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2019-03-09 at 9:38 AM UTC in What's your issue right now?MY issue at the moment is a certain kind of lack of drive.
It's not your typical case of a lack of motivation.
I really, really urge strongly to accomplish certain goals in my life.
I just need to establish the stability and routine conducive to habit formation so that I can get right back on track in much the same way I was right on track not too long ago.
Monotony breeds complacency, and complacency leads to atrophy of the will. -
2019-03-09 at 9:29 AM UTC in What's your issue right now?
Originally posted by Zanick The neighbor's cat has an attitude about my drinking
This is textbook schizophrenia.
I have all the sympathy in the world for those afflicted with schizophrenia. It runs in my family, so I have to be particularly cautious about it.
Your psychiatrist might seem like the enemy because they are trying to force you to take meds that you don't consent to take.
But try to see it from a third-party perspective.
Due to the rampant schizophrenia in my family, and a ridiculously vast plethora of high-risk factors that pervade me, I have done A LOT of research into, and contemplation of, schizophrenia treatment.
Antipsychotics can induce major fatigue, and that alone makes them incredibly burdensome. But I have seen some young schizophrenics manage (usually with a heavy caffeine regimen, and often lots of nicotine as well).
Schizophrenia is a real doozy, and I sincerely wish you all the best of luck with it.
If you want to talk to someone about what you're going through (and you didn't explicitly mention schizophrenia by name, so it doesn't have to be that), PLEASE feel free to contact me any way you can (PM, email if you have mine - I'll PM it to you now just in case, or whatever).
Your life story strikes way too many familiar tones in me and I just can't dismiss that under some trivial light. -
2019-03-09 at 9:20 AM UTC in Gadzooks fancies himself as some drug-running, underworld lothario...folks?
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2019-03-09 at 9:09 AM UTC in So I end up at this shady ass motel room where my ex roommate/FWB is now staying at
Originally posted by WellHung Gadzooks why don't you glorify the miserable crack come down.. just like you glorified the come up….And loling at you responding Within a few minutes of me making the first post in your failed thread…. for such an eventful evening..
you sure are focused on NIS the whole night.🤣😂
Try to do something for your Friday night, faggot.
How's the pay-per-view and third floor ice machine? -
2019-03-09 at 9:07 AM UTC in So I end up at this shady ass motel room where my ex roommate/FWB is now staying at
Originally posted by Zanick I'm alone finishing a botle of wine watching Game of Thrones for the millionth time. Your lifestyle is very appealing to me. Eventually, I am going to come and take it. Enjoy your dark cell while I smoke your crack, snort your K, and party with your women.
Dude, for you, I'd make it an entire event.
I'd book a fancy Vancouver hotel room, and get a friend up in the upper-uppper-class district of North/West Vancouver to loan me their house, and we would party like it's 2019.
There will be a BDSM sex dungeon, a DMT trip room, and a fucking Wonkavator that we can take to go wherever the fuck we want.
And when we post pics on NiS, people will transmute into pure gelatin at the very sight.
Cuz they jelly. -
2019-03-09 at 9:02 AM UTC in got both my youtube/google accts banned for talking shitIf you disagree, you have worms in your brain.
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2019-03-09 at 9:01 AM UTC in got both my youtube/google accts banned for talking shit
Originally posted by Bill Krozby
I read nothing and watched nothing in this thread...
But I remember Sailor Socialism.
She's hot as fuck.
Those asshats put her on the spot.
Sure, she's no Nobel laureate or anything, but she's cute as fuck and I want to fuck her in my utopian paradise where I am the supreme beta male and I have a harem of cosplaying SJW chicks that vote for whatever the fuck I tell them to vote for, and then we have massive orgies.
No boys allowed.
FUCK just listen to her voice.
I have an e-crush on Sailor Socialism. -
2019-03-09 at 8:56 AM UTC in So I end up at this shady ass motel room where my ex roommate/FWB is now staying at
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2019-03-09 at 8:54 AM UTC in SO. FUCKING. HIGH.I'm starting to wind down...
I fucked up a sizeable portion of my bag of crack by dropping the freshly cooked and solidified rocks into my ketamine vial.
Like, damn, do I need to carry a dozen vials at all times just in case of such contingencies?
I did a pretty substantial line of K, popped a couple 10mg valium, took a couple shots of Root Beer Schnapps, and am lullabying yself to sleep.
I'd jerk the gherkin if I could get even a flinch of an erection.
In all honesty, I'm a teensy bit jealous.
I met the guy that's fucking the woman I used to fuck.
We weren't, like, married or some shit, but damn. I miss sex, companionship, and sleeping next to warm body. -
2019-03-09 at 8:42 AM UTC in Why do the 'girls' on here never make threads?
"Cocksure". -
2019-03-09 at 8:36 AM UTC in So I end up at this shady ass motel room where my ex roommate/FWB is now staying atI'm out and about, exploring the neighbourhood, without so much as a 1-minute plan, and I end up at the nearby pub. I say hi to some people I ain't seen in a few months, and then I sit down and order a cider. I go to the bathroom and sniff a few bumps of ketamine, then I return and just nonchalantly finish my cider (and a second one; and a a third one).
Then I just start walking in the first direction that crosses my mind, and end up at another local neighbourhoood pub. I run into one of the bartenders/servers there who I used to always get along with, but apparently I dun fucked up one time and got black out drunk and said or did something to piss her off. Anyway, we talked for a couple minutes and settled all grievances, and that was dope.
Then I went up to the 7-11. I had a few beers with my homelesss home boy Ernest. We shoot the shit for a bit, I do a few more bumps of K, then I get a hankerin' for some of that crack cocaine.
I go up to a shady looking group of hoodlums and just get right to the point.
"Y'all know where a dude can grab a gram of rock around here?"
One chick says: "There's Amanda in the building across the street."
I'm like... "Alright, sounds good..... WAIT... Amanda ______?"
She looks at me like: "Yeah! Her number is 236..."
And I start reading the same number from my phone.
"Oh shit, you know Amanda? Damn what a small world. She outta the joint right now?"
So I call her up, then do a few bumps of K with the hoodlums on the corner, and then I bounce across the street to my destination.
There's guns out, bear mace out, brass knuckles, people smoking heroin off of tin foil, people cooking crack the old-fashioned ammonia way, etc.
Of course we exchange hugs (we slept together a few times, so, you know... par for the course).
I score some rock off her and we start to shoot the shit (it's been a few months since she moved outta my crib).
More heroin comes out, so I gotta peace it (opiate clean since 2014!).
I whistled for a cab, and when it came near, I sniffed another bump of K and took another hit off the glass dick, then hopped in that shit and chugged an alcoholic beverage on the ride home.
Then I went on TinyChat and talked to Wren and Poast and Totse2k1, among others, while smoking crack on cam.
And now, here I am.
What did y'all do tonight? -
2019-03-09 at 8:23 AM UTC in SO. FUCKING. HIGH.
Originally posted by Zanick As your nigga, I support your drug use unconditionally, but please know that I Google your name regularly and if I find out your heart stopped I will personally fly to Vancouver and make your Frankenstein resurrection a medical miracle.
I will personally escort you around town if you ever come out to my neck of the woods.
#ZanickCru2022 -
2019-03-09 at 8:22 AM UTC in SO. FUCKING. HIGH.
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2019-03-09 at 8:20 AM UTC in day to day
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2019-03-09 at 6:27 AM UTC in SO. FUCKING. HIGH.DO THE TC BRAH.
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2019-03-09 at 6:26 AM UTC in SO. FUCKING. HIGH.
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2019-03-09 at 6:03 AM UTC in SO. FUCKING. HIGH.If you know two pennies about me, you know I do drugs like they part of a balanced breakfast...
But today, OH LAWDY i dun found the holy grail of psycho,,kjarhb agfklocical compoounds.
KETAMINE + A BIT OF BOOZE + A BIT OF BENZOES + HIGH ASS QUALITY CRACK...
Aint NOTHING YALL CAN COMPARE TO THAT SHIT.
gimmme my nobel price for finding the best damn drug combo ever imagined. -
2019-03-09 at 6:01 AM UTC in What would you do if you woke up tomorrow as the opposite gender?I'd smoke a fat ass crack rock while dissociated and slightly inebriated from ethanol-based spiritds...
THEN I'D LOSE MY SHIT AND NEVER COME BACK DOWN TO EARTH. -
2019-03-09 at 6 AM UTC in anyone here like r kelly?crack rocks nigga.
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2019-03-09 at 6 AM UTC in It don't matter where you from, it's where you atFAGGOTS COME JOIN ME DO SOME K AND LIQUOR AND QUALITY CRACK ROCKS FUCK WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU ALL DOING JUST SITTING AROUND FOR?
