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2017-07-12 at 4:09 AM UTC in Texas should legalize mjthink about all the pork ribs infused with mj
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2017-07-12 at 3:57 AM UTC in Butane toxicty and hamburger helper100 bucks says you don't know what butane is or why it's toxic.
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2017-07-12 at 3:33 AM UTC in New Planet of the Apes Film Features #BLM PosterboyThat's what I thought, but looking closely at the poster I think they're right - someone snuck it in on purpose, which is fucking hilarious
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2017-07-12 at 3:20 AM UTC in New Planet of the Apes Film Features #BLM PosterboyI saw this article, thought they were just looking for attention again:
https://www.kissydenise.com/2017/07/10/planet-apes-poster-black-lives-matter-leader-deray-mckesson/
assumed that they'd photoshopped the guy over the ape on the poster for dramatic effect but nope, the only ape wearing any clothes at all is dressed strikingly similarly to one of the BLM figureheads.
Original poster:
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2017-07-12 at 2:42 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSOh crap, I forgot I took 86mg of flmodafinil this morning. Pretty good balanced dose, doesn’t feel excessive. It’s like it unlocks a substantial amount of potential power. Of course there are the benefits of energy (Including cognitive) and endurance.
Cognitively there’s a general boost of everything.
Particularly fascinating is the IRL substantial cognitive performance boost. I was at Grocery Outlet 10 minutes ago. I was able to jog down the aisles and take in so much information at once, process it, that I could analyze nearly everything in my field of vision, the entire shelves, without moving my eyes to scan. I wasn’t simply looking for specific or familiar items, identifying things by shape. Missing nothing of interested despite the high speed and not needing to rapidly move my eyes around to focus on specific things, unless something caught my eye for a good reason. I could finish far faster than a normal person would.
This is awesome. With Nardil enabling the beginning of this change, recovery, I’m unlocking the full power of my mind.
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2017-07-12 at 2:07 AM UTC in Questions about FingerprintsCut your fingers off.
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2017-07-12 at 2:05 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSI just clocked myself at 1200 wpm while reading a post I made yesterday, the absurdist self satire post about asperger’s. No skimming or anything, taking in everything.
Yet another aspie power. It’s a combination of high speed processing, visual differences, and the memory quirk.
Because it’s passively stored so accurately, I can reread things I’ve read before, especially if I wrote them, at a far faster rate.
This is going to be great for studying in school, as well as my independent learning, rereading books and papers. -
2017-07-12 at 1:51 AM UTC in MmQ is the most intelligent pester on the site
Originally posted by aldra we should do an annual Cris Cringel where we send each other awful gifts
Just kidding, sharing PI is a terrible idea
Depends on who you share it with at least. I participated in this before, I believe I got a hair strand, a hair-tie, and a packet of pizza spice from Papa John's, from Bradley.
I have a few little treats I could send someone. -
2017-07-12 at 12:10 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSI think TPAIN und Bupropion ruined my brain. I can smoke gazumbo amounts of syncans without losing it.
I just drank 5g of Crouton in 0,5l of wine and it hasn't even registered on a single receptor. This is bullshit. -
2017-07-12 at 12:10 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
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2017-07-11 at 11:54 PM UTC in NIS is a forest.of faggot tree.
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2017-07-11 at 11:38 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Captain Falcon Didn't read the whole post but will say that you're relatively attractive Malice, you should put yourself out there.
Wowiee! What a compliment. Honestly, one of the most positive things I remember hearing in a long time, with regard to the emotion it evokes. I suppose I may just lack confidence and be insecure.
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2017-07-11 at 11:34 PM UTC in Birthdayswhatever cosmological event is closest to my birthday is when i celebrate it. two years ago we partied under the super moon lunar eclipse and this year we'll be headed down to yellowstone to check out the solar eclipse
you can buy my PII for $10 money order only
Originally posted by hydromorphone I also like tarot cards. I think it can be a good therapy tool
i agree. it'll get your mind working in a creative way to look at the situations you're in with a different light. ive always dug those art nouveau illustrations. if i were to learn to seriously illustrate then this style would come naturally
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2017-07-11 at 11:19 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Malice It’s nice when you catch a girl checking you out and are able to observe them without them noticing, the shy glances they give you, how they become nervous and quiet around you/when you come near. Subtle differences, usually.
I sure as hell wasn’t interested, just to be clear. She was fucking fat and a teen. I have never seen a woman that was overweight who I thought was attractive.
It’s about fueling the glorious ego, shamelessly exploiting the natural biological responses of man.
Right as I was walking past them on the train to change to a car with even less people I felt confident, manly and virile, as if I was cruelly, sadistically, displaying what she could never have, yet without those negative emotions. Strutting, but not in a flamboyant tasteless manner, it’s as if my natural strut was perfectly designed for me. I’m not certain how to describe it, but it feels gloriously designed.
Damn shame I can’t currently manually engage it.
Of course it’s been extremely rare due to the incredible aversion and feeling of hostility toward others, extreme misanthropy. Asperger’s has also played a major role due to how hostile and threatening eye contact naturally feels, having led to me turning my head 90 degrees away from them just for passing me from the front on the sidewalk. It was very uncomfortable.
Nardil has changed this, which is a remarkable difference to observe.
Didn't read the whole post but will say that you're relatively attractive Malice, you should put yourself out there. -
2017-07-11 at 10:50 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSIt’s nice when you catch a girl checking you out and are able to observe them without them noticing, the shy glances they give you, how they become nervous and quiet around you/when you come near. Subtle differences, usually.
I sure as hell wasn’t interested, just to be clear. She was fucking fat and a teen. I have never seen a woman that was overweight who I thought was attractive.
It’s about fueling the glorious ego, shamelessly exploiting the natural biological responses of man.
Right as I was walking past them on the train to change to a car with even less people I felt confident, manly and virile, as if I was cruelly, sadistically, displaying what she could never have, yet without those negative emotions. Strutting, but not in a flamboyant tasteless manner, it’s as if my natural strut was perfectly designed for me. I’m not certain how to describe it, but it feels gloriously designed.
Damn shame I can’t currently manually engage it.
Of course it’s been extremely rare due to the incredible aversion and feeling of hostility toward others, extreme misanthropy. Asperger’s has also played a major role due to how hostile and threatening eye contact naturally feels, having led to me turning my head 90 degrees away from them just for passing me from the front on the sidewalk. It was very uncomfortable.
Nardil has changed this, which is a remarkable difference to observe. -
2017-07-11 at 10:14 PM UTC in BirthdaysGemini, signing in. To give all that info would give away would be like doxxing yourself
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2017-07-11 at 10:12 PM UTC in BirthdaysI don't want to tell you my actual birthday but I am a Leo and born during year of the Dragon.
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2017-07-11 at 8:16 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Discount Whore 2.0 You said your field of vision is above 180 degrees. That has to be physically impossible
Also Im a biologist not a psychologist
I could definitely be improperly calculated, but it's clear that I can see the screen door, which is past 90 degrees to my right, while focusing on a spot straight ahead. It's barely past 180. Maybe 200 total. I'm 100% sure I'm not inadvertently moving my eye(s) (Only the right one matters.).
I noticed this a long time ago, in high school at least. Experimented with it, learned to control some aspects for it. For example, I can change my focus so that I'm fixating on visual information directly in front of me, from my binocular range in general, and focus on the peripheral ends, one side of it or both concurrently (More difficult.). I'm not simply unfocusing my eyes.
I suppose the feeling is like one of increased concentration and almost like very rapidly mildly spacing out, except of course I'm fully lucid and aware. My perception is altered so there's a clear shift in where I'm focusing and how much visual data from that range is being processed, how clear that region seems, the distinct feeling that it's being focused on. -
2017-07-11 at 8:11 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSI am niggers.
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2017-07-11 at 7:52 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Discount Whore 2.0 Malice I enjoy your presence but you're delusional and you dont have autism super powers
What super powers? I just stated that my peripheral vision was unusually wide and detailed/accurate. I even clearly stated that there were drawbacks and it's not particularly useful in everyday life.
Sensory, visual, hypersensitivity is a common symptom, it's explicitly listed. There's an immense amount of data on it, including specifically on the visual differences and their neurological foundation.
For shame, for someone in the field of science.