2018-06-29 at 10:26 PM UTC
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Humans can only feel joy because it is distict from suffering. That is human nature, try having nothing but free time where you can do whatever you want, you will be bored because you need to work at something for free time to have any meaning. We can only enjoy anything because of the contrast of suffering. I get seasonal depression during winter bad, but thats fine because I enjoy the summer twice as much. This is why the idea of heaven is flawed, to enjoy heaven for eternity our very nature would have to be removed from us. We need to suffer to feel joy, we need to be bored to be exited, we need structured time to enjoy free time. Eternity in "heaven" would become boredom just like not having structured time. Enough time goes by and you crave the end, you want death because human nature cannot only feel good. Humans have nothing to do with infinity, death is the ultimate peace. You can't be human and have heaven.
..... I call this the reverse Oedipus complex. The father is scared the son will dethrone him so he does his best to destabilize the son who probably looks up to him. In frueds case he attempted to pervert the relationship between a son and his mother because his enemy was humanity. You see what this looks like on a personal level in frueds and jungs own life. Jung was the prodigy, he had the nature to take psychoanalysis all the way and frued hated him for this, they had a falling out and because of jungs nature he was more effected by it(it took a sensitive man to unmask the actors of the subconscious), hence why he was in a cabin making himself hallucinate by not blinking. You see this play out daily and thats why as a young man you must not look up to older men and in fact be nothing but ruthless with them. Their place is to teach and they would be safe there but they cannot stand not displaying dogmatic dominance. They were insecure children who grew into old mens bodies, just waiting to die.
Old men who are actually men are great but I'm more focused on ruthlessly destroying the men who are insecure, it is an intolerable trait in men.
Your dad will betray you and every face you punch will be his, any other man you look up to will do the same. Don't be mad at them, be mad at yourself for being weak. Get a keylogger and get that sysadmins password and become a shadow government of your highschool, take yourself and others out of their punishment and gaslight the teachers by putting spelling and grammar problems in the things they write.
I'm a good influence on younger kids, this kid that was like 10 was at the river i go to and he is there all the time and I pass him the rope swing and his parents like me. I took a girl down there in a bikini and I was flirting with her so he could see how to talk to women then I whispered to girl that she should show him her tit because he probably hasn't seen one. She didn't want to and I can understand so I was like can I do it and she didn't say no so I did and he smiled and I felt like a good role model.
I have also rewritten another one of frueds theories about fruedian slips. I mean come on, people mispeak and it doesn't mean anything, check out my thread about nuerochemicals for my theory, I think it is much better and I think the whole thread is a quality post and I would appreciate some input.
2018-06-29 at 9:35 PM UTC
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THE LSD IS WEARING OFF
And thats a concession, what you have no good points to make about how spelling actually does matter when shitposting on a forum called niggasinspace? Its not because they aren't there, its because you have a weak mind.
2018-06-29 at 9:30 PM UTC
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THE LSD IS WEARING OFF
You did not think they might be two differant people, you will never bluff me, I call every bluff even if it isn't a bluff. Grammer wasn't directly related to your comment and your shit is weak. Why is it so hard to just fuck off? You don't even have to apologize or admit that your correction of my spelling was in the nature of an ANAL person. I'm not writing a paper idgaf if my spelling is wrong and nobody else does either. Not even you, you are just anal retentive.
2018-06-29 at 9:21 PM UTC
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THE LSD IS WEARING OFF
Well idk, i took a 30 adderall last night but it seemed weak and only kept me up till 4 am. I slept till 8 and this morning bam, no withdraw, yesturday I was withdrawing a decent amount and took 20 grams of Crouton that didn't even touch me but today its like magic. I just feel fine, any good scripts are two weeks away and all there is is boy. I've stayed away from boy lately because its a tough check to cash. I can get a gram for a bill though and I'll probably have to flip it because...idk thats just what I do, I'll promise myself one shot and then walk away, I've done it before.
So I'm 25 and to still call myself a psychonaut and not a drug addict I have moved on to natural neurochemicals.
My favorites are in no particular order
flirting with and taking risks with girls
jumping off tall shit into water
jumping into freezing water or switching the tap to all the way cold in the shower(I've been doing this since I was like 11 and it is the only way I can wind down after a day of hard work)
Fighting, being punched and pain, I think you have to rewire yourself a little for this one but I wuz a pow abused child so it wasn't hard for me
Thats the big ones, cuddling and giving girls back massages seem to give me nice nuerochemicals but they aren't as pronounced like the others. People talk about runners highs but I cycle ten miles over decent hills and its no high like the formers. Its still nice enough though.
I think its funny when people say adrenaline or shock, each experience like that is really its own little cocktail, being in a car wreck feels nothing like almost drowning and neither feel like when your friends little brother shoots his finger off and hes holding it in his stomache and you think he just shot himself in the stomache. Its all differant, adrenaline can't be boiled down to one feeling.
I almost drowned when I was about 4 and once you get past the fear and just give up it really is so peaceful. Don't tell anyone this though because people hate you when think death is the ultimate peace.
So am I missing anything? PLaying a show is pretty good I guess but I don't like having alot of peoples attention on me and like to operate in the shadows.
The important thing is to never be caught off gaurd by nuerochemicals you have never experienced. That is what I called a fruedian slip, someone gets in their first car wreck and what do they do? Their behavior in these situations can show a lot about them. My first car wreck I wasn't worried at all. A fence post came through the window inches from my head while the car was going 80 but to me its like being in a plane and you just feel alright. The car was totaled but the radio still worked and while me and my friend inspected the damage "rollin down the street smokin indo sippin on jin a juice" was still coming through and its a funny memory.
2018-06-29 at 8:35 PM UTC
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THE LSD IS WEARING OFF
I see nothing wrong with what I wrote except no comma so show me whats wrong and I'll pat you on the back fur real. Don't take it personally bud, just don't correct me on asinine shit, grammar and spelling are always irrelevant, tell me something I don't know and start a real conversation.
drugs are kosher here and I'm not even withdrawing right now
Go to the worst places in the world ie a club. Young dumb girls will be there because they have bad taste. Get a beer and sip on it and look around the room and wait for a girl to look back at you. Approach girl, be yourself except confident and not a douche bag. Convince girl to go to a)your place b)her place c) the bathroom before you get too shitfaced because these places make you want to drink. Then fuck her and give her a good time and maybe she will call you or if you really like her call her. This is what you do everytime you want to masterbate, if you get good at this try it at places that don't suck and then gee golly what do you know you have real confidence and you don't have to be an insecure bitch anymore.
If you are ugly then work out and get a good body and it will work fine.
Your welcome you miserable fucks
I'm currently working flea markets and farmers markets and not doing too bad, I might actually have something in common with these girls.
its ok that you have a small dick, you don't have be insecure. This is a quality bad ideas theory put into practice, while the lsd might not make them trip, its a good way to piss people off and some drug if not lsd could potentially get someone high from a transfusion.
All I see when men are bitchy is small dick small dick small dick, you are a drone quit acting like girls.
2018-06-29 at 6:56 PM UTC
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THE LSD IS WEARING OFF
I don't know you sound like the pretentious asshole so I'm leaving the technicalities to you and I'll focus on big picture stuff.
2018-06-29 at 6:52 PM UTC
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Most People Are
Waking LIFE is a movie made by rotoscoping like a scanner darkly and it literally has the plot line of a dream. Its a weird movie unlike other movies and worth a watch, and if you haven't seen a scanner darkly then watch that too because its just good ok, like a fucking classic.
Other movies to watch
Natural Born Killers
Seven Psychopaths
idk, other people add too this list of the best movies that there are.
2018-06-29 at 6:43 PM UTC
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THE LSD IS WEARING OFF
No fuck church, just never blink and stare at one spot and you will start hallucinating. Carl Yung used to do this in his cabin by a lake.
Those other people are such fags and we need our own special club. feel me brotendo?
You can hire me as a prostitute and I'll give you the first six inches free.
Sometimes I take some acid and then wait a couple hours and give blood. Am I a bad person?
