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2017-07-11 at 7:44 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Discount Whore 2.0 Enough with the autism already
It was perfectly relevant. What if all 3/3 female members has Asperger's? It would be a valuable scientific finding. Provide further evidence to support the profound understanding I have of Asperger's.
I was genuinely just about to post something related to it as I clicked this thread.
I'm pretty sure my field of vision is above 180 degrees, the peripheral vision unusually wide. The normal range is 155. It's kind of annoying when I can see/notice the screen door, leaving the standard door behind it open to let in sunlight and air, and movement to the right and back while looking directly ahead at my screen.
Only it's good for inside is noticing when a cat comes by for food or Ash wants to come in. I suppose it could have some benefits IRL. It's practically impossible for a normal person to sneak up on me and I can look behind me discreetly just by turning my head slightly to the left of right.
The neurological differences that lead to this are somewhat fascinating. -
2017-07-11 at 7:15 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSEveryone here is on the spectrum.
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2017-07-11 at 7:12 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSKreepyKay, have you ever taken the autism-quotient test or been diagnosed with Asperger's?
https://niggasin.space/thread/11907
The reason I'm asking is because we have a lot of members here with it, relative to the general population. The diagnosis is under 1/1,000 total, possibly 1/5K or 10K for females, although I believe it's likely considerably underdiagnosed due to milder or atypical cases that are harder to identify along with the well documented differences in behavior female aspies tend to have, which is unsurprising since they're still another gender. Some believe it's overdiagnosed due to hearing it claimed what they believe is an excessive number of times online, but their perceptions are highly biased and completely unreliable. A major problem is the rate of self-diagnosis by people online who have no reason doing so, socially awkward geeks who believe it explains and excuses all their problems. I'm referring to actual professional diagnoses, which are far more extensive and should be conducted only by a specialist in ASD (autism spectrum disorders). So, doing the math, it's massively overrepresented on here.
Kinkou is already diagnosed and scored 39/40, Hydro scored 33/40 and has a pretty high chance of having it as well. That's 2/3 of our female posters, which doesn't surprise me either due to the distribution curves.
There are strong biases for self-selection, for who has chosen to remain here this long. I've seen the exact same overrepresentation has been noticed on other message boards. Multiple on average differences in the traits aspies have, how strongly they display them. Personality, behavior, cognition. -
2017-07-11 at 6:31 PM UTC in Recommend me CHILDREN'S BOOKS...hydro your kid is 2 right? get him those books with the textures.
if you come pick them up ill give you a whole box of books that my kids dont want/need anymore
edit: hydro im in Idaho but LANNY WONT LET ME POST ANYMORE TODAY BECAUSE SCRON CUCKED IT UP
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2017-07-11 at 5:33 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSLol.
Can the text walls please stop.
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2017-07-11 at 3:42 PM UTC in Recommend me CHILDREN'S BOOKS...
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2017-07-11 at 3:12 PM UTC in wtf, this may be a computer question but I'm not even sure
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2017-07-11 at 3:05 PM UTC in ATTN: Kinkou IIGo on about what lol
I'm a dirty hippie? Maybe... I only shower when my hair gets dirty looking lol -
2017-07-11 at 12:50 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Malice "Nothing else can be stated as the aim of our existence except the knowledge that it would be better for us not to exist.” - Arthur Schopenhauer, The World as Will and Representation p. 605.
By god that's a badass quote. Tattooes never appealed to me because I couldn't think of anything that a tattoo would be able to represent that could really portray something I'd feel satisfied with. Even just core parts of myself, particularly important beliefs, something to represent it, literally absolutely nothing has ever come to mind in 27 years until this moment.
I am also 27 years old & have zero tattoos. I think they're kind of lame and usually lack creativity. I guess I have not found anything that I like enough to imprint on my own body FOREVER. I guess I just don't get it, absolutely no desire or serious thoughts of ever getting a tattoo have crossed my mind. At lease where I live, I'm in the minority by not having any tattoos, no piercings either, except 2 in each earlobe.
I have personally known several people who either let someone who was drunk or someone who didn't speak English give them a discount tattoo. "Freinds" in giant letters across this dude's forearm. "For Better or Worsed" also in giant cursive letters up this chick's entire side. At least those aren't as bad as those drunk idiots from my white trash hometown that think since they bought a tattoo gun online they should give all their homies "sick tats" in exchange for weed.
In the rare occasions I see someone with a unique and interesting tattoo, I can't help but think, "yeah dude, that looks badass but....why not just have a regular picture of it instead? -
2017-07-11 at 12:33 PM UTC in Deleted posts for: Pastor Toduncle fester
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2017-07-11 at 12:25 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by hydromorphone I respect you a lot more for your respect of animals, Mal, and your mutual understanding for how I felt about my "pack".
I'm so unemotional, have developed my mind, to the point where I've genuinely never gotten significantly angry at Ash more than slightly mild and very short lasting irritation. Lately it's just been pretending to be angry to get her to learn to get off the sink. I know about the myths of discipline and hitting animals, which unfortunately many people believe, but I've genuinely never hit Ash. I've been bitten and scratched lightly when she was in her frisky mode or irritated by me petting her or checking her skin. Now it's pretty easy to avoid, since I can read her better. I notice when her purring style changes if I'm petting her, or if her eyes are dilated and tail is moving at an energetic pace. They're really just warning shots and have never hurt me, her teeth have never broken the skin to any extent. unfortunately when grasping things, and due to other cats naturally being protected by fur, they do naturally use their claws too strongly with humans. It only happened when she had been laying on her side and I reached toward her to pet her from the front, during a mood where she must not have wanted to be petted, she would rarely reach out towards me and pull my hand in to give it a very light warning bite/nibble. They were really light surface scratches though, the smallest and completely insignificant, small. Or sometimes I was playing with her when frisky, I learned I could reach through the back support of a wooden chair or over the ledge of the bed at her and she'd play by attempting to grab me repeatedly.
I've also never even yelled at her, not raising my voice too much when trying to train her to stay off the kitchen counter. Also never accidentally injured her, stepped on her, due to my high level of awareness and perception. -
2017-07-11 at 12:12 PM UTC in Recommend me CHILDREN'S BOOKS...
Originally posted by Captain Falcon I'll read to you
Oh, quit your lying. You're so full of shit. You go out of your way to make sure everyone knows you didn't read something while at the same time, acting with a false sense of superiority & quite frankly, your posts, are forgettable at best.
Just be yourself, no need to fake like you actually care about his feelings or or pretend like you're not a total uptight prick with a delusional superiority complex.
I bet you wouldn't even read that nigga's suicide letter.
INB4 another basic and unoriginal reply of TLD;R didn't read. -
2017-07-11 at 11:17 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSI've been extremely isolated and out of school for a long long time. Definitely unnerves me, I hate being around other people. I literally became a hiki. It's been 5 years since I've really spent time around other people more than for an hour a week or month. Even before that, I really never spoke to nearly anyone except the psychologist I was required to meet with. And of course high school before that.
I've thought of the best strategy I could create using my extreme end of human variation hyper-systemizing aspie power and extreme memory storage to draw from, with no interference from irrational human emotions. The aspie memory storage contains a vast amount of data on the general subject of humanity itself, from a far superior source to inane and obsolete IRL interactions, but books, research papers! Human nature, human psychology. Their evolutionary roots, what they truly are at their core, evil. Gender, race, body language, facial expressions, vocal intonations, personality traits, the extreme ability to analyze others, think many steps ahead, manipulate them, outwit them, understand them, able to accurately predict their behavior and easily know what their point of view is, how it would feel like to be them and react, due to my extreme end of human variation hyper-systemized model of the entirety of what man is, giving me near-total understanding, an intuitive sense now. I have seen confirmation of this power IRL and can replay the scenes at perfect quality, as if they were actually occurring, when I am deep thought, practically a near-instantaneous meditative state. It's and eidetic memory, which of course you weren't aware of: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eidetic_memory
For example, the one time I got the courage to finally try marijuana by first using a delivery service, ordering it away from other people, in SF. I saw the driver park on the south east corner of a street to the left from me, a block away by the intersection. I saw the driver moving quickly and running toward here, which told me he was likely afraid of the police because he was Black (According to professional statistical analysis, very likely to carry a weapon, hard drugs, or have some other reason they wouldn't want a cop stopping them.), so I knew, with this power, that on the way back he would also be in a hurry, and likely wouldn't want to stay in one place too long. I had already payed online, so I just had to receive it, but I also handed him a tip, which he seemed to appreciate. He then ran back, as predicted. And just as he rounded the corner a street away, multiple police cars came by where he was before.
Alright, all that said, in order to understand that my plans are extremely likely to be correct, I'll play a variation of devil's advocate by listening to your opinions.
Do you guys think it would be a good idea to piss my pants on the first day of school?
This sounds like a joke, but strict adherence to rationality means that your personal emotions must be set aside for the moment and the answers you arrive at may horror the average person, such as antinatalism, even seem insane to the small minded fools, low quality "people", but truth is truth. Of course I'm not making the flaw of not including the utility of emotional states in my analysis. I have already proven that the reasoning is impeccable.
My thoughts are that the initial incident, and something embarrassing like that probably happens to at least one or two people in every class, anything I do afterwards will never close to being as awkward as the initial incident. So, relative to that perception, for a relatively small initial cost, when viewed from the total time it affected me, but, naturally having no emotional reaction, which I trained myself to keep suppressed at all times except when viewing anime, there will be no emotional cost to me, the negative utility becomes even smaller, the wetness also not particularly bothering me, no sense of humiliation at any time, knowing I'm essentially hacking the human reality, I'd feel happy knowing I achieved this. And of course people would forget and wouldn't really care. It's a good college, people should be more mature than the standard commoner.
I cannot see any flaw in this. It's pure rational analysis, which must always be adhered to. Truth must be sought. I will welcome any opposing viewpoints, but I am currently convinced the plan will work flawlessly.
This plan was powered and created by the superiority of the optimal Asperger's brain.
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2017-07-11 at 11:12 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSBanana Monkey Fuck!
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2017-07-11 at 9:13 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by hydromorphone My dogs, who I fucking wanted to make sure were still okay, and not just abandoned. That's the family I am referring to, not actual people. He knew I thought of them as kin, but refused to show me any respect there… he would say shit on purpose just to hurt me when he'd say shit.. it's like saying shit about children, really. Calling them stupid, worthless, and all sorts of unnecessary shit. God forbid I critic anyone of his family on shit he would bitch about with them….
Oh shit, sorry about that. I didn't know you call your dogs your family.
I've always considered Ash, the stray cat I gained the trust of, my friend. I don't like the term pet, I don't consider myself to own her and don't treat her that way. She has a right to personal autonomy and doesn't owe me for food, water, shelter, warmth, being nice to her, or anything. I voluntarily allowed her into my home because I enjoy her company greatly, after such a length of isolation sometimes it just feels cool that there's another sentient being near you, that you can observe and interact with. I consider the 3 other semi-ferals that come by for food, Bella's family (All are past independent age.) -
2017-07-11 at 8:36 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by hydromorphone should have seen that when you'd talk shit about my family, to which I'd never, fucking ever spoke disrespectful about your family, despite me seeing things I thought were wrong about them, as angry as I got then, but hey… you'd fucking go on and on about my family, my fucking pack with insults.
Hydro, to be fair, you literally used to talk shit and complain about your family all the time in the past. They seemed pretty horrible and destructive, other than your father, the way you used to describe them in your long rants. -
2017-07-11 at 7:25 AM UTC in Elliot 'Malice Craighead' RodgerI don't think any space nigga is as pathetic as that guy was.
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2017-07-11 at 5:52 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSI just had a really funny thought after reading this post:
Originally posted by sploo nobody ever says i am :(
Even if sploo does genuinely have a 155 IQ
#1) No one will ever believe him.
#2) They'll rapidly realize what a psychotic, severely mentally ill, dysfunctional, unproductive, unremarkable little shit he is. That he has and provides absolutely nothing of value, has accomplished not a single thing of worth, demonstrates no signs of genuine high intelligence, and is incapable of actually putting it toward good use, rendering it useless, good for nothing but maintaining his delusional sense of self-worth and potential.
Originally posted by 霍比特人 But you're majoring in philosophy
Might as well get an AA.
What? Do you know anything about academic philosophy? Of course you don't, you don't even an amateur level understanding through independent reading.
Stop embarrassing yourself, §m£ÂgØL. -
2017-07-11 at 5:23 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSsnitches get stiches
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2017-07-11 at 4:45 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by hydromorphone "my only defense"… I'm going to back up all the text messages I screenshots you've sent me, the receipts I have, and fucking everything else to prove myself, but hey… when I did that with you you got mad over it lol… I don't give a fuck anymore. Let the fucking world see the lying piece of shit you truly are, bitch.
do it
§m£ÂgØL tried to make up for it in the immediate post after