2020-02-18 at 5:40 PM UTC
You should. Just doing other stuff than sitting aroundthe house and seeing the same pers9n every day would probably work wonders
2020-02-18 at 6:03 PM UTC
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
does anything work wonders anymore? really? got the finest breeze coming on in on me..stopped snowing and raining...i guess thats working wonders. NOT. can't bear to get up and go out. my misery is all consuming..and finding once vacates spots in me to dwell. over 48 hrs Doc..and its crippling me and you want me doing this 2 weeks. Ugh. Feel like doing something so stupid anything like placing my hands on the stove to see if I feel anything but misery...Pain would be a welcome change. Maybe I'll go up to the bar, WON'T DRINK, and hit on some randoms dudes woman...get the rest of my teeth knocked out. Maybe when I can't chew my food anymore I'll feel like making some drastic positive changes.
and hot buffalo sauce from the chicken bites i had earlier are making me partially vomit up the mouth and right back down. tums, water...this and that its not going away...i'm gonna punch my pussy cat through the wall any second
Doc this is gonna kill me...Gotta buy a bottle soon. Fighting the urge as much as I can but damn this bitch must have control over me and I can't kill her...can you imagine how fucked up the hauntings on my sorry ass will be?
Just give me a prescription(s)...so I can O.D. in Hooker Alley or some shit
2020-02-18 at 7:42 PM UTC
I'll take one for the team
2020-02-18 at 10:10 PM UTC
Originally posted by Dregs
does anything work wonders anymore? really? got the finest breeze coming on in on me..stopped snowing and raining…i guess thats working wonders. NOT. can't bear to get up and go out. my misery is all consuming..and finding once vacates spots in me to dwell. over 48 hrs Doc..and its crippling me and you want me doing this 2 weeks. Ugh. Feel like doing something so stupid anything like placing my hands on the stove to see if I feel anything but misery…Pain would be a welcome change. Maybe I'll go up to the bar, WON'T DRINK, and hit on some randoms dudes woman…get the rest of my teeth knocked out. Maybe when I can't chew my food anymore I'll feel like making some drastic positive changes.
and hot buffalo sauce from the chicken bites i had earlier are making me partially vomit up the mouth and right back down. tums, water…this and that its not going away…i'm gonna punch my pussy cat through the wall any second
Doc this is gonna kill me…Gotta buy a bottle soon. Fighting the urge as much as I can but damn this bitch must have control over me and I can't kill her…can you imagine how fucked up the hauntings on my sorry ass will be?
Just give me a prescription(s)…so I can O.D. in Hooker Alley or some shit
I told you white knuckling and dropping drinking at the drop of the hat is not the way to go if youve been drinking as much as you let on. Get a 30 rack of some gross beer and start with 2 or 3. Drink another every couple of hours. Multivitamins. Plenty of water. Soup or chicken. vegetables. Benzos if you can get them. ANything Gabaminergic.
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2020-02-19 at 12:10 AM UTC
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
seems like i accidently ignored forgotten some of those details. gross beer? why not drink my own piss? fine gross beer can be bought. consumed...?? i might need to be high on something first. i got the water thing down...drinking almost 4 litres a day. I like soups..love chicken. Veggies? ugh. Fine. As for the rest...sounds good. i had an 1hr 45 min nap..and my overall mood is fantastic compared to earlier. so more sleep...??? right? it can't possibly hurt me. maybe if i buy sleeping pills i can get through this much quicker
any way thanks again. you listen better than most real life doctors i have had. you should become one.
2020-02-19 at 12:12 AM UTC
nevermind idk why i asked that idgaf
2020-02-19 at 2:09 PM UTC
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
Had a little slip..
Fallen can't get up..as DMX would be say..
Ugh made it almost 3 days. Fucking so disappointed in myself..yet on the other hand a proud piece of shit.
I'll start back up tomorrow..maybe I don't know. Just wanna feel alive..and this shit is the only thing that does..or close to it does. I hate being sober...I feel utter rage at myself and the world SOMETIMES but most of the time really nothing. I want to..I gotta feel something right now. If I can't feel this way...I'm seriously going to BOOM and I am at a place where I don't care about much anymore.
Sorry Doc C...know you are coming from a genuine place when you reply to me.. Ugh. I know you wanna beat the shit of me. Same here.
Once this bottle and day is gone I will start over.
2020-02-19 at 2:37 PM UTC
Its all good dude. Next time you just need to make it a week or two. And like i said you cant be drinking anything youll enjoy. You need to take care of the physical component so your body is functional, while at the same time not getting hammered and now connecting the thing youre drinking with pleasure/enjoyment.
Ofc i want to see you do well. Addiction and mental illness is fucked and it makes life miserable but everyone loves an underdog /comeback kid story.
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2020-02-19 at 2:40 PM UTC
Also go get a second opinion irl. Imsure Canukistan has all sorts of alcohol treatment docs for the drunk FirstNations people. The doc will prolly prescribe you some stuff tohelp,and worst case scenario if you decide to continue being a sloppy drunk you dont have to go back. worth a shot.
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2020-02-19 at 2:50 PM UTC
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
Yeah I honestly know its worth a shot. Just have to get a lot more tougher with myself and stop many so many excuses...or letting distractions to veer me off in so directions. My mind is just all over the place..yet somehow remain detached from much of it. Leading me to be confused and convinced I need a drink. So weird to make a single post describing it all in a crystal clear way. This brain won't allow itself to be crystal clear to itself or anyone. Very vague and foggy up there 99% of the time UNLESS I got the RAGE on a particular day and its perfectly understood.
I still like to believe I got a lil Rocky Balboa in me. I used to watched that series over and over for any bit of inspiration. Really sad I know but Stallone has always been the father I wanted..and maybe Daddy in the sexual sense. I mean...
Thanks...If I ever make it 2 weeks I will promise EVERYONE on here to post my Hobo with a Shot GUN mug. Beard is getting there. My stache though is getting a lil weird and slowing growing than the beard...which has never happened. Hmm. Plus it will give y'all something to laugh at endlessly my ugly piece of shit mug...shot
2020-02-19 at 2:54 PM UTC
A lot of that feeling is just your brain cells drowning in alcohol but theyre resilient. Im starting to notice differences and its been a little over a year for me. But the recovery time is proportional to how long youve been doing stupid shit. Which for me was a really long time.
2020-02-19 at 2:59 PM UTC
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
Well 29th yr as an alcoholic for me. I hope my brain is the same resilience as yours does when I do seriously do what I'm saying I am gong to do. Life is getting shorter and shorter...my body will say enough is enough...if not fail on me soon with this suffering. I gotta do it soon...more time is not promised.
Any ways..time to get drunk..have fun today..
Slap myself around and get serious tomorrow. Have a good one dude.
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2020-02-19 at 4:18 PM UTC
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
Didn't mean to say "Fuck you" in the other thread. Just fucked up...Canuckian Late Owen Hart had a sayin ENOUGH IS ENOUGH, ITS TIME FOR A CHANGE...HE SPEAKs to me on many levels. Time I can and embrace all thats been right in front of my face all along.
Done. Maybe see ya on the flip side C. The other side is where I need to be..good and evil wise. Thank you for making me see myself for what I've always been Casper.
Later folks...I'll be back once the embracing has taken 100% of me. Hahahahaha. Have fun.
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
Originally posted by Cheyes
Beep
Doctor Dregs here, what the fuck is your problem(s)? Dr. Casper is off on some Italian villa with some understanding beautiful petite cunt thats been there for him lately...she should be raped and killed but the Dr has helped me lately so MAYBE some mercy on her worthless cunt. Maybe not.
Tell me all about your problems...and I will write ya up several treatments and prescriptions for you FREE OF CHARGE because i care so much about YOU.
If you want to sexify me...FREE OF CHARGE UNLIKE THAT PIECE OF SHIT DOCTOR CASPER.
LETS cuddle IF ya don't wanna talk..and IMPREGNANT ME NOW.. Casper isn't around. I will kill the baby asap. Truest Romance ever Cheyes.
Kill the leeches in my ovaries though babe...they ain't acting right. Thanks
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