Posts by Madman

2018-05-08 at 12:45 AM UTC in Zanick is a bitch/zok was a trash site

Madman African Astronaut

Also after the whole redneck debacle a teacher failed me on a test that I aced because alluded to something like france and britain were gay for each other and I walked up to the teacher and I said "Do you know how old I am?" and he said something and I said "16 motherfucker" and I faked him out with a punch to make him look like a bitch and then I had to change schools.

2018-05-08 at 12:41 AM UTC in Zanick is a bitch/zok was a trash site

Madman African Astronaut

Oh i've been in some back alley fights and kicked some ass, I fought two guys at once one time and had to get a few stiches afterwards but I bruised and bloodied both those motherfuckers up good and the punch that I had to get stiches in was pretty much the only punch they landed and it was a suckerpunch(i said some shit that didn't sound bad to me but I guess they didnt like it but I wasn't expecting a punch). I landed way more punches on both of them. Its always just shady because you never know if someone is going to call the cops, you gotta go somewhere where there are no bitches. Just you and the guy fighting and people that have the backs of both people so peace is maintained under threat of chaos. I've never done mixed martial arts, I think those guys suck, maybe the pro ones are good but I fought one of those guys and he tried to grapple with me and I knocked him out with my knee cuz you don't put your fuckin head that close to my legs unless your a fuckin pro. I headbutted a guy once and almost knocked myself out, i blacked out for a second, i'm not sure if it hurt him or me worse. I've fucked up a couple people kinda bad, I guy stole 50 bucks from me and his face was FUCKED, entire face swollen and bruised. A guy tried to grab my throat because he was taller than me but he walked up me all chest out and arms up and the second he touched me I blocked it and punched him in the throat with a modified fist and then his friends and my friends jumped in and it was just fuckin crazy, that guy could have died but thankfully he didn't, he started it so i didn't get in trouble but that was some fucked up shit. I had to do it though because the rednecks in my hometown hated me and they never fucked with me again after that, that made a decent amount of people in my hometown not like me and my name is mud there. I really liked a redneck girl though and I almost had her before that but then no more, there was something so beautiful about her and I'm thinking about trying to find her on facebook now and seeing if I can give it another go.

2018-05-08 at 12:16 AM UTC in Zanick is a bitch/zok was a trash site

Madman African Astronaut

Originally posted by ohfralala You should join a fight club.

I"ve been a member of several martial arts gyms and some of them didn't like me that much because I spar pretty aggressively. But i'm like preparing for real fights and not trying to be some kung fu master. There was this one guy that would never call my body shots so I just had to do nothing but head shots when he was around so they wouldn't ignore them. Finally they made me spar the black belts when I was a few belts below them but I would still beat those guys sometimes. SOME people at SOME gyms didn't like me because of that but a lot of other people were cool with me and were glad for the challenge. I really need to get back into that.

2018-05-07 at 11:41 PM UTC in whats your tats?

Madman African Astronaut

I've got an automically(whats that word?) correct heart over my heart that is black and dark blue as a nod to my favorite book, a heart of darkness, its also got some colored veins in similar to cover art of the book rant by chuck palanuik. Then I've got red lungs over my lungs that looks like tree branches a little bit that was the design of an incubus t shirt I had and wore to lollapalooza when I saw RATM and radiohead play and I just love the art and it reminds me of those shows and the crowd there where I really felt at home and flirted with this hot black chick that had a shirt that said "Smack my bitch up" and i was in love with her. Then I've got I've the bones of of my right arm and hand outlined and filled in with some shit similar to my avatar, then a plain black sleeve above that because I didn't know how to end it. I never wanted to get tats that were visible in a shirt but I play in bands and play shows and it just looks cool as shit when I play the guitar. I've also got a hammer and sickle that I'm a little embarrassed of and don't really know why I got but I just love the aesthetics of Russian cold war era propaganda. I might go over it or just go full crazy and get stalins face tattooed somewhere, idk.

I take my shirt off when I play shows and I just might be the coolest motherfucker there. I really feel at home at shows and actually like the people there.

2018-05-07 at 11:24 PM UTC in We have a moral obligation to stop eating meat

Madman African Astronaut

I think cowardice is objectively immoral, you have to shoot people that run away in the back so everybody knows they can die fighting or die like a coward.

2018-05-07 at 11:18 PM UTC in Zanick is a bitch/zok was a trash site

Madman African Astronaut

The "butthurt/triggered" shit was used effectively like the original time it was used and then it just became trolling democrats. I like conflict, its what I know, when people get along I have no place, I don't know what to do with empathy.

2018-05-07 at 10:59 PM UTC in We have a moral obligation to stop eating meat

Madman African Astronaut

Adam and eve ate an apple, consumption of a living thing is the original sin and why babies are baptised. It is a sin to consume any living thing and we have to accept that we are sinful. You denial of your sin makes it worse.

2018-05-07 at 10:52 PM UTC in Zanick is a bitch/zok was a trash site

Madman African Astronaut

YEah styrofoam works, you can also add small amounts of oil and sugar, I add some black powder to make it sparkle for the ladies.

2018-05-07 at 10:46 PM UTC in We have a moral obligation to stop eating meat

Madman African Astronaut

"So I should kill animals before they can all starve to death in the wild? I can't believe I never thought of that. It's almost like a hideously flawed syllogism just vomited out of your mouth onto the keyboard."

No proper conservation techniques should be put in place and humans should become the predators when there are none or not enough to do the job, exactly what is being done now. I never defended factory farming and I'm actively working against it by farming bug colonies, what the fuck are you doing?

2018-05-07 at 10:42 PM UTC in We have a moral obligation to stop eating meat

Madman African Astronaut

It happened in roanoke before people knew about prions, alot of people still don't know about prions. I won't be eating people because I have my bug colonies.

2018-05-07 at 10:30 PM UTC in Zanick is a bitch/zok was a trash site

Madman African Astronaut

Originally posted by ohfralala Did not read

I addressed you and your crew in it, your desire to be a part of the cool kids is sad. This is a place for outliers and not people that need to be in a crowd that has their back.

One more thing zanick, I hope you can appreciate the irony of talking about my "public perception" while posting on this site, I know that wasn't a joke and I know you aren't as smart as you think you are.

2018-05-07 at 10:26 PM UTC in Zanick is a bitch/zok was a trash site

Madman African Astronaut

Also post your moltov recipe from memory and be specific to prove you are legit, if no one does this I'm linking every feminist subreddit and site to this place and super left nazi hating anarchists, that would actually be fun so if you take it as a threat your a bitch. I'll post my recipe after I get atleast one person that can do it because honestly i'm not sure if there is one out there.

2018-05-07 at 10:22 PM UTC in Zanick is a bitch/zok was a trash site

Madman African Astronaut

I wasn't going to keep going with this until I actually remembered who zanick was when someone mentioned your sister. You were a shitty mod on a terrible site and the only thing I know is fuck the mods and moltov everything, nobody is fucking the mods and nobody here has moltoved anything.

My point is this, you accused me of something like, you wait for other people to believe you to make something true, I literally called this your schtick before you accused me of it and its fucking timestamped. NObody was even on my side so tell how exactly would this be a technique that I could use? Its old school fascist technique and literally exactly what hitler did when he invaded poland. Then you have the audacity to call me manipulative, same thing again, and its timestamped. There are a million things to call me, true and untrue, but manipulative implies a certain amount intelligence so i'd take it as a compliment if I thought you were sincere. I keep hearing "zanick is smart" but if you deny using this technique and are sincere about it then you are actually very dumb.

Lastly I have to address your insufferable white knight bullshit, Dr. Zanick diagnosed me over the internet and now has to protect those girlies from me. I humored you because it was something I enjoyed talking about and its a technique to talk about something I'm passionate about that makes me look good. Take your white knight shit over to the feminist camp you insufferable bitch. You are not the authority on abuse or narcissism, I won't belittle you about your sister, but I had a sister that was a tyrant too and it only mattered because she was my parents golden child. Take your dumbass diagnoses and shove it up your ass, the girls I am with are treated very well and also sometimes have bruises on their asses that they consent too.

Zoklet was a trash site, totse closed, we read, we knew, then it was time to do and a bunch of you pussies just sat behind a computer and shitposted on a trash site, I bet you didn't even use any malware. Zanick accepted a mod position and from what I here abused the shit out of it, regardless of how he used it, hes a fuckin mod.

The new users here, your usernames and avatars are shit and until you post one thing of actual meaning you can't really even call yourselfs space niggas. I know you will post in my thread to try to piss me off but your deluded yourself, I'm just an angry person and I have learned to enjoy it, it gives me energy and sometimes I am a dick for the smallest reasons. So by all means post here, but I dare you to say one thing that actually means something to you, it can be completely irrelevant i do not care just do one thing that isn't shitposting.

Also welcome back infinity, you are the absolute god damn worst but this place isn't the same with out you. I'd say spank lanny for banning you but I don't know why you got banned and I don't want to know why.

2018-05-07 at 9:46 PM UTC in Heres some shit

Madman African Astronaut

No the secret to being a good author is making a good title, they say "You can't judge a book by its cover" but if you can't make a title that draws me in why the fuck should I believe you can write a book? Also it wasn't meth, it was some brown shards molly.

2018-05-07 at 9:37 PM UTC in We have a moral obligation to stop eating meat

Madman African Astronaut

I seriously thought this thread was parody and never clicked on it until the other day. Do you know what happens to animals that only eat grass when there are no predators around? They grind their teeth down to nothing, can't chew grass anymore and then starve to death. If they are lucky they live long enough for that to happen, more likely they will starve to death in winter when there is nothing to eat because there are too many of them for the environment to sustain.

I hunt with skill and give animals an instant death so tell me, why do you want animals to have a prolonged and antagonizing death?

Also your quantification of how many animals you haven't eaten is wrong, you've never butchered an animals and have no idea how much weight is actually eaten from an animal.

Fuckin city kids, here's a good illustration of how the real world works. In the 1980's a plane crashed in the andes, it was carrying a soccer team, successful and normal people. They ate their dead just like has happened many many times in the past. Everyone says "I would never be a cannible" but the truth is you have never experienced hunger and you have no idea what you would do if you did, but I can tell you, you would dig up a dead body and eats its brain under the right circumstances.

Your argument is so stupid that I thought you were joking.

2018-05-06 at 9:50 AM UTC in OG Tosteans... come here... I want to meet you!

Madman African Astronaut

Good thing you didn't read it alda because it talked about how I wanted to destroy nazis faces with my hatchet, then scalp like an indian, then desecrate their body like a white man. That would have been embararassing. You know when I said you and riser were my favorite nazis? Well that was kind of a joke, I know riser has suffered alot fromm differant things and that makes me happy, and I know you suffer from some mental illness and that makes me happy too. In prison we might be friends but only bitches go to prison, seriously, id murder you and Id get away with it, I got connects and solid friends from differantly places in the country and thousands that I've made trading crypto, Id go take a sexy girl on a date in front of a public camera and you would get murked by my buddy that I can trade favors with or just pay him off with bitcoin. None of you motherffucker know how to commit crime and maybe you read, and maybe you knew a few things, but you didn't DO SHIT besides sit behind a computer. You should all be very prepared to experience everytype of the scary neurochemicals but your all pussies. You can't fight, your out of your leage anytime shit hit the fan, you should be thriving in this shit, you should be reprogramming yourself through hand to hand combat training but your not. You are fucking pussies, so please one person here tell me how og totse they are and what exactly did you do? How many cops have you fucked up and gotten away with it? Did you actually moltov anything or did you just say it? You are fucking observers, I've made myself a con man and I fucked shit up and I did it the right way to where the cops couldnt proof shit. Fuck you pussies

2018-05-06 at 5:58 AM UTC in Heres some shit

Madman African Astronaut

lol you read part of it, I thought this was niggas in space and saying fuck you and calling someone pussy wasn't really personal. I like hamp, I think hes a decent guy and I called anyone in general a pussy that can't read it because its not a fucking novel, I wrote it in like 45 minutes and anyone who is decent at reading can read it in five. You write that much and see how much of it you remember at the end of it. Hamps a good guy and I may have called him a pussy because we aren't bitches here and take shit personally. I've never really liked you though and when I call you a pussy you can feel free to take it personally if you want. I've got the balls to admit I probably have asbergers, which is a pretty damn high functioning form of autism, guess what, I also love jedis and I'm a fucking commie, fuck your right wing bullshit, my left wing anarchist crew would fuck any movement or person on the right up. Left wing commie ass anarchists have been around for a long time and we know how to do shit, your right wing shit is brand new and only around because "I"m tired of the left and now I like the right" seriously the only reason the right wing has any weight is because of REPUBLICANS, not your young ass libertarian anarcho capitalist bullshit. Republicans are so god damn retarded, they literally put obama in office because they were so easy to make fun of by left wing propaganda like colbert and jon stewart, if that propaganda was still around to the same caliber trump wouldn't be in office. You got a problem with me being autistic fuck you bitch, You think I didn't edit that out on purpose? you think I don't know what that means on here? I'm also like half native american and I fucking love jedis. Fuck you nigga, i'll stomp your ass in any debate about any of the aformentioned topics, I'm making a stand because I want to know how EVERYone feels about the right wing nazi shit on this site because if everyone supports its I'll leave but not before I spread around my commie propaganda , its called asbergers motherfucking, its highly functioning and its why I can play the guitar like a professional and make better music than you could ever dream about. I make music, I make culture and that culture isn't welcoming to shithead like you. I put on shows like its the last punk show in in 1989 and its all hardcore original genuine rock and roll with no computers or pedals, only an overdrive chanel through a beast ass marshal that will make the hairs on your necki stand up. Seriously come at me again with that lazy ass one liner shit, you only do that because you think everyone here is a hive mind is going to have your bakc, I say lets see, who here is a new age right winger? and who here thinks autism is a dirty word? Omong those that do, can you trip like I do?

You need to change your user name because A.spirits don't exist and B. your a piece of shit right winger and you never even pretend to be spiritual, I can put up with it with dirty hippies because they create inclusive communities but from you? Naw man, you know you have no spirit and you've taken acid too many times and are probably a little spacey.

Also I'm not on speed, I took a long bike ride after sitting around all winter and got a great dopamine boost, thats what beaing a psychonaut means to me, its all about the natural neurochemicals because you're not exploring anything with drugs because its all been done before. I've got on nuerochemistry and can get pretty high off natural chemicals from doing shit. One time a girl was giving me them eyes and I went over and sat right next too her, touching her, and it was better than a hit a of heroin, that was way outside my typical behavior because I don't touch girl unless I ask first, a girl did the same thing to me once so I tried it out on someone else. How many times have girls approached you in your life? Because not counting giving me them eyes I've been catcalled or approached atleast 8 times and fucked everyone of them. So how bout that, also I can pass for native american or white, I've got very braod cheek bones, dark hair, and a permanent tan, so how bout that? How does your white ass genetics compare to that? On my other side I'm fucking german master race and built like a motherfucker, like ive said before, nobody, especially weak ass short fucking white mother fuckers call my bluffs ever, I draw a line in the sand and no single white man has ever crossed it, a black guy or two, but never a white guy. I don't get why you think whites are so great, most of them are short and small and probably have small dicks, I have to be careful when I fuck girls because my dick will hurt them and I can't even put it all the way in. So tell me again whats so fucking great about being you or whats so fucking terrible about being autistic? Because all I get from the people that matter, pretty girls, is 'Youre so smart" "Your so good at guitar" "Your dick is big" and my favorite "your not like other guys" I put the bar higher when I get with a girl and then your weak ass game probably doesn't work on them.

Again fuck you, please come at again with that weak ass shit because like I said I didn't post this here on accident, I'm seeing what everyones true colors are because I'm sick of getting into moral arguments and then them saying "I have no morals I"m a nazi" which has LITERALLY happened. I'm changing whats ok here or I'm leaving.

2018-05-06 at 5:09 AM UTC in OG Tosteans... come here... I want to meet you!

Madman African Astronaut

I'm og totse, when I first found totse I was good little christian boy and I went into the forum to debate about god and potentially make people believers but I got my ass handed to me, for other reasons I stopped believing in god but I cut my teeth debating people there, alot of it was about god and such but I'm really grateful to those people who taught me how to debate and made me a stronger writer. I wasn't by any means a major player in the original totse and I doubt anyone would remember me but I loved the text files and tried alot of them out and really fucked some shit up in high school. I wrote a few text files that I'm pretty proud of but mostly I was just glad to be a part of totse because these people were fucked up like I was and I was surrounded by people who were shocked at things that didn't seem that provacative to me. I really loved the original totse and I'm really glad I was a part of it even if I was just a small fry.

I've always wondered since after more discussion with some of the members here and on totse2, how nazi/racist was the original totse? I was way left wing and was involved in some anarchist groups after high school and it really surprised me to find racist people on here. I used to carve totse into abandonded places I went and even told some of my ethnic friends about it before I realized that there was a nazi/racist element here. I can laugh at racist jokes and don't give a shit it if puts me at odds with lefty yuppie college kids but its more than just a joke here. So how much of that was in the original totse because I just stuck to a few threads in the forum and never came across any of their dumbass propaganda in the text files, somebody tell me because I'm really curious.

I mentioned this in my wall of text but I love jedis, I think they build strong communities and thats why they are successful, I've always found older people especially to be a little incompetent so I don't buy global conspiracy shit but I think that if jedis do run the world then that is their natural place because they build the strongest communities, like how you can be an athiest and still be a jedi. When I admitted to not believing in god in my christian community i was fuckin out there, people hated me for it and treated me like shit, christians build weak communities to me and I'm what you cal an EAT THE STATE anarchist, most anarchists(not anarcho capitalists or right wing "anarchists") are smash the state anarchists, which I think is stupid but I still had fun fucking shit up with them. Eat the state means make communities so strong that it makes the government redundant, I think this is the only real way to be an anarchist but anymore I've dropped the "make the state redundant" part and just want to build strong communities. This doesn't jive with most left wing anarchist groups and after I've had my fun fucking shit up with them there is too much of an ideological difference for us to stay together. They are fucking idiots, if you destroyed the state of america, russia, china, and probably some south american cartels would march in and be the new dictators, America has to be a superpower no matter what the cost, we are too far in to back out now. I don't give a shit how immoral america is, the non violent exchange of power is enough for me to support it and atleast call it the lesser evil. I always wanted to join the military since I was very young but when I was 18 they were waterboarding people without a trial and I was just like, I won't die for this shit and instead met up with differant anarchist groups and learned some things from them. I was arrested in the 2009 g20 summit but wasn't charge for all the shit I broke, just protesting without a permit which is something I feel no shame about. I also did alot of work with honeless people and made friends with alot of them, even the crazy motherfuckers, at my best i believe anarchist starts at a personal level by dissolving the social hierarchy and everyone instantly becoming peers. At my worst I say "death and hatred to mankind" society is sinking not swimming and I want to push it under the water because I would thrive if all industry in the world shut down and there was an apocalypse of sorts. Its something that i'm basically alwaqys preparing for but don't actually believe will happen but preparing for it is what I like to do so whatever. So as an og totse member this is what I represent, i'm left wing hardcore and love the communist manifesto, I have a hammer and sicle tattoo fully knowing "communism" is responsible for millions of peoples deaths. This was the natural course for me after totse was no more which happened the same year I graduated higgh school, this is why I'm surprised to find nazis and racists here because I thought left wing anarchist was the natural progression of the original totse. I was foolish then but I still want to represent it because I think it deserves to be part of totse. I truly fucked cops shit up and got away with it and have not one single misdemeanor on my record. I don't know what totse actually was because I was young when I was a part of it but its something that was important to me and the only reason I post here now. Totse is dead, except on my hardrive where I'm still making text files, the best ones I've ever made full of shit that I did to cops and got away with and how to commit crime and get away with it along with some con artists shit, all of which I have put into practice and isn't just theory. I don't share them because I don't trust really anyone with that information, I can kill a person with one strike and that knowledge is a responsibility along with all the other crazy shit I know that you would have to be a crazy bastard like me to do. If anyone wants I can tell you some of my cop stories because they are fucking insane and I got away with all of it. Anyways I don't even really know what totse was, especially the forum, to me it was just raw data that I was crazy enough to put into practice as well as some smart people that taught me how to debate and showed how to not let words control me and to not be offended. I use alot of this shit offensively now because everyone is still the same domesticated bitches and I am here to teach them the same things I learned on totse. They don't like me for it but they are stronger for it and come on motherfuckers, look at the hardcore motherfuckers in russia that were borne out of the most intense suffering the world has ever seen, you need to be prepared to fight them, not because you will have to but because they exist and you must be prepared to fight the smartest and most hardcore enemies that could possibily exist. I'm way overprepared for most americans but I truly believe I am teaching them to be stronger because I cannot stand weak men and if an environment allows men to be weak then I will invade that environment and change so they can no longer be little bitches. American culture discustes me, I don't really watch tv but there is cable in the house I live in and there are these progressive commercials where this same guy is made out to be such and beta piece of shit and loser and I seriously want to hire this actor to have him kick some ass or just get fucked in the ass by a big black dick because it is discusting, they would never depict a woman to be such a bitch and i hate the actual actor so god damn much. Today my roomate was watching these retarded home makeover show and some middle aged guy said "To me a bedroom should have alot of pillows" and I just wanted to beat the shit out of him. If we fight russia we are fucked because they dont allow that pussy ass shit over there. You should live in a room with just drywall, a computer, and a small bed with 2 pillows maximum because the decadence of so many choices is disgusting. I hope russia kicks our asses because american culture sucks SOOO much, if you get your ass kicked you deserve to get your ass kicked. I would do fine in prison and I believe I could just join russian forces because I think we are on the same page. I drink prison coffee and am always careful around other races because there is a tension there that I don't trust. I'v had some great black and native american friends but I don't turn my back on them because I never know when they might decide i'm a privileged white boy and fuck me over? I fucked a black kid up and made him walk funny for a while because he called me a privileged white boy and his native american roomate totally had my back and beat him up again when he wouldn't drop it. Retarded leftists say black people can't be racist but they sure as hell can, I don't give a shit if they don't like me because i'm white but if you disrespect I have to kick your ass. I'm part native american and I've always gotten along better with them, but when they start imitating black culture I call them out because its weak shit, make your own culture and don't act like a retarded rapper, if they were as hard as they say they were they would be in prison. Anyways I'm noticeably native american and my dad and grandpa are even moreso, I can call myself white or native american and people accept either one. Thats why i'm curious about the racist shit around here because honestly I love my native american heritage, I want to hunt buffalo and cut peoples scalps off. At the same time I'm like, indians agreed to trade with europeans and that was a choice to trade cultures with europeans and they won the west fair and square, Indians put up a damn good fight and they killed many white men but whoever wins deserves to win and I'm caught somewhere in the middle. I like the warrior indian tribes like the apache who were fierce as shit and I also love the settlers like daniel boone. Either way I'll fuck your nazi face up with my hatchet, scalp you like an indian and desecrate your body like a white man, or we can just never meet and that fine, I don't want to censor nazis but I would kill them if they ever gave me shit about looking like an indian in person. Ladies love my native american looks, I've got crazy cheek bones and dark hair and year round tan, on my other side i'm german and ive got an unnatturally wide chest. I'm only six feet tall but my chest is massive and if I don't wear extra large t shirts they look pretty tight and gay on me. I think I got the best genenets because I've got the wild ethnic native american and built like a motherfucker german. I admit sometimes I feel like america is more mine than the average white person and I might intimidate them on purpose but its basically a bluff, I won't start a fight because I think its wrong and because its a legal liability its just that no one ever calls my bluffs in real life because they are pussies and my anger is really intense and like another personality compared to how I usually treat people. I believe whoever wins deserves to win and I fuckin win because america is trash pussy culture, at the same time I call everyones bluff even if its not a bluff, I was about to make a thread about that before I saw this thread.

I took a huge bike ride today for the first time all winter and and got a great dopamine boost out of it and now I'm just writing non stop and off topic but fuck it, I"m totse og, text file author and still creating text files to this day, I don't like what totse means to some other people and I won't give up the idea, I will share it, even with nazis, but I don't think many totse members took the direction I took and I want to represent it as one iteration of totse.

2018-05-06 at 3:30 AM UTC in Heres some shit

Madman African Astronaut

Yeah my wall of text wasn't done, I apologize for not using paragraphs at the end. I don't get it, am I the asshole or is someone else the asshole? I write a ton of shit like this all the time and half the time it gets deleted, it feels good to write and it inspires me a little when I write it. You don't have to read it so don't act like I'm putting you out, I read all of that in 3-4 minutes when I was editing it so maybe you are just a pussy.

2018-05-06 at 3:26 AM UTC in Heres some shit

Madman African Astronaut

r industries cease to function. In fact if the planet got hotter it would save me some money cuz these bugs like to be hot and right now I have to heat them. If this happens all the people who cannot survive in the way our ancient ancestors will be eating each other and going nuts but I will be keeping people alive because I am strong and I am prepared. You are all welcome to eat my bugs if shit gets real but I will take a more active role in the leadership of the community because I do not meet many people who I respect as leaders. OF the people I have met that I do respect as leaders most have been female and this is another example of why we need you females in the real world. You have alot to add too it and you can make it better but not if subconsciously believe you are a princess and you believed your daddy when he told all boys wanted was to get into your pants. I'm a male and I do not just want to get into your pants, I want to spar with you and learn from you and make both of us stronger and smarter people. The way you were raised was a lie. men will never come to the female world because it is nothing but an illusion, you must come to the masculine world because it is real and if you come to me you can be among the great men that built this world and died nameless and poor. It is absolutely thrilling to be a man among these men, you have no idea what it is like to be a part of this giant that is humanity, there are women here too and it is where we all belong, if you die famous and rich then you are not among us, do not believe the lies of the upper class, us poor and nameless people conquered and built this world and we do not partake in the vanity that making our name known to future generations. We are the greatest humans that have ever existed and we have no name and no forture, our blood and sweat moves the world on its axis and we speak with our actions and do not persuade people to join us for money or fame. Our fortune is our honor and the chance to die a heroes death and join our childhood heroes in history. If you see money and fame as things to want then I'm afraid there is no hope for you, you will die with no honor and everything you attain will turn to dust before you even die. There is only one way to join the great men and women who we idolized as children and that is to put your blood and sweat and heart into the world and never expect anything back. Your body produces all these things when you lose then, it is obviously our function to give these things and let our body regenerate them.

Normal people crave to be differant and special. I am very special and heed my word that the only thing to crave is those beautiful times when your mind is synchronized with another human, even if is from a book from a dead author. These are the times when you are truly not alone. I don't hate you for wanting to be differant and special and then calling differant and special people "weird and creepy" because I know that all meaning for a human is in contrast. We can only experience joy as a contrast to suffering, this is why the idea of heaven is flawed and no human could be a part of it. You should rejoice when you suffer because it will mean you will be able to experience greater joy when the suffering ends. If you are normal and crave to be differant and special you can experience this, just find a popular person who everyone likes and find something to disagree with them about, preferable something they are actually wrong about. You will see the cliques form agaqinst you and you will experience what you need to understand about being special. These popular people are popular for a reason sometimes, some people have beautiful natures, sometimes I am mean to these people and hit them in their vulnerable spots, they will not like me for it, but I give them a valuable experience that makes them stronger because they are surrounded by yes men and someone needs to be real with them, I do it because I care about them and you can too, the only thing that keeps you a normal person is these absurd social contracts that dictate who is popular and who is weird/special. This is the time of the losers and the weirdos, tear up those contracts and quit acting the way you have been programmed too and start acting with purpose. You can hate racists like a normal person, or you can act with purpose and forget your kneejerk reactions and actually dismatle racist communities. You have been programmed to be normal and if you crave to be special then I urge you to join me and shed all of your emotions and act with an actual clear mind. You are special but social obligations have rounded off your edges and the most important part of you. I have seen this so many times in real life and especially on this subreddit, the cliques, the cliques that think they can win because they all have grouped together to decide what the truth is. This will never win, your cliques are weak and will fall apart in a short amount of time with me doing nothing to you. The only way to win is to have the better argument or to be the better fighter, your small group of people that stick together because they feel safer is nothing but an atom in the infinite cosmos. What I am and what I create is original and genuine and sinsere, you cannot beat these things because your small group of people do not respect them. I am a man among the men that built this world and I will not be defeate4d except by a better man or woman with bette4r ideas. This is not an easy thing to do, I am a thinker and observered, you cannot beat me because you want to win, you can only beat me with a genuine and insatiable curiousity into the world and humanity and wish that you are blessed with these and that you do beat me, because when I lose, I learn and nothing is more valuable than that. I see plenty of people that are more smart in the book sense than me but they cannot observe or think with the same passion I have because their conditioning has intellectually neutered them. Imigine what it is like to read neatzche (to me the strongest writer of all time) and think, "I reached that same thought all on my own(even though I cannot express it nearly as well) I hope that you can experience this and appreciate what it means to not be alone, until you normal people embrace what is truly valuable (not being alone) our communities will be weak. To be special and unique is a burden and honestly unless your genetics made you that way from childhood you just can't fucking handle it. I move through the atmostphere and recieve the full brunt of the friction that means, you are in a group and probably in the middle of that group and are protected, I have been preparing for this friction since I was born and you need other people because life has not made you strong enough to stand alone. So either be special like you are which will be hard as fuck, or quit treating special people like shit. Special people are like a beautiful mind shit, we are a pain in the ass that operate without the same restrictions as you, you do not understand it and you do not like it because your peers have trained to sign every social obligation put in front of you so you can be part of the group. Beauty will come from being special but not without first much pain and suffering and ESPECIALLY BEING ISOLATED AS FUCK. You can be an outlier but it will be hard and your first mission is to find a popular person who has a beautiful nature and hit them in their vulnerable spots (they will have many because EVERYONE is nice to them and never mentions where they are weak) do this because it makes this beautiful person stronger and it will tear up your first bullshit social contract and you will be acting with purpose instead of just having your respect bought and sold and now your respect will actually mean something. Treat everyone with a baseline respect but do not actually respect anyone that you would not trust with your life, and your childrens life, there are few people out but this will be your first exercize in isolation. PLus you can trust me, even if you don't deserve it I will die for you because it will give me an honorable heroes death.

So this has turned into quite the typing escape but I know a handleful of people enjoy these and I swear to god it is worth the read, you will never read another thing like it. I may not have all the answers but I know I asking the right questions.

You may say like on this star wars thread "What does this have to do with XX?" Well XX is where I live and I'm trying to make a strong community out of it even thought most of you are just passing through and will not stay here. You can ignore me but my words have meaning and I doubt you will stumble upon that meaning yourself, not because you are not smart or capable, but because you are normal and you will never go to a place that does not have a trail through it. I left the trail and made the wilderness my home and you cannot deny the value of something genuine or origihal. If you liked this wait until I am finished with my album, its rock music and and its the best of best of what I can play, and it sounds professional as fuck, I imitate jazz guitarsist(who are the best guitar players) but I simplify it way the fuck down like curt cobaine style and make some real original rock out of it just like curt cobaine. I'm going to go out of state to put a band together to actually finish the album but I will send it back to XX for them to play. Hopefully they will play it because I've been listening to XX since I was 16 and now I'm probably a couple years older than the dj's. Anyways its going to be some bomb ass shit, I've already been working on it for like 2 years and it will probably take another 2 years to completely finish but it will be real rock and roll, no computers no pedals no covers, all original ass hardcore shit that the world hasn't heard since rock went indie and soft as shit.

sorry I don't use paragraphs well but all the times there was a break in my thoughts and I felt like I needed a new paragraph i made one and it just dxoest happen that often.

As always, fuck the mods and moltov everything

Sp what do you think, I wrote this in like an hour and don't really know if it is mad ranting or something worthwhile, it felt good to write anyways. I edited everything that would give away the name of the town but someone could still probably figure it out but whatever, its just where I'm from and I don't live there anymore.

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