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  1. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Grylls is it blue?

    Made with chilli peppers?
  2. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    I usually drink protein rich shakes or smoothies or even over grocery store nutrient rich meal replacements.

    Milkshakes aren't a bad idea either.
  3. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Octavian Some of us practice intermittant sobriety

    I definitely do. Every few days I pass out for a few hours.
  4. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by 34nfi4w8g3wnfge4j93qrj309jg don't call the cops but I'm here to confess a spree killing….

    Because I just murdered so much weed

    I actually just blew up a loaded city bus with C4 charges and a few strap on petroleum reservoirs.

    Now I'm having a celebratory beer at the gastropub. 'Bout to take a selfie.

    #YOLO.
  5. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by jedi_darryl Am I like the only black doppelgänger person on this site who pretends to act like I’m smoking weed like “yeah nigs im high af right now n not giving a fuk” n shit just to fit in round’ here with you guys? Man, either your successful lives makes you still feel miserable, or that peer pressuring makes you mentally weak. No offense, please don’t take it wrong way. Weed is not good for your health and state of mind. Can’t you see how it manipulates your mind into doing irrational things that you called it “fun”? If you were sober you’d probably think it was stupid. You see? Smoking weed makes you stupid. That’s why I don’t indulge in that substance.

    I dunno. I don't even smoke weed.

    I'll smoke crack, smoke meth, pop benzos, drink liquor, huff nitrous oxide, snort ketamine, eat shrooms, rectally administer MDMA, and IV heroin (well, used to)...

    But I won't smoke weed.

    Weed is a drug, and drugs are bad.
  6. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Octavian What are your experiences with Nootropics? I got some years ago and damn nearly turned me retarded. I thought they were suppose to make you smart, not give you brain fog.

    I actually have LOTS of nootropics experience, but I'm typing on mobile right now, and sleep deprived, and taking hits of fucking crack for crying out loud, so I'm not in the best state of mind or position to give a detailed run down, but I would absolutely love to, so I will soon.

    I actually even wrote a few undergrad papers on nootropics mechanisms and comparative effectiveness studies.
  7. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by WellHung Maybe that's why I don't have a good appreciation for crack cocaine… because I've never had excellent product. If you end up buying it from niggers you're fucked….👍

    Gadzooks, I would figure that a long-lasting pharmaceutical in valium and a big-time depressant in large amounts, ethyl alcohol, would easily override a short-lived psychostimulant in crack cocaine. With your body chemistry, I guess that's not the case.

    You're pretty much spot on there.

    The thing is, crack is VERY short lasting, but it is BY FAR the most euphoric drug in existence if you get the good stuff.

    Its literally 30-60 seconds of a high for $5-$10... The thing is, though, it's just absolutely divine.

    MDMA comes pretty darn close, and lasts way longer, but it's not easy to just go out in the streets and grab some. It's a slightly more niche product. I live in a ghetto hood where everyone does meth and heroin, and a handful do coke, crack, or GHB.
  8. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Oh yeah, and k bumps. Them shits keep things interesting.
  9. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    I been up all night smoking crack and drinking and popping valium...

    Dunno what to do next. Prolly not gonna end up sleeping.

    More crack and liquor?

    My boy whips up an absolutely exquisite product. I gotta admit it's tempting as fuck.
  10. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    What the actual fuck?

    If my being appalled by that cultural ritual makes me an ignorant/intolerant bigot, then, shit, slap my ass and call me Billy Bob.

    Just don't tell my cousin/wife Mary Lou cuz she might start cooking up the stray squirrels what keep trynna get inside the trailer.
  11. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Nil There's a case of a guy having a brain tumor causing pedofilic urges, when it was removed the urges stopped.

    yada yada yada

    there is no free will.

    Now THAT'S fucking brutal.
  12. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Octavian If I remember right Meursault just does it cause he can and why should he be restrained by the laws of man of what to and not to do. I think that was the theme I can't remember. I was 13/14 when I read it so I'll probably read it again. What's his other material like?

    I was always meant to read Huxley's "Brave new world", I heard good things. I am also very eager to read "Utopia", by Thomas More who Henry VIII had executed. It was suppose to be ahead of it's time, even the USSR had a special affection for this man hundreds of years later.

    I have a strong penchant for reading portions of books, and then just researching summaries and reviews and discussions online to fill in some of the blanks.

    Apparently, though, Camus wrote an essay, or series of essays/lectures, on the fundamental problem of suicide.

    In fact, he was likely influenced by some of the Hellenistic Stoic philosophers. Most of them were supportive of a person's right to terminate their own lives.

    Aurelius is a personal favorite, and I have read through his Meditations a few times over the years.

    But The Stranger and The Myth of Sysiphys are relatively light reading and, I admire the Shulginsrespect, because they were the original diversified drug supply
  13. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by SHARK Catch 22

    Joseph Heller novel?

    Or are you describing the number of STD's you contracted this weekend at the public bath houses?
  14. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Technologist I can understand his point Specs. Any child can approach their parents and tell them they have pedophilic thoughts. Not sure, but they are probably born with these tendencies, similar to gays. And if anyone likens pedophiles to gays, there is a difference. What goes on between gays is consensual, child sexual assault is in no way consensual.

    So any group of people, with any mental illness should be treated with compassion. Having said that, I don’t want or need to have it shoved in my face by Sophie or Benny/Vinny. Sophie seems intellectual, and seems to be able to carry a conversation without bringing his proclivities into it, but not Benny. He posts his sick thoughts all over this place, and you can bet I’m gonna take up for the victims.

    Benny's a unique character unto himself.

    I sometimes think he's just an opportunistic troll.

    I mean, one day it's CP/pedo stuff, the next it's high res man-on-man penetration pics.

    I just really can't tell with him.
  15. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by WellHung How did your parents betray you?

    LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG story.

    I'll share if you'd like. But it is pretty personal so I it would kinda hurt my fee fees if I typed it all out and it wasn't taken seriously.
  16. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Octavian Yeah around that year. I would very much like to visit all the disolved monastries as well, I love the architecture, or what's left of it. I need to invest in a good metal detector and go sometime. Who knows, I could find some valuable coins 'n shit.

    If I ever came across a life-time supply of money, I'd go treasure hunting. And not just for the treasure (cuz in this scenario I would already be rich), but for the adventure.

    I just need a Fedora (like Indiana Jones)... Maybe a neckbeard and Samurai sword too while I'm at it.
  17. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by POLECAT I went and looked across the river at Canada and I went down to look at Mexico one time but I didnt cross no lines

    Where abouts on the Canadian border?

    If it was the Midwest / prairies region, you didn't miss much.

    Vancouver is dope, tho.

    Toronto ain't bad either.
  18. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by -mal- Lol wut just happened here?

    Just some general stuff.
  19. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by -SpectraL Quiet, pedo whisperer.

    No.
  20. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Oh man don't even get me started on my parents. The most awkward state of affairs is when your parents have both brutally betrayed you AND, on other occasions, been incredibly decent.

    I think my relationships with my parents and step parents are probably why I'm a 34 year old bachelor with no prospects in sight and MAJOR commitment issues.
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