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2019-03-23 at 2:09 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionI had sex with a dolphin once. By mistake of course, it wasn't on porpoise.
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2019-03-22 at 8:53 PM UTC in Benefits of being a girlCan go for a night out without a single dollar on your person and return home drunk with a full belly and a selection of eager lovers to choose from.
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2019-03-22 at 7:12 PM UTC in How can i trick a girl into liking meIf she’s hot-tell her she’s smart and funny
If she’s fat and average-tell her she’s hot
Dress nice,brush you teeth and get a nice car. Keep you place clean. Don’t talk much. Nod and laugh a lot. Every now and then say “I know-right” -
2019-03-22 at 6:28 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionSo THAT'S why I quit coming here
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2019-03-22 at 3:48 AM UTC in Pen IslandDa fuck................
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2019-03-22 at 1:51 AM UTC in Getting on the same bus as Malice
Originally posted by Ghost Nobody loved malice thats why he's dead.
All you fake ass people certainly didn't give a shit about him and just encouraged his degenerate behavior, I was the only one who called him out on it and now you are all crying over something you could have probably prevented if you weren't such brain dead fake fucks.
You are just virtue signalling losers who think Malice liked any of you but actually he hated you all and that's why he stopped posting months before he killed himself.
Exact opposite of reality - are you a jedi? -
2019-03-21 at 8:53 PM UTC in Malice's Autopsy Report
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2019-03-21 at 7:50 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionHe sure did want to make sure it was known he was far into that spectrum. Pro babbly because if you are adamant you're something it's easier to not do anything to change it. Like my depression. oh I am super depressed like high end of the depression spectrum yeah theres no hope for me
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2019-03-21 at 2:20 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by CASPER Well then I'm on the right track.
I know it wasn't like "my fault", but that was just so uncharacteristic of me. I thought he was doing the faggy victim cry for help thing…..but I guess he was in more pain than even I knew.
I honestly didn't even remember I said that, and just knowing what I know now, I really regret it.
I know he got his drugs a week or two before, but I don't think it's entirely coincidence that he checked out as soon as I/we started getting agitated at his constant talking about it.
I mean I still think weekly about the girl I let try coke with me when I was 15 or 16. Ended up going off the rails, injecting bath salts, having a stroke- and is now in an assisted living facility. One of the 3 girls I ever really loved, I think.
I just obsess about how the things I've done affect other people. Not to be melodramatic, but I think this one is probably going to stay with me a bit. I don't even remember saying that shit. Then again I DID put in a solid decade of encouragement and talk-therapy, but that's not what sticks with you.
*shrug*
Hey man, jokes aside I really identify with the way you feel. And I haven't conquered it but I am trying. To that end, I'll make a serious suggestion: try mindfulness meditation.
I really don't like cracker ass neo-spirituality and how it has infested the practice of meditation, which in itself is a powerful tool.
What you might be experiencing in these moments, as I do too, is an identity with your thoughts and your idea of self. Your thoughts are what cause your suffering.
I spent a long time thinking about why I agonize over so much of the past, and I think it's because we value ourselves and our existence "transactionally", as Alan Watts might put it: what we are is how we relate.
I also generally think Sam Harris is not too bright on many of the subjects he talks about, but the Waking Up app is one I'll give him big props for. The guided meditation courses are very helpful to actually understand what you're learning.
Indians are an authority on meditation and Pakis are basically Indians, so you can trust me. -
2019-03-21 at 2:16 PM UTC in BradleyB's Rock Bottom -- Recovery Thread
Originally posted by CASPER I did 4 minutes at a little comedy club nearby a year year or two ago, but it was a primarily black club, so wasn't really geared to them. Mostly I'm just hammering out a set bc I've always been an okay writer and actor, and it's one of the handful of things I think I'd be pretty good at. Not to mention that drug addicted, fucked up, angry, cynical , introspective introvert is totally my MO, along with like 90% of comics.
If I knew you IRL I’d check out your set fa sho. Good luck man, lemme know when you got a Netflix special -
2019-03-21 at 1:42 PM UTC in BradleyB's Rock Bottom -- Recovery Thread
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2019-03-21 at 2:14 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
I don't even have sex with this dude
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2019-03-20 at 11:40 PM UTC in Someone made a mural of the NZ shooter
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2019-03-20 at 6:04 PM UTC in Malice's Autopsy ReportRest in Peace malice, hopefully you find someone to open up to wherever you are.
That report was sad. Not only because his last name was Hernandez, it was sad about the school shooting thing and disappearing for 9 years and his family having no idea. I remember he posted pictures of his cousin before being a teenager at a playground or something if I recall. I remember him saying he really liked her so that was who he reached out too.
It's just sad when you sum up someone as their physical parts and use peripheral witnesses to try to discern their headspace. I have no respect at all for those who commit suicide who aren't complete pieces of shit. Malice is a tragedy tho because it didn't have to be this way if he could just find a way to move forward
Also, +1 for the pics of the fake Scot Iron John. He was a good poster, I should search for him In sure he's still posting somewhere and dumping lots of his own pi -
2019-03-20 at 5:56 PM UTC in I will leave this website forever on one condition
Originally posted by Technologist This is what I thought. So why such anger towards her?
To be quite honest I've never had somebody be so bothered by such simple shitposting. She has the thinnest skin of anybody on this website, and she replies literally every single time I call her a nigger.
I talk shit to probably most other users here and none of them get so bothered as CandyRein. She doesn't know how to play the game and just acts like a victim the entire time. Mostly I just wanted to see when she'd grow a thicker skin, but it's been months now and she hasn't, so she'll probably just be a niggress bitch forever. -
2019-03-20 at 3:36 PM UTC in Where is the line between being a junkie and not?It honestly makes me really happy that so many members of this community, people I've known for years, have begun the path to getting clean and living a mostly sober life.
Things are so much better when you are not fucked up all the time. You get your soul back. You get your mental processing back. You can begin studying and learning and exercising and all that good shit that people tell you to do, but doesn't actually sound like it'll help until you start doing all that shit.
I actually really enjoy sobriety. It feels like somewhat of a gift to enjoy clear thinking this much. I don't think I'd have such an appreciation if I had never been an addict.
Roshambo you're ahead of the game here by cleaning up at your age and I hope you keep it up. -
2019-03-20 at 3:13 PM UTC in BradleyB's Rock Bottom -- Recovery Threadhow was this thread made in 2015?
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2019-03-20 at 4:34 AM UTC in Random Thoughts
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2019-03-19 at 8:17 PM UTC in The totse/zoklet/ect darwin awards
Originally posted by We'reAllBrownNosers LegalizeSpiritualDiscovery may qualify. Getting arrested for beating up his mom
That mug shot…
If he died beating up his mom, that would certainly qualify. It would also be fucking hilarious.
But he didn't.
Again, the Darwin award is for people who die in stupid ways, removing them from the gene pool. Not sure if having offspring disqualifies you or not though. You kinda have won at evolution the minute you have kids. -
2019-03-19 at 7:07 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition