Posts by The Self Taught Man

1. 2017-03-13 at 9:28 AM UTC in Fun and Harmful Drugz
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by Sophie Maybe if you mega dose. 300+mg of MDPV all at once, but the symptoms developed fully after 4 days of using +/- 35 to 50mg throughout the day incrementally without sleeping. It is hard to kill someone with stims unless they have a serious heart condition. But overdosing on them is really unpleasant. And prolonged exposure to high doses, especially of MDPV will make the psychosis set in faster.

   
   if you keep redosing in psychosis do you get superpsychosis?
2. 2017-03-13 at 9:24 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   im in a state of near complete separation from the human condition, so i watch music videos of girls the way other people watch cute cat videos. i need some malicetism right now: are there nootropics that effectively treat apathy? if i can enhance my emotional responses to stimuli i think i'd be a lot less likely to get myself into drug mayhem all the time. i live in a state of not feeling anything maybe 80% of the time, i'm not depressed at all, but my experience is so monotonous sometimes i prefer my nonmedicated states of panic attack ocd depression because at least i'll have something to be preoccupied with.
   
   i actually have very strong emotional responses to things at time, but my affect is shallow so whatever mental breakdown i have, i'm usually over it in a few hours and then i forget it ever happened. medications prevent these emotional breakdowns and so increase the emptiness.
3. 2017-03-13 at 9:19 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   I get what you mean, but what you mean is not what you said
4. 2017-03-13 at 9:19 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   lol you don't get what i mean. you're not on my level yet, probably will never be.
5. 2017-03-13 at 9:18 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   Girls are other people though so they wouldn't exist
6. 2017-03-13 at 9:17 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   in a world where other people don't exist you just spent your free time watching videos of girls doing things
7. 2017-03-13 at 9:16 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=74TP8QhupLU
   
   video gets ultra wat near end
8. 2017-03-13 at 9:10 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by puffy butts he can just choose to not respond dumbshit

   
   No fuck. Inability to understand sarcasm: check.
9. 2017-03-13 at 9:09 AM UTC in new btc thred*+a dark age*+ &^
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   Pump and dump shitcoin
10. 2017-03-13 at 9:07 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Originally posted by Dargo Can't lie, huh? I'll need your full name, address, DOB, and SSN. Please and thank you.

    
    he can just choose to not respond dumbshit
11. 2017-03-13 at 9:06 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Originally posted by puffy butts My whole personality is a lie

    
    You don't have a personality. Autism is not a personality.
12. 2017-03-13 at 9:05 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Originally posted by Hash Slinging Slasher This is why I quit lying
    
    But one thing I've learned since I quit lying:
    
    Most people don't actually want the truth.

    
    Can't lie, huh? I'll need your full name, address, DOB, and SSN. Please and thank you.
13. 2017-03-13 at 9:05 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    My whole personality is a lie. Well, depending on who I'm around and the context I'm 4 or 5 completely different people. I don't believe in coherent ego and think a human is a dynamic state adapting to it's environment.
    
    Anyways... Drug cravings are unbearable. It's like physical pain but doesn't hurt. If you were deprived of water for 3 days wouldn't you drink from a swamp? I have no problem being clean for a few days at a time but once my brain resets itself into normalcy from whatever damage I've caused, it says "wow, that was intense, let's do it again!". Is this going to be the rest of my life?
    
    Post last edited by puffy butts at 2017-03-13T09:08:08.358591+00:00
14. 2017-03-13 at 9:04 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Except for my drinking. I still lie about that
15. 2017-03-13 at 9:02 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Originally posted by reject It's so fucking hard to keep track of the lies you've told sometimes

    
    This is why I quit lying
    
    But one thing I've learned since I quit lying:
    
    Most people don't actually want the truth.
16. 2017-03-13 at 9:01 AM UTC in Site Updates: Temporary Bans and Tracking
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    I think the forum was doing fine without any moderation. All a mod really should do is delete CP posts and ban spambots, anything beyond that is mostly just an ego trip.
17. 2017-03-13 at 8:59 AM UTC in Site Updates: Temporary Bans and Tracking
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Originally posted by -SpectraL Don't let him fool you with his smooth way with words. He stood by with his thumb up his arse for years while kidiots spammed up decent discussion threads to the point where they were worthless. Now he's all gung-ho about these "annoyances".

    
    Better late than never
18. 2017-03-13 at 8:57 AM UTC in Child Abuse
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Originally posted by Hash Slinging Slasher Every fucking thread you niggers?

    
    It's okay. I made them a new one. http://niggasin.space/thread/8506
    Come join the party.
19. 2017-03-13 at 8:56 AM UTC in Fun and Harmful Drugz
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Hey Sophie, how long after dosing MDPV did it take for psychosis and sleep deprivation to set in? Could those effects be achieved in a single dose?
20. 2017-03-13 at 8:55 AM UTC in Child Abuse
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Every fucking thread you niggers?