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2018-11-15 at 2:28 AM UTC in What do the feds who crawl this site think about you?
Originally posted by DontTellEm Darryl speak about what u like birdbrain. That lady looks nothing like me, I'll punch u in ur face.
I didn't even notice him drawing a connection between her and yourself.
Honestly, I only manage to absorb like 50% absolute maximum of Totse3's posts.
EDIT: Wait, that was daryl who said that... they both kinda leave a lot to the imagination with their posting styles. -
2018-11-15 at 2:25 AM UTC in My mom just called me and she said I sounded "out of it"
Originally posted by Mewsik We are human beings like everyone else .. Being an asshole or a bitch sometimes is being human. When moms love their children and have nurtured them and loved doing so, that bond is forever … which means it's very possible she will feel you hurting and dishonering yourself. Once you become an adult, Mom's cant steer you in the right direction or protect you. It's a horrible horrible feeling when we feel something is wrong .. Just don't lie to her, mom's can very easily feel like they are going crazy if that is your solution to not feeling guilty
I honestly try my very best not to lie to my mom.
The downside to that is that it means having to admit to drug use when I know that it worries her.
I wish I could only deliver to my mother good news when she asks for any updates on my life, but then I have to face the dilemma of either:
1. Lying and saying "everything is okay."
2. Telling the truth and admitting that I'm depressed, that I'm using drugs and drinking just about every day, and I see very little reason to carry on living.
Which is better?
Is it selfish of me to unload the burden of truth on my mom (i.e. #2 scenario), or is it selfish of me to be dishonest with her just to spare her any heartache?
And that's not a rhetorical question either, I really do want to know which of the two is ideal. -
2018-11-15 at 2:17 AM UTC in should lanny stop pretending to be an important philosopher
Originally posted by Lanny I don't know how you think "directly testing a model" and "testing a model" differ but you'll notice I never invoked the word "directly", you did.
Lol, but can't we just take the QM model for a test drive and see how it handles?
I think a commonly recurring source of confusion and miscommunication in this thread is from trying to epistemologically close the gap between vaguely (or even highly accurately) understanding how something works (the term I use was pragmatic certainty, but others in this thread have referred to essentially the same concept in different terms), and the metaphysical mechanisms by which these same things work.
I think we're all guilty of some pendant-ism in this thread.
I think (and I'm just kinda hypothesizing here), that it all comes down to the "thing-in-itself", or noumenon, and the thing we actually perceive (the phenomenon).
Drawing 100% certain conclusions based on empirical scientific data is perhaps a bit overly ambitious, but deriving 99.999999% certain conclusions is reasonable, at least as far as I'm concerned. -
2018-11-15 at 2:04 AM UTC in My mom just called me and she said I sounded "out of it"
Originally posted by Ghost Send her this thread
Her birthday's coming up, and I'm going to give her a few grand as a present.
It's not because money is some kind of substitute for love or anything like that, but it's because I've been a financial drain on her for so long, and only recently stumbled into a very high paying job.
Both my mom and dad told me this week how proud they are of me, and it meant the absolute world do me.
I'm so happy that I can finally repay them for all the money I cost them from being a deadbeat for all these years.
Plus, they get to brag to their friends about their son and his big important tech job. -
2018-11-15 at 1:59 AM UTC in My mom just called me and she said I sounded "out of it"
Originally posted by Mewsik It's aweful when you lie to your mother over and over again about stuff that we just know because we truly love you like no other love that is out there.
Or if you don't pick up the phone for months or longer .. then when you do, you say "yes I saw everyone of your texts and heard everyone of your messages" but I didn't respond. I talk to people all day ……
I try to respond to every communication from my mom.
I have a complicated relationship with my mother. She has been an outright bitch in the past, and I stand by that remark. But she's still my mother and I love her and I look for every opportunity to make her proud of me, or at the very least, not ashamed. -
2018-11-15 at 1:57 AM UTC in My mom just called me and she said I sounded "out of it"I still remember when I broke down into tears and told my mom I need to go to the methadone clinic.
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Mom, I love you. I don't say it often because I'm all emotionally stunted and what not, but I do.
There we go, I let out my feelings of love towards my mother on an Internet forum.
I suppose it's a start. -
2018-11-15 at 1:54 AM UTC in My mom just called me and she said I sounded "out of it"
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2018-11-15 at 1:51 AM UTC in My mom just called me and she said I sounded "out of it"Wtf? I been drinking all day but I do that just about every day anyway. Also had some GHB and benzos.
Still though, how does a mother always just know?
Mom's have some kind of sixth sense for when they offspring be getting fucked up and shit.
Kind of impressive, actually.
It's like, some kind of evolutionary thing. -
2018-11-15 at 1:46 AM UTC in Do you wear guy liner like Infinity does?
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2018-11-15 at 1:43 AM UTC in It's not bad to be autist
Originally posted by totse3.com So.. we've evolved a bit on the same wave pattern where sometimes you have to extrapolate what anything means without building up some made up shit like some of the people on here.
So go back if you can and see what you absorbed from what I wrote. it should have some meaning which most likely (if done right) will be factual?
No idea...
Either you're a genius that utterly dwarves the rest of us intellectually, or you're utterly insane. Or both?
Either way, I like you. -
2018-11-15 at 1:41 AM UTC in What do the feds who crawl this site think about you?
Originally posted by totse3.com The greek were frighten of the Celtic people of Ireland, Scotland and I'm guessing parts of Wales?
(not really sure about the last one). Does she look Mongroid/Barbaric as the arrogant greek of the time suggested?
I dunno.
She just looks pretty.
She kinda reminds me of that redhead from That 70's Show.
Donna, or something like that.
Fuck, redheads are so fucking hot.
I am now holding my penis in my hand.
I'm also putting on my robe and wizard hat. -
2018-11-15 at 1:37 AM UTC in Do you wear guy liner like Infinity does?totse3.com, you are certifiably insane, and yet I like you.
I can never get so much as half way through a single one of your posts, but you still somehow intrigue me. -
2018-11-15 at 1:36 AM UTC in It's not bad to be autistWTF?
You make less and less sense each day. -
2018-11-15 at 1:33 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..And I apologize if that sounds like gloating.
I legit want to help others get to where I'm at.
I'll mentor you, and you can be my mentee. -
2018-11-15 at 1:32 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson Ok, wish it was friday or better yet next Wednesday as I then have 5 days off to do what I please, when I please and with whom I please.
Get on my level.
I got drunk all day and made $30/hr doing it.
Every day is a 'day off' for me.
I still get paid, tho.
Gangsta shit. -
2018-11-15 at 1:04 AM UTC in Users you would do
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2018-11-15 at 12:45 AM UTC in Users you would do
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2018-11-15 at 12:40 AM UTC in Fight to the death techniques
Originally posted by cupocheer Homies/Homegirls … hmmmm
Where is this list published and how might I have "achieved" (if that's the correct word to use) this selection?
Would you consider yourself a stalker, sweety?
I'm a stalker in the sense that, during the hour or two a day I spend on NIS, every few days, with months in between, yes, I remember some users on here.
But nothing will ever beat the original Totse days.
I get the feeling you're a DHer, much like many else are here, but I assure you that there was a golden era in the past when Totse was the name of the game, and it was all kinds of fun.
I had a bit of a reputation for being an attention whore. I was always posting about my sexual exploits and my drug-induced adventures.
Fuck, the nostalgia is overwhelming.
It's why I stick around here.
Lanny is one of the few true connections to a truly golden era. -
2018-11-15 at 12:14 AM UTC in Users you would do
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2018-11-15 at 12:12 AM UTC in Fight to the death techniques
