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2020-05-13 at 2:19 AM UTC in LaterThe only thing I’ve let die inside of me was semen.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-05-13 at 2:08 AM UTC in New surveillance footage shows Armed Robbery walking around construction site
Originally posted by G They should win as well. but w/ the fucking media's "jogging" narrative & idiots like Technologist online, they'll likely feel pressured & go w/ "negligent manslaughter" definitely not murder though.
He could have very well been jogging but he attacked them. Everything prior isn't really relevant in self defense. Their reason for approaching him may have been wrong but so was attacking themThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-05-13 at 1:09 AM UTC in New surveillance footage shows Armed Robbery walking around construction sitethe night footage is from 1:15 or so
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2020-05-13 at 12:18 AM UTC in Death by train or exit bag?
Originally posted by Hikikomori-Fujoshi Where do you work?
It was at my job in 2014. I got medical disability for a year and spent it all on meth and never went outside. My landlord was friends with my boss so they wanted me gone to grow weed there, I was moving out and the place exploded from an electrical fire that reached my chemistry room.
It was a really dark time in my life where I was homeless shoplifting benadryl and huffing paint thinner. About the same time I started to talk to sploo everyday and the triangles gave me hope. I am happy nowThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-05-12 at 11:45 PM UTC in New surveillance footage shows Armed Robbery walking around construction siteoh that is from the police record lol.
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2020-05-12 at 11:42 PM UTC in New surveillance footage shows Armed Robbery walking around construction site
there was mention of flooding in the initial reports, I'm guessing someone pulled this from civil records but don't feel like digging to verify right nowThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-05-12 at 11:32 PM UTC in Death by train or exit bag?hijack the train and smash it into a hospital shipThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-05-12 at 10:30 PM UTC in Anyone used to post on Zoklet
Originally posted by Sudo lol, wariat I fucking missed you. You used to kill me with how funny your polish threads would be. I do remember you admitting to be in PC though and you got Chris Hanson'd and met with some 12 year old girl from the internet before. I think you were living in San Diego or something, if I heard the name I'd remember it. You would post articles about people you were in jail with including one called spider and you got beaten up by another sex offender.
Your stories are hilarious and you're a great poster, please continue, I remember you would flood SG on zoklet with videos about polish ultras. I hope you're exactly the same
have your thoughts on wariat changed over the past year?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-05-12 at 9:31 PM UTC in how many of you ever had sex with someoneThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-05-12 at 4:15 PM UTC in Cart Narcs
Originally posted by Wariat what about wes watson tho? what would he domifmhe met the cart narc?
This is what my friend who is currently serving time wrote to me:
“ok so wes watson is another common ‘guy’ in the feds. They come in all pumped up on shaw shank redemption fantasies & delusions of grandeur wanting to run with "that" crowd. They lie to pump themselves up but usually end up hurting themselves because of it since when stories don't match up people begin to wonder if you are lying because you may actually be a rat or something. The ‘guy’ will come in talking about dealing big dope or making his crime sound worse or different than it was but he will have less time than people who actually did those things get; they usually don't have much time at all and are just passing through. They want to feel part of it though since for them this is just a short ride. First thing convicts think when you have less time than you should for the crimes you say you committed is that you are a rat. They then end up getting pressed real hard to prove they aren't by some very not nice people and if the tough/arrogant act doesn't immediately evaporate at that point then ‘guy’ might get hurt. Usually they get real docile at that point though and explain the truth but if they don't tuck tail after that and still want to live that prison fantasy there are serious convicts who will take advantage of that to send them on ‘missions’ only an idiot or someone being disciplined would do. We call this type of guy ‘The crash test dummy.’
BEST CASE scenario is he spends most his time in SHU. They usually figure out/have a sense for who they can talk tough to and who they can't, their whole demeanor changes when around a cant and no... high level gang members from any gang don’t just go spreading that stuff around. Being a leader or ‘shot caller’ in any sense means more time in the feds so thats never something anyone wants to let come out their mouths.
well its pretty simple, if you have to declare something with a statement like that.... The real killers & big dogs don't need to... everyone already knows.
In fact declaring something like that is one of the elements needed to get a conviction and just isn't touted by people who have really lived that life. The most powerful connected and dangerous dudes I have met are usually really quiet, fly under the radar, don't have many tattoos and almost never discuss illegal activity while alternately laughing at or manipulating the wannabes if not just ignoring them. That being said Im at a med security facility and in the feds being connected to a STG(Security Threat Group) automatically means that a med is as low as you can go WITH GOOD BEHAVIOR. So bottom line if you are documented in that kind of gang and made it to a MED facility (ww has said he was in levels 2, 3 and 4) its because you weren't doing gang time. “
Me: Ok so like can we conclude that if WW ordered others to “put in work” which he talks about a lot like for example cutting up the face of some “chomo” and stuff, he would at least have gang charges right?? Since the feds have an STG task force n all that?
“If he was ordering people to put in work at the level of assaulting a chomo he would NEVER NEVER EVER admit that, since that is a hate crime and he is implicating someone else as well. People who do that ‘work,’ work very hard to make it seem like the assault happened for any reason other than that so they don't get the more severe hate crime. For him to openly admit that a hit was because a guy was a chomo is endangering the person who is ultimately on the hook for that hate crime (which is NEVER done) but also himself. He just also openly admitted CONSPIRACY to commit a hate crime and conspiracy has the least evidentiary rules to prove. If he is really a member of AB he is also opening himself and every other member to RICO charges on organized crime. With those admissions a prosecutor could easily get a conviction IF that had actually happened to anyone while WW was doing time. The fact he hasn't been prosecuted is damning for these as well as the fact that if anyone had done that they would NEVER give themselves up as the leader of the hit which carries more time especially considering there is no meaningful statute of limitations on hate crimes. My guess is law enforcement has probably already examined his crime claims and found a very good reason why he can't be prosecuted... it didn't happen.”
If he doesn't put his cart back, he's just another lazy bones.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-05-12 at 3:44 PM UTC in Let’s see what really happened, shall weI don't get why hate crimes are a thing anyway. The crime is already bad enough. What does it matter if you're racist while doing it?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-05-12 at 1:09 PM UTC in SAN ANTONIO: City Council Unanimously Passes Resolution Denouncing COVID-19 Hate Speech
Originally posted by CASPER When did Texas become such a bunch of fucking pussies?
lol how did they include j3ws in this victim circle jerk?
since the influx of californians and new yorkers moving here lol. nah but seriously, some of these politicians are such ass clowns with nothing better to do. they should be fired for wasting tax payer money for these shenanigans.
It's not racist to use the country of origin to refer to a pandemic. It's been done for centuries, it just fits the dem agenda to make it racist.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-05-12 at 7:54 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentI'm getting high and thinking about how life can be gone in the blink of an eye.....
I'm on some other shit tonight and obviously not near high enough judging by how I'm stuck in my head....The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-05-12 at 4:58 AM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?
My boss, who owns the establishment I work part time told me this song reminded him of me years ago when it came out & he plays it to creep me. Lol I never asked him why, it's so weird, and we rarely have personal conversations. I'm shy & I am genuinely scared of his response. Lol he's a 60+ year old man.
But this one day, he commented on a woman & I dared him to give her his number...he did it, they married in less than 6 months, divorced within 4. KekThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-05-12 at 3:58 AM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-05-12 at 3:41 AM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)CASPER You can say your brain doesn't work but I see it working. I HAVE BEEN FEELING LIKE A PALE SHADE OF MYSELF FOR A FUCKING DECADE. I've literally been making threads about that since zoklet and have only been getting worse. I can tell your brain still fires. Methadone will turn the toughest brain to mush and I can tell you still have an edge to it. I've been doing opiates and many other substances (being briefly addicted to all major drugs and drug groups besides meth although have cocaine and methylphenidate as substitutes) for 17 years (over half my life) and come from a long line of depressed alcoholics. Although my brain is mush and I'm horribly addicted to pills, I'm somehow making more money legally than I have in a long time (or really...ever) and do not feel I am at a risk for returning to prison. Beyond however your brain feels YOU HAVE A LOT TO OFFER THE WORLD AND THE WORLD HAS A LOT TO OFFER YOU IF YOU OPEN YOURSELF TO IT
Bro, I can't pretend to know your situation fully, or even 2% of it, but I do know as an objective observer that your fucking life has meaning and not only to you. You might feel meaningless and worthless but I assure you you are not. You have a story (lots actually) to tell and there will be a resolution and a denouement and a hero and an afterward and maybe a fucking sequel or two. You have a lot to give and offer. The first part sucked but you have to learn some lessons along the way in order to create something lasting. You're just beginning to live man, even if it doesn't feel like it and instead feels like you're sleepwalking yourself to death. It's going to get better if you let it.
I think you need intimacy too. You've got an awesome soul that needs a companion.I think if you find this, or at least a moment or two where you feel a combination that makes sense and you feel less alone, you will feel like you belong a lot more. You deserve a lot man, God knows you do and you're going to get it when the time is right. Fucking watch it happenThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-05-12 at 2:10 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-05-12 at 12:58 AM UTC in How will this work?People here are in such withdrawal of space invasion from social distancing I swear they would butt fuck you in the aisle of Walmart if you let them.
The distancing is awesome, everyone should stay the fuck six feet from each other anyways and give each other some goddamn space. Fuckin faggots all up in my space. -
2020-05-12 at 12:11 AM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
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2020-05-11 at 10:29 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by CASPER Thanks man. That means a lot. Like…i intellectually acknowledge ive improved a lot. And im also a terminal realist. Wishful thinking just doesnt become me. i have to acknowledge that there are some pretty major physical and logostical limitations now. Like im turning 32 pretty soon. Could i take out a loan and start law school this year? Yeah probably. But id be almost 40 before i finished, and be massively in debt. I jst feel like I dont have the luxury of making some of the choices id want to make. Could i move out right now and would it i prove my mental state? Itd be really difficult but i could pull it off. But now that my moms been unemployed for 2 years, and is almost 70, i feel like i cant leave her here. All the years she put up with my bullshit, it seems irresponsible to just let her fend for herself.
I feel like a prolific guitar player who has an arm amputated. Sure you can say “one day ill be able to play again”. But youll never be anything near what you were. And if what you were is something fundamentally important to you. Is a new life of compromise and incompleteness worth living to you?
Im not even like….”sad depressed” anymore. Im just exhausted. And im 31. I cant imagine feeling this broken down and numb if i were 70.Theres just no inputs. Nothing interests me. Nothing feels worth it. Every day is groundhog day. I forget what day it is. What time it is. I forget laundry in the washer and it mildews. I forget I was hungry a d theres shit burning in the oven. I forget im behind the wheel of the car for a split second. I dont feel like ME. “Me” just feels like a little animal in the cave of my head, and all my muscles and bones and ligaments are just this tightly wound fraying cord and wet, heavy blankets stapled into the meat of my shoulders and back and legs.
I have noimmediate plans to do anything. Theres a little toxic spark of hope that always has me think that i can work my way out of any situation. That no matter how bad something gets, i can always game way way through it. But im starting to learn that its not the case. I gave Malice shit bc i felt like he didnt try enough to make things better. So at least im trying. Even though I really dont feel like trying. If nothing else,just being a little bit more of the person i want to be, and less and less of who I was. But i acknowledge that life is chaos and things dont work according to how we think they should and sometimes things just dont get better. I dont think anyone should feel some moral obligation to stay needlessly suffering if theres no need to. Ofc theres the animal anxiety and wanting to stay conscious as long as possible, but objectively theres nothing more special about this hunk of meat and any other.
Idk.
I wish I could give you a big momma bear hug and go for a really long walk, which wouldn’t seem long at all while we came up with realistic goals and an action plan to get you moving forward in the direction that’s best for you. I think you are worth it. I also believe I could help you help yourself and in turn It would help me too.
You are a gem! You just gotta get in the hands of people who know your true worth. I mean that literally.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
