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  1. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    mmQ, my man, I still am working (gradually and slowly, I'll admit) towards that word cloud.

    I just want to run a few things by Lanny before I do a full archiving of the site.

    I want to do it properly in one fell swoop so that I don't have to repeat anything; only update with new data periodically.

    If I were to do it without any self-imposed throttling, it might essentially become a DDoS attack.

    No NiS for a few hours/days... :(

    I don't want that to happen.
  2. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Octavian I read "The s-t-r-a-n-g-e-r" by Camus years ago but didn't find it as good as I thought it would be.

    I've been meaning to read that. I have both an English translation and original French copy (I was in French immersion all throughout grade school).

    All I remember about what parts of the book I read was the stuff about how Mercault or whatever apparantly got triggered by the heat of the sun and got stab-happy from it.

    That's some badass shit.

    Imagine having your defense attorney in court trying to argue that you stabbed a motherfucker cuz it was too hot out.
  3. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
  4. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Oh nevermind, I'm responding to a post from Lanny like 4 hours ago.
  5. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Hey Lanny, while you're present... quick question about the site...

    Do you have a ballpark estimate about how much data the entire forum (posts, threads, member profiles, etc) takes up?
  6. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Nah, apparantly not.

    Prolly for the better.

    I ought to retire the glass dick and pop some more valium and pass da fuck out.
  7. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    any niggas on tc right this second?
  8. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Grylls Not one of you faggots can actually prove me wrong

    How, exactly, would one prove such a thing?

    Do you need 1,000 petabytes of timestamped photos depicting each and every one of our geographical locations at any given moment?
  9. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Sophie Called it. Your disposition is forgiven.

    Totse2k1/SpaceCakes/Krow is actually one of the more reasonable "anti-pedo" folks from what I can tell.

    I've seen people advocate for much, much worse treatment.

    He doesn't strike me as particularly sadistic and revenge driven compared to many out there.
  10. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Speedballs (uppers + downers; generally heroin and coke IV'd) will probably always be the quintessential classic.

    But I want people to share some potentially more obscure combinations that are just absolutely next level shit.

    Some of mine are:
    1. Very low (but not imperceptible) dose ketamine, a few drinks, a small quantity of benzos, and some high quality crack.
    2. A few drinks and some MDMA at a house party.
    3. Hippie and Candy flips (MDMA + shrooms or MDMA + acid).
    4. Just enough liquor to loosen inhibitions, some weed to enhance sensations, then taking a sniff of "poppers" (amyl nitrates) right before cumming during sex (or masturbation at the very least).

    Some hypotheticals I want to try but have not yet had the opportunity:
    1. Kitty flip (MDMA + ketamine).
    2. DMT + salvia (maybe way too intense, but kind of intriguing all the same).
    3. Ketamine in a sensory deprivation tank.
    4. GHB (for intimacy) + Cialis (for sustained erection) + Yohimbine (for stamina).
  11. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by mmQ when everything feels like the movies, you bleed just to know you're alive

    And I don't want the world to see me
    'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
    When everything's made to be broken
    I just want you to know who I am
  12. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Straight honest real talk...

    Back when I was in my late teens, early twenties, I drove intoxicated all the time.

    I'm not particularly proud of it, and I haven't done it in like 15+ years at this point.

    But, yeah, it was just so common place among my social circle that it didn't even occur to me to question it.

    Luckily there were zero incidents.

    But kinda scary to think of what might have happened.
  13. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Octavian Holy shit I remember that film. It's the guy who played "yellow bastard" in Sin City. He looks like Hayden Christensen.

    Have you seen the movie Kids?

    Fucking hardcore film.

    Same director.

    Brutally depressing, but visceral and even kinda life-changing.

    I think that movie single-handedly inspired me to start using condoms.
  14. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Hey Lantiqua, wanna hook up?
  15. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Mongolian Hip Hop is best Hip Hop...

  16. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Grylls what happens when the drugs run out?

    Utter despair, dysphoria, and a long bout of crying while curled up in the corner of the room in the fetal position.
  17. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by MORALLY SUPERIOR BEING V: A Cat-Girl/Boy Under Every Bed Aren't you allowed in?

    Actually, kind of a "funny" story...

    Although I have been to the US as a kid a few times (Disneyland a couple times way back when), and I actually walked across the border one night with a friend into Washington state to get liquor after hours, chugged the 6 pack of tall boys, then walked back (it was actually quite a hassle getting back).

    I haven't been to the US in over a decade now, and there's a slight possibility I wouldn't be able to cross.

    It's kind of a silly/stupid technicality.

    About 5 years ago, I threatened to kill myself, and my sister called 911. A cop car came and they tazed me (I was holding a knife), and they cuffed me and dragged me in and put me on an involuntary hold. No criminal charges were filed, and I was released about a week later.

    BUT, my psychiatrist said that another patient of his went through pretty much the exact same thing, and she was denied access to the US for having a "police record."
  18. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Krow Maybe you're right. they need medical help. lots of people go to mental health (yes including me)

    people believe chemical castration is probably the best thing if it's a disease they're born with.

    it's really strange that rules of society (not nessisarely laws but common shared beliefs) have changed.. some 180 degrees. we're now supposed to do the opposite. I'm the bad guy for coming off Barbaric.

    Maybe you're right. at times I really don't want to get out of bed. the world is really too surreal for me at times. but I do like everyone else does. eventually get up and go through the same grind. when I'm doing my Job.. often it's fun and I get to talk to interesting people. aiding me in my once crippling social problem of being shy.

    but when I wake up.. I'm like "Fuck this shit.. and I think about nuclear war and or an asteroid or some pandemic coming and ending this failed cycle of life on this planet. and the meme photo of Da Vinci painting of what looks like a 1950s style TV with a restart button. maybe not that exactly.. but things like that. it's not me wanting to harm the world. it's me thinking this is what we probably deserve and it will happen naturally or mutual applied destruction (or whatever MAD stands for.. something like that)

    India and Pakistan are having a small battle right now.. all it takes is one big flare up.. exchange of nukes and it sets off a domino effect

    You're good people, my man.

    Earlier in TinyChat I was trying to get a chance to give you a bit of consolement over all the labels you get tossed your way about being crazy, schizophrenic, paranoid, etc.

    I'm not going to lie to you and say that those labels are 100% baseless.

    But what you should know is that I don't think I've ever heard anyone say anything truly negative about you when you're not around. The "paranoid" ramblings are a bit of a talking point, but everyone still likes you.

    So I hope you stick around despite the occasional label like that. For all I know, some of your theories about all these connections the rest of us aren't seeing might be totally right.
  19. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    I've been outside the US for 34 years.
  20. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by F0N How active is this place lately? Is it mainly shitposting now or a level of debate and shitposting like it used to be? What's active member numbers like? Many old-timers still hanging around or newcomers as well? Do any stay?

    Cheers by the way. Fucking hilarious we have some sort of orientation for those of us who fell off the wagon.

    Peruse (at your own leisure) the following thread: https://niggasin.space/thread/34432.

    I kinda tried to collate a collection of noteworthy threads that kinda encapsulate what's been going on around here since the Totse days.

    There was the DH merger (not long after you, and myself, registered here). That's one of the more major events.

    You will also get a bit of a better feel about who's who from Totse and Zoklet around here.

    A lot of people have changed usernames.

    I stuck with gadzooks all these years (despite it being kind of a silly username that I thought of 15 years ago while drunk one night).

    Feel free to PM if you want even.

    I like waxing nostalgic about the Totse/Zoklet/NiS cultural history.
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