Posts by gadzooks

1. 2019-03-10 at 8:20 AM UTC in SO. FUCKING. HIGH.
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
   I just re-upped.
   
   Glass dick full of primo rock.
   
   What the fuck am I doing with my life?
2. 2019-03-10 at 8:18 AM UTC in sophisticated concepts made easier to understand through the use of memes
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
   Holy fuck I remember trying to understand LTSM neural networks and I was like that dog + brain damage.
3. 2019-03-10 at 8:15 AM UTC in The Hard Problem of Consciousness
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
   Maybe Descartes was right all along and we're a bunch of ethereal non-physical entities controlling physical meat machines.
4. 2019-03-10 at 8:14 AM UTC in The Hard Problem of Consciousness
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
   Roger Penrose is a world renowned physicist who has a (entirely speculative, of course) theory that quantum activity inside of microtubules (inside of neurons) are somehow giving rise to the emergent phenomenon of conscious experience.
   
   He's anything but a crackpot; a very prominent and respected scientist. But of course it is, at this point in time, mere speculation.
   
   The hard problem is called that for a reason. A lot of prominent philosophers have outright emphatically stated that the hard problem is, by it's very nature, irresolvable.
   
   Until we devise scientific equipment that can measure the immeasurable, all we're gonna get are speculative theories.
5. 2019-03-10 at 5:45 AM UTC in whats the cheat code to undo ketamine
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

   Originally posted by Technologist Isn’t that k-holed?

   
   Yeah, pretty much.
   
   That's never my end goal.
6. 2019-03-10 at 5:27 AM UTC in whats the cheat code to undo ketamine
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
   I take extra precautions to avoid reaching such intense levels.
7. 2019-03-10 at 5:27 AM UTC in whats the cheat code to undo ketamine
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
   And in VERY high doses, one would not be able to move a single muscle.
8. 2019-03-10 at 5:26 AM UTC in whats the cheat code to undo ketamine
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

   Originally posted by Technologist Isn’t it what vets use to knock out animals for surgery? I guess tranquilizer wasn’t the right word, but maybe anesthetic?

   
   Tranquilizers was pretty accurate.
   
   The tricky thing about drugs like ketamine is that there is a fine line between feeling kinda nicely out of it, and temporarily dropping like 1000 IQ points, or experiencing extreme Autism for a few minutes. It's hard to explain.
   
   I was on TinyChat with a bunch of other NiSers, and suddenly nothing anyone was saying made sense to me.
   
   I just couldn't keep up with all the stimulation coming from every which way.
9. 2019-03-10 at 5:19 AM UTC in What y'all reading?
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

   Originally posted by Nil Beyond Freedom and Dignity - B.F. Skinner

   
   Man this one kinda slipped under my radar somehow...
   
   I know a lot about Skinner's work (being a psych major, it was par for the course), but I've never actually read any of his primary sources.
   
   How far into it are you?
   
   Does he talk about the Skinner Box? Or about Walden Two or any of that?
10. 2019-03-10 at 5:14 AM UTC in whats the cheat code to undo ketamine
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

    Originally posted by Technologist Why is it that you seem to almost speed off of it, when it’s an animal tranquilizer? Ketamine, of course.

    
    Ketamine is a dissociative... It basically dissasociates you from your body. It's pretty intense and not for the unprepared.
    
    I generally prefer drugs that either:
    A) Induce pure euphoria (stimulants, opiates, and even alcohol for me in some capacity).
    B) Improve me in some way (reduce anxiety - benzos, make me more sociable - benzos/alcohol, or relax me - also benzos/alcohol).
    
    Ketamine and psychedelics/hallucinogens are more a novelty thing to play around with once in a while.
11. 2019-03-10 at 5:08 AM UTC in whats the cheat code to undo ketamine
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    The problem was that I went over to my ex-roommate's motel room cuz she sells blow, and her current bf happens to be a pro at cooking that stuff up into quality freebase/crack (using ammonia... a dying art these days).
    
    But I'm tipsy on the liquor and dissociating a bit from the ketamine, so I wasn't thinking straight and just took the rocks he made for me and put them in the same vial as the ketamine...
    
    Then the two substances contaminated each other, and I've been having a bitch of a time trying to separate em.
    
    That guy is like a world-class chef when it comes to cooking crack, tho.
    
    I prolly wouldn't want my family or coworkers or other people in my life who hold me to high esteem reading this, but, damn, I have a serious weakness for some quality crack cocaine.
12. 2019-03-10 at 5:02 AM UTC in whats the cheat code to undo ketamine
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

    Originally posted by Technologist Good deal mane!!
    
    So you can do that and not get k-holed?

    
    It's a fine line.
    
    I usually just do "key bumps" (dip a key into a baggie and sniff a small pile).
    
    But I went overboard and started doing full on lines (the same way one would do cocaine)... I mean, they were thin rails, but, still... ketamine is pretty intense in even minute quantities.
13. 2019-03-10 at 4:56 AM UTC in whats the cheat code to undo ketamine
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Now I'm chilling with a valium and a cocktail and listening to calming music and re-entering the atmosphere.
14. 2019-03-10 at 4:56 AM UTC in whats the cheat code to undo ketamine
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

    Originally posted by Technologist How ya doin Gad? What’s the deal mane?

    
    I was doing bumps of ketamine and having a few drinks, but went a bit overboard while on TinyChat.
    
    I'm back to reality now tho.
    
    I rarely do dissociatives because they are kinda unpredictable.
15. 2019-03-10 at 4:51 AM UTC in whats the cheat code to undo ketamine
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    k im back.
    
    fuck that was too much.
16. 2019-03-10 at 4:38 AM UTC in whats the cheat code to undo ketamine
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

    Originally posted by aldra benzos

    
    I'm so lucky I got a big and diverse supply right now...
    
    I think I'll opt for 1mg alprazolam and 5mg diazepam.
    
    Should do the trick.
    
    I'm already starting to stabilize, so it should be all good.
17. 2019-03-10 at 4:29 AM UTC in whats the cheat code to undo ketamine
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    fuck
18. 2019-03-10 at 4:07 AM UTC in General Chat
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

    Originally posted by Robert im drunk in the hospital

    
    Get well soon.
19. 2019-03-10 at 3:41 AM UTC in Random Thoughts
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

    Originally posted by DontTellEm Lol. U don't even know whose down, that is sweet to me.

    
    wut
20. 2019-03-10 at 3:30 AM UTC in sophisticated concepts made easier to understand through the use of memes
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    "Nobody ever really knows anyone."
    -- Rules of Attraction.
    
    i.e. We are all forever alone.