2020-03-25 at 5:40 PM UTC
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gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
So its...
4 + 4 + (3 + 1/12 * 3) * 11...
8 + (3 + 1/4) * 11...
8 + 3.25 * 11...
(And I'm pulling out a calculator at this point...)...
8 + 35.75...
43.75?
I so probably fucked up somewhere lol.
2020-03-25 at 5:30 PM UTC
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gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
So we have to calculate the clocks value as a function of its change in time from one symbol to the next...?
And do some algebra on the book collections since there is a different quantity of books?
(All of which I will leave to someone else because I'm kinda too hungover for that right now).
But the little square inside those orange figures (which is missing from the last equation)... How do we determine a value for that little square?
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
Yeah I'm trynna get my sleep on too but it just won't take.
Anybody got some chloroform?
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
I'm about to add another 50mg of diphenhydramine, ~100ml more of scotch, and some more melatonin.
First, though, Imma take some sublingual CBD oil. I'm not much into THC/cannabis, but the pure CBD stuff might induce some sleepiness without the THC buzz (I have an aversion when it comes to THC - but that's a whole other barrel of monkeys).
Then I'll have some mac n cheese and maybe jerk off once or twice, then maybe I will achieve that most coveted of vices; sleep.
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
I was planning on having a "sober" night tonight, but tossing and turning for hours, unable to achieve slumber, I ended up taking the following:
1. Mirtrazapine (a type of antidepressant that, as a side effect, induces drowsiness).
2. Propranolol (beta blocker: lowers blood pressure).
3. Diphenhydramine (antihistamine: for allergies mostly, but tends induce drowsiness as a side effect; only took 50mg).
4. Some melatonin and valerian root.
5. Half a Xanax bar (like 1mg?).
6. About 400ml of scotch.
Still not tired, yet, tho.
When I get high/drunk, I think I mostly self-medicate for insomnia.
Mostly...
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
Am I rite, tho?
I generally try to refrain from watching a TV show until the series finale has demarcated the conclusion of the entire narrative.
But once in a while a television periodical will wrestle my attentive faculties into submission and I have naught but one remaining course of action available to me.
I am currently binge watching Better Call Saul so that I may enjoy the fifth season in its entirety upon release of its season 5 finale.
But I only prepare myself for further misfortune since I will be burdened with the inconvenience of an artfully crafted cliffhanger leaving me wrought with anticipation and ultimately destitute of gripping drama.
Fuck.
Like, wut a nigga to do?
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
I've seen you post pix of some sexy broads before, is all.
Just trynna make sense of the elusive mystery that is Grylls.
Here one day, gone tomorrow.
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
I used to be a security guard.
It's really shitty, and virtually no one will respect you, but it is pretty easy for the most part.
Right out of high school, I had three options:
1. Manual labor.
2. Customer/food/retail service.
3. Security guard.
I tried the first two, but didn't much care for them, so I went with the last (legal, at least) option.
Around these parts, though, it's a minimum wage job. If it paid $40 an hour, I'd have just swallowed my pride and kept going... Maybe work my way up to some kind of security supervisor.
It would suck compared to my current ambitions, but it would have at least paid the bills and not been physically exhausting.
2020-03-25 at 6:47 AM UTC
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Missing Users
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
My 'missing user' request is TwistedFerret/AdMech...
We were thick as thieves way back in the day.
I've email him every couple years or so but no response this far ever since about ~2012ish. I think he was even a moderator on Zoklet by that point.
If anyone can connect me with him, you have my unending gratitude.