Luckily my dad isn't in pain anymore aside from the emotional pain of needing help from someone. He is most comfortable with me and trusts me with all his personal/medical stuff so I just do it for him. The only thing that sucks is literally no one else will do it for him because it makes THEM uncomfortable.... so I don't ever get days off if I want them.. and my bf lives thousands of miles away so we've been unable to see each other for almost two years now. He's too busy between school and working full time to fly here and visit. Plus I don't blame him but he knows he wouldn't enjoy coming to Haag with my fam because of how they've treated me. I should be able to see him for a week or two in a couple months though. The plan right now is for my dad to get surgery and I shouldn't need to take care of him every day once they can do it. That will be nice. Bf and I both really miss each other and this has been really hard to go through.
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Originally posted by hydromorphone
I'm really worried about the people I love right now… shit hasn't been going good for both of my niggas today/tonight, and I'm worried something bad happened to one, and the other well… I'm hoping nothing bad happens.
This storm outside, I hear the thunder and see the lightening, and worry it's a premonition for bad shit going on… It's been a chaotic day.
That reddit group you linked a while back, Malice, Raised By Narcissists, it's really been enlightening. I see my mother, PoC's mother, and a lot of people in my life who fit the bill… and it's a shame, it's scary this is such a common problem for so many people and that people like this exist, function, and get away with the shit… like is going on right now for PoC.
I really hope my nigga's are alright. *fingers crossed*
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When I used to be in the military there were people that were straight up anti-recycling. Like they'd finish a soda, see the garbage and recycling cans side by side, notice that to throw their soda can in either would cost them an equal amount of effort, and they would throw it in the garbage can because "fuck recycling, that shit's for pussies."
I noticed it always seemed to be the ones who were die hard nationalists and considered themselves Christians, and therefore usually had families, and I always pointed out the irony that it was going to be their kids, not mine, who suffered because of it, and that the bible says you should take care of the Earth, but fuck, they don't like logic.
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We have a municipal program here. Trash in the black bins and recyclables in the blue. Compost in the green.
The blue stuff gets sorted by paper, plastic, metal, etc and processed at a local factory into bulk materials sold by the tonne for cheap (they buy the blue bin content from the city) I used to work at that place when I was 17 its endless sorting.
The black bins are 75% land filled and 25% used for production of syngas at this high tech multimillion $ facility that uses thermal catalyst assisted decomposition into "green" fuel.
I dont throw much away, I use plastic bags until they are ripped to shreds or contaminated from organics.
We also have a bunch of bylaws about recycling so at work we do our best to recycle but its like wtf do you do with tape? Its plastic right? Or an old pen?.
I have been thinking of ways to use it as packing because my company is too cheap to buy bubble wrap and paper so we use random shit laying around/old cardboard half the time (this is also recycling)
We have these massive rolls of white stickers and you peel them off and most people throw the little paper backing away but I use it to wrap light bulbs lololol
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Originally posted by infinityshock
jesus fuck…you're a fucking retard. not one thing you posted had anything to do with chickens, you deformed fuck puddle. no one gives a shit about your retarded existence, much less your familial miscegenation history. stop posting and stfu.
guinea fowl is basically a cousin of the domestic chicken, you fat nigger.
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Originally posted by greenplastic
these people basically try to lure chickens off the owner's property so they can grab them and "liberate" them. skip to 5:30 for the action
I hope every one of those tree hugging faggots catch a terminal case of salmonella.
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Originally posted by Kinkou
My dad had sepsis twice, cancer, he now has a hole in his bladder that's leaking and has to go to daily oxygen treatments to speed healing processes… this been going on since Labor Day
Believe me; I want my 7 day a week job back, I'm tired of being broke but I want my dad healthy more than having money
Originally posted by Kinkou
Not to mention my dad has no money and says he's paying me for all this work, but right now it's just debt for him being racked up until he can make money again or file retirement or disability
Girl, your daddy's a goner. Based on everything you've told us, along with having part of his intestine removed and having a second colostomy bag, no way he's gonna make it.
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My dad had sepsis twice, cancer, he now has a hole in his bladder that's leaking and has to go to daily oxygen treatments to speed healing processes... this been going on since Labor Day
Believe me; I want my 7 day a week job back, I'm tired of being broke but I want my dad healthy more than having money
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Aspie power demonstration in Kroger and analysis, visual hypersensitivity, memory, learning, and intelligence. Also realized, which I extensively detailed, that I literally display ever single symptom of Asperger's to a strong extent.
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I just remembered that I actually used a milligram scale when I first started smoking (vaping) weed, at 23. I made a thread documenting my experiences as a new stoner. Man, that was a great fucking period. It retained its magic for months, at least. Cannabis was the best at its peak. It was so much complex and substantial than I expected it to be.
It's kind of funny to look back at that Asperger's behavior. I think it may have taken me 40 minutes to prepare (I'm not sure what I was doing.) for the first time.
In retrospect, if I had never done any of that obsessive and excessive autistic research and preparation it pretty much would have made no difference.
Mash was right in that thread, "u dont need no dang science to smoke weed".
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