have led to you in this moment of time being able to realize absurdity of existence (From our consciousness rose the ability to search for meaning, only to find there was none, we lived only to find life was devoid of meaning and reason to continue living.), we still don't know or fully understand everything, or what's going to occur in the future. If you've really resigned yourself to death you may as well exhaust all options and wait it out as long as you can, even if your life comes to feel like it's just an incredibly long period of sleep, eventually there may be something that changes everything.
Basically all that kept me going after my huge breakdown/wife leaving
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2015-09-25 at 1:37 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
still no hot water, I guess tomorrow I replace a thermocoupler
Do the elements read good if you use a voltmeter to check the resistance?
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2015-09-21 at 1:39 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
There is something fundamentally wrong with society. It's the fact that we have divorced ourselves from rationality.
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2015-09-21 at 1:38 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
thanks, count blah. I wish I could say I enjoy your posts lately but I don't. Not because of anything you did, but because you have been going through some shit, and I know you don't deserve it. You were always cool from way back, ever since I met you, and I highly respect you as well. I hope things get better for ya, I have always admired your work ethic and your pragmatic outlook.
this etizolam shit….its got me going all sentimental and soft, I tell ya
Thanks bro, pragmatism has served me well. I used to be nowhere near this rational until my late 20's. The other thing fueling my thought process is rationality is all I have. Those who used to be my guidestones in life have passed and my parents have just honestly never experienced half the things in life that I've gone through.
My dad's advice when my wife left was "man up" while I thoughthe was being an insensitive dick at that moment I did it and it served me well.
An old guy I'm friends with (going on 20 years now) said I had an old soul when he met me. Usually I don't put much stock in those kind of sayings but since I started following Buddhism back in 2010 I've started to see it. My biggest hope is that in the next life things are better or if it exists by whatever name heaven, nibbana , etc that that will be where I end up when this life is done. A couple of months will be 35 years I've been on this earth and it's been full of ups and down and lessons learned. I hope my creator looks upon my good works and feels they outweigh my transgressions while here. I'll be the first to admit I'm no saint but I've also tried my best to help my fellow human. I know for a short period I brought much happiness to many people.
now look at me getting all sappy. I've got a lot to be thankful for and you guys are a huge part of it. -
2015-09-21 at 12:28 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
There is no one around me with the mentality or inclination to discuss much of anything with me except their own prosaic interests. I do get along well with my kids, though, we always have stuff to talk about, but a lot of times it's just them telling me about their day or their social lives, and I just sit back and let them talk about themselves while I nod and smile, it may not be very interesting to me, but at least they are communicating. For obvious reasons, I don't really share many of my interests with them, and that is another reason I come here. There is no one to inherit my esoteric knowledge of subversion and guile; my offspring are going to be successful in their own fields and so it's of no use or interest to them.
I can respect that. At least you're there for them as a parent, that can't be said for a lot of men.
I was watching some hells angels chronicle thing on history the other day and it was honestly well put together.
I think I need to start reading more. Like the older shit from the people who created things in the world
I also feel about millenials as I imagine people did about hippies. I'm so tired of all the politically correct shit as well as gender crap and faggotry. People can butt bang and rub clams all they want, just keep it to yourself. I've been reading revelations again lately. Society is circling the bowl in my opinion -
2015-09-21 at 12:15 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionI did go shopping at Target. It's so pleasent to be surrounded by midle class white folks when shopping
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2015-09-21 at 12:14 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionJust posting to say hi niggas
Anyone wants to psychoanalyse me that would be interesting
Also enjoy your posts Crazy Mike
I've been doing jack shit today other then laundry and uncloging my septic system -
2015-09-19 at 8:20 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
I'll post as many times in a row as I want.
Post-Session Administration of USP Methylene Blue Facilitates the Retention of Pathological Fear Extinction and Contextual Memory in Phobic Adults
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4467026/
Memory modulation, fully possible now. It's an interesting thing to think about, the therapeutic potential, potential as a technique for various forms of self-improvement. Administer something to prevent/reduce memory formation after a negative experience, something to augment it after a positive one. Great theme for a dystopian science fiction novel. Dystopian only because it's more entertaining and the masses generally aren't capable or willing to see that it's in fact more likely to push things toward utopia, accept unabashed augmentation
I work with methlyne blue in the fish trade. It's disallowed for use in non ornamental fish due to being a carcinigen. -
2015-09-19 at 4:09 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
Wait…. Mark died? As in, Mark311xtc or whatever his handle was?
Yeah, God rest his soul -
2015-09-18 at 9:32 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
How is being in detox or a half way house on the streets? I've said this before, but there is an enormous, on average, chasm in the fundamental grasp of logic and reasoning, in thinking styles, between men and women. Of course politically correct thought crime liberal pansies that are too afraid to even think of anything that could offend their comrades will deny this till they're blue in the face, although they've never actually tried looking for information on this that doesn't tell them what they want to hear, and this should be completely unsurprising.
Just look at the ratios of some of the largest components of the brain!
http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases...0121100142.htm
Why do women have such a disproportionate amount of brain matter in the region of the frontal lobes?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Frontal_lobe
When dealing with a topic as emotionally charged as family, her own mother, logical arguments just aren't going to get through to her, and her behavior so far has demonstrated this. Even if she agrees with you and understands your train of thought, your perception, momentarily she'll be overwhelmed by emotions and revert back to her old patterns of behavior. You have to approach it from another angle.
I've mentioned this before, and I've worked out the math and it may actually be affordable to pay for this out of pocket. Although getting her a prescription shouldn't be too hard since it's not really considered abusable, isn't scheduled, isn't a precursor, and doesn't come with much liability, it's not a suitable substance to poison someone with, doesn't have a significant risk of overdose or particularly serious health consequences from an (accidentally) excessive dose, or risk of addiction, and tapering off shouldn't be a problem if managed properly, but even with a prescription you may need a higher dose than they're willing to prescribe.
If you read about it, this is the real deal, the most promising treatment for alcoholism and some other addictions currently available, although it's not well known. Among that those that are familiar with it, there are major proponents because they understand how effective it is. It genuinely seems to greatly reduce and even eliminate the desire to drink in long term serious alcoholics at high doses, along with changing the response to alcohol, so even if they have a drink it won't lead to relapse.
http://www.google.com/search?q=baclo...+OR+alcoholism
http://brandmedicines.com/index.php?...oducts_id=1493
Seriously the best option if you can't get rid of her and can't convince your girlfriend of other options and don't want to leave her yet. It works fast. A lot cheaper than a motel. especially if you can manage to split the cost. It doesn't make you feel bad, quite the opposite, and it doesn't work like antabuse, it won't have side effects and zombify you or numb your emotions like SSRIs, you need to make this very clear, so there's no good reason why she shouldn't take it.
If you're interested, read this and maybe show it to your girl too if you think she can get through it, it's a very good case series that will give you an idea of what to expect. Compare to what you're going through, this is very easy to actualy go through with and is worth the effort to save your relationship, along with the money and incredible stress it's causing you: http://journal.frontiersin.org/artic...014.00143/full
That seems really promising (I read a few studies I ggogled) problem is getting her to want to take it. The bitch is loco
But in the mean time my girl is giving me her part of the car payment each check and I'm making sure she pays her student loans. Her grandad might start chipping in some and her brotehr as well.
Her moms seeing about getting another job so then she could help herself some.
I gotta go get this camper trailer titled, fix a few things on it and try to flip itfor a little more than I have in it.
Once I do that I'm concentrating on getting my shit fully together. I need to
1. Get straight with the IRS
2. Fix a few things on my truck
3. Pay off the small balance on my credit card
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2015-09-18 at 2:40 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
Just tell her that you need some space, that you don't want to break up, but that you never signed up for this. Tell her that until the situation rectifies itself, that you two are regressing back to the dating stage of the relationship. You can pick her up for dates on the weekend or whatnot, and still get laid, but you aren't responsible for her life and her emotional and physical baggage.
I would if she had somewhere to stay/her own car. It's a mess but bottom line is the money has run out so it's sink or swim for her mom.
At least that's what I would do, and if she didn't go for it I would be like 'you have no choice'
I actually bought a small travel trailer for her mom this week, but I thought on it real hard and was like she'll get kicked out of an rv park the first night she gets drunk.
what her mom needs is detox and life in a half way house. Told her that till I'm blue in the face. she somehow considers that "being on the street" i consider it a turn in the right direction away from a lifetime of shit life choices. -
2015-09-18 at 1:53 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionMalice has a lot of right going on in his thoughts on life. I've always said no one asks for this shit.
Going through shit again w g/f and her mom. I've spent 750.00 putting her mom up in a motel the past three weeks. There is literally no one who will let her live with them family or friend wise. My chicks grandad and myself have both told her that it's not her job to save her mom and to be honest she can't save her. You can't help someone who simply says to the question "why do you stay drunk?" that they are miserable sober is their reply.
Chicks mad says we're all heartless etc. I told her she's on a fools errand. She's young and just isn't thinking rationally. Her emotions are truly getting the best of her. I don't trust her at all with money anymore as she took car payment money to put her mom up last week.
I figure she'll either snap out of it and right herself or we'll break up. Hate to see us break up but it's honestly out of my control
