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The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
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2015-09-25 at 7:05 PM UTC
Hahaha, what? I mean, how does she expect this to work? How is she going to apply for jobs and get her life together, move forward in life? Unless it's not too far from wherever she needs to go, there's a bus route or some other way for her to regularly get out of there, there's just so much she isn't going to have access to.
Here's hoping she gets eaten by a bear or something. Are there any dangerous creatures in that area? Wolves, snakes, mountain lions? There's always the chance of hypothermia or an illness as well, dysentery.
Inadequate, like the rest of the world. Not sure if it would have made a difference in the long run.
Like, do you ever wonder how you would have ended up if you had been raised by university professors? Really intelligent, knowledgeable,and driven people who were very involved in your life, loving, and exposed you to a lot of the world, important and valuable experiences in life? If they had been wealthy and been able to afford very nice things to further your development, not frivolous and superficial items, but anyone who thinks that a generic middle or lower class child is just as good as the Richie Rich experience is fooling themselves. Then there's the matter of intellectual stimulation, if you had gone to the best schools, schools catered to gifted children with the most unique, intelligent, knowledgeable, and driven people around, without the stupidity of standard schools and dealing with the idiocy of average people, if you always had people around who could understand anything you wanted to discuss and provide stimulating and challenging debates ad discussions? How different would you have been if you had developed to the fullest, if you had years of cumulative experience to develop your verbal and interpersonal skills, your critical thinking skills, ability to debate.
I suppose you could still be faced with the same disillusionment, the inability to find meaning and fulfillment in life, but maybe if I had never spiraled into this I would have developed different viewpoints, come to different conclusions, grasped different ideas/concepts and found answers to things. It could simply largely be driven by how I feel, the general melancholic emotional state, anhedonia removing the ability to feel any of these positive emotions, a desire for anything.
But then again, it's not as if that world is completely inaccessible. You can speak to those people, take university classes, go to clubs and private classes, meetups. Quite honestly, even looking at the elite, I can't say I'm the least bit impressed and can see what I want in that realm. I've genuinely never met, heard, or read about anyone who I thought was interesting, genuinely remarkable. In a world with 7 billion people they're far more interchangeable than they would like to believe once you look past the superficial characteristics, think about the basic traits, predispositions, that a person is composed of. I'm certainly not saying I'm superior to them, despite my egoism I deal with profound feelings of inadequacy and inferiority. It just seems everyone is looking for something that just isn't there, that if the singularity comes, immortality and augmentation is achieves, anything that occurred before that will be completely insignificant, our past would be looked at like that of children, even ants, the entirety of even the most elite human's entire lifespan nothing but a grain of sand in human history, in all that humans have accomplished.
Then there are the intractable flaws of the world, of human society, the human/interpersonal experience, the limitations of communication. Just look at how long this is dragging out. To really properly convey everything that really matters, the entirety of a human mind, a lifetime of experience. Could you ever achieve more than a tiny sliver of understanding of the totality of someone's being? And even if you did, what does it amount to? What does it do other than make you feel less alone, understood, able to be predicted for your mutual benefit?
“I am gone quite mad with the knowledge of accepting the overwhelming number of things I can never know, places I can never go, and people I can never be.†― Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
That's a pretty convoluted way to say: "I don't wanna' talk about it." What's the first thing you remember Malice, was it a good thing? was it a bad thing? Was it neutral like an observation. I want details. Saying "Inadequate" is not gonna' cut it for me. -
2015-09-25 at 7:09 PM UTC
It's just something I was never taught nor interested in. Necessity has forced me to learn some things, but I haven't yet encountered furnace/WH problems. Luckily I learn pretty fast. Appreciate the info, it seems relatively user-friendly and informative. Once I start working on it (maybe later) I will take some pictures if I have any problems.
K well, i'm not a water heater expert but i'll try to help as much i can if you do post pics. -
2015-09-25 at 7:14 PM UTC
Malice, I have two questions for you-
Question 1: A while back, didn't you buy some knockoff magic flight launch box? Mine is sitting in the local police department, I was wondering which one you got (if I'm remembering correctly) as well as how well it worked. Ever try a mflb to compare?
Question 2: T-PAIN and Zoloft? Y/N?
It was the Dragon-Lite vaporizer. If you think about the basic mechanism of action of the MFLB, what it does, it's really just heating up a metal screen to a certain temperature with current. There's no good reason why that should cost as much as it does. The people defending it are driven by post purchase rationalization and other cognitive bias, how the amount of money spent skews their perception of the quality, along with an unfounded bias against "knockoffs". Why should MFLB have a monopoly over that design? Even if you support the patent system's intended purpose, to promote innovation, this isn't innovative and novel, they just happened to be the first to bring that design to market. Every aspect of it has a prior basis. Think about every other main vaporizer design, should the first person to have brought those to market, if you could even accurately determine who that was in the world considering how many businesses go bankrupt, how many things aren't documented on the internet, should they have had a 20 year monopoly, without any choice to buy from others during that period, stifling innovation and competition, paying monopoly prices and dealing with the other problems of monopolies, unless they granted licenses to others to be able to use their intellectual property, which would still drive up prices and restrict competition and innovation.
/end anti-IP rant.
Anyway, it's pretty much the exact same thing, except quality control is lower, maybe return policy too. Not sure I would recommend it, it's been a while and markets can move fast. There could be much better options available now. For example, I remember reading about some really well priced PAX vaporizer clones from China. There are often very high quality clones at much more reasonable prices, without the ridiculous markup US companies can have, for major products.
I'd highly recommend avoiding cannabis as much as possible, regardless. The benefits can be found from other products, and the drawbacks, particularly in the long-run, aren't worth it for many.
2.) It's safe, but I'd avoid all SSRIs, they're terrible drugs, garbage. Even if you feel they help in the short term, and it can be difficult to differentiate a genuine effect from the placebo effect and natural variations in mood, things improving due to natural/random fluctuations or lifestyle changes, you may find yourself experiencing severe blunted affect, a limited range of emotion and dulled emotional intensity, along with disturbing changes in your thoughts, thinking like a psycho-sociopath. If you want an antidepressant without the side effects and risks, and these have other benefits as well other than strictly elevating mood, NSI-189 and 7,8-DHF are very powerful options, affordable as well if you use a good source. Read about them at longecity and r/nootropics. use a boolean search in google, example:
site:longecity.org NSI-189
site:reddit.com/r/nootropics 7,8-DHF OR 7 8-dihydroxyflavone -
2015-09-25 at 7:20 PM UTCI already did all the water heater stuff, checked for leaks and flushed it, etc. The problem is in....whatever the box is called with all the pilot light stuff in it.
I will definitely have more questions, heh.
I have the money to just call a repairman to come fix it, but #1 I am cheap and would rather spend that money on drugs, and #2 I gotta learn this stuff sometime. Besides, what kind of grown man calls a repairman? I tried to get my son to help, so he can maybe learn something, but he is just as uninterested in this stuff as I was at his age. -
2015-09-25 at 7:50 PM UTCGood for you man. Post pilot light box.
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2015-09-25 at 8:41 PM UTCReal men don't need hot water.
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2015-09-25 at 10:35 PM UTC[PSA] To US vendors: Naloxone just became available over the counter in 14 states. Put it on your menu if you live in one of them.
https://www.reddit.com/r/DarkNetMarkets/comments/3mdc82/psa_to_us_vendors_naloxone_just_became_available/
Whaaaat? This is great news! Every opiate user should have some on hand. Even if it's not available in your state, or even country, it makes it a lot easier for people to mail it to you. -
2015-09-25 at 11:39 PM UTCwell, had a day of it.
My chick ended up putting them in a campground like 15 miles from here. She came home all pissed and went to work. I had therapy today which let me vent some. Then when i got home my girl asked me to take her mom water and ice. And on my way there she decided she was taking the tent down/wanted to leave/etc. So while she went to tent from road I just chunked out ice and water and peeled.
So yeah waiting on my chick to get off work. I'm willing to take her mom back where shes from and drop her off and that's bout it.
And yeah malice there's snakes and such. Should be rattlers and water moccasins there.
Sophie thanks for helping Mike. -
2015-09-26 at 12:46 AM UTClooks like shes going to pick them up, all i can say is they aint welcome here.
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2015-09-26 at 3:25 AM UTCBlah, WTF are you saying here?
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2015-09-26 at 3:43 AM UTCWhile we're on the topic of vaporizers does anyone have any recommendations? My only real requirement is that it works off herb rather than liquid or whatever, something cheap and dinky is find as long as it isn't total shit. Don't care about portability or anything. I technically have asthma but the only time it's bothered me in years is when smoking pot (funny enough cigarettes do nothing).
My education in home repair consisted of my stepdad telling me 'just try everything and mess around with it until it works again'
I know that feel braj. Both my parents were middle class college graduates and while they weren't like world class geniuses I grew up in an atmosphere where intellectual pursuits were considered to have like some sort of moral primacy while anything physical, "handy" or whatever, was a distraction or waste of time. I mean I firmly believe that I have a better life for it but every now and then I feel like I kinda missed out on an interesting corner of human activity. When I was in high school I did some weaving on a loom in an art class mostly just to kill time but I got really into it, the mechanics of operating the loom, the thousands of little actions, each giving immediate feedback, good or bad, feeling something take shape under my hands. It's very different from how I normally operate but there was a rhythm to it, a kind of blissful emptiness of thought that wasn't idleness (doing nothing will drive me up a wall). I wouldn't want to spend every day like that but every now and then I find myself doing something slow, mechanical but methodical, feeling that way and it's a really nice change of pace. -
2015-09-26 at 3:58 AM UTCThere's much to be said for hands on doing things yourself.
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2015-09-26 at 4:28 AM UTCGod damn I've been having the worst fucking insomnia for the past 2 weeks. Vyvanse makes it fucking impossible to sleep regardless of any sleep drug. No matter what I do I can't get to sleep until 4 am. I took 150mg of seroquel 2mg of xanax and god knows how many benadryl and melstonin at 9 pm AND I LAID IN BED FOR 7 HOURS WITH SEROQUEL IN MY SYSTEM HOLY FUCK WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH LIFE HOLY HANDGRENADES PLEASE SOMEONE MAIL ME SOME AMITRYPTLINE AND MIDAZOLAM SO I CAN END THIS SUFFERING ALREADY
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2015-09-26 at 4:40 AM UTC
God damn I've been having the worst fucking insomnia for the past 2 weeks. Vyvanse makes it fucking impossible to sleep regardless of any sleep drug. No matter what I do I can't get to sleep until 4 am. I took 150mg of seroquel 2mg of xanax and god knows how many benadryl and melstonin at 9 pm AND I LAID IN BED FOR 7 HOURS WITH SEROQUEL IN MY SYSTEM HOLY FUCK WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH LIFE HOLY HANDGRENADES PLEASE SOMEONE MAIL ME SOME AMITRYPTLINE AND MIDAZOLAM SO I CAN END THIS SUFFERING ALREADY
You think your smart huh? -
2015-09-26 at 5:20 AM UTCConsidering I found a pretty good and easy to accomplish cocktail yes, I think I'm smart rodent
https://en.m.wikibooks.org/wiki/Suicide/Amitriptyline_cocktail -
2015-09-26 at 6:38 AM UTCSomeone recommended this, and it looks like a good option: http://www.noahcompendium.co.uk/Dechra_Veterinary_Products_Limited/Somulose_ACY-reg_ADs-_Solution_for_Injection/-65243.html
But if you're willing to go that far, you may as well try the most powerful antidepressants first. 7,8-DHF, NSI-189, ketamine, Nardil, buprenorphine or ALKS-5461 when it's available. -
2015-09-26 at 10:58 AM UTC
I know that feel braj. Both my parents were middle class college graduates and while they weren't like world class geniuses I grew up in an atmosphere where intellectual pursuits were considered to have like some sort of moral primacy while anything physical, "handy" or whatever, was a distraction or waste of time. I mean I firmly believe that I have a better life for it but every now and then I feel like I kinda missed out on an interesting corner of human activity. When I was in high school I did some weaving on a loom in an art class mostly just to kill time but I got really into it, the mechanics of operating the loom, the thousands of little actions, each giving immediate feedback, good or bad, feeling something take shape under my hands. It's very different from how I normally operate but there was a rhythm to it, a kind of blissful emptiness of thought that wasn't idleness (doing nothing will drive me up a wall). I wouldn't want to spend every day like that but every now and then I find myself doing something slow, mechanical but methodical, feeling that way and it's a really nice change of pace.
What an arrogant position to have on the part of your parents. Ho ho ho! Let the plebs do all the handy work we're far too good for that, ho ho ho! -
2015-09-26 at 12:34 PM UTC
looks like shes going to pick them up, all i can say is they aint welcome here.
sorry to be rambling
1. G/F took her mom to a camp ground
2. her mom got all pissed didnt want to stay there
3. She ended up bringing them (her mom and moms cousin) here and put tent in back yard
4. I got up this morning and made them leave.
5. My girl is currently at work
I came close to pouring gas on tent and lighting it this morning. -
2015-09-26 at 4:41 PM UTC
Considering I found a pretty good and easy to accomplish cocktail yes, I think I'm smart rodent
Is that how you measure intellect? Your ability to use Google?
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2015-09-26 at 8:52 PM UTCeh, I just paid someone to fix the water heater, I had something come up and was otherwise engaged.
