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The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
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2019-03-21 at 4:15 AM UTC
Originally posted by Jυicebox This is the only thing that came to mind for me
He also sold picamilon which was supposed to be good for anxiety but it never did anything for me
Very thankful for that guy, he was the one who introduced me to nootropics
Lol me too. He sold me noopept a few times. It was also my introduction to nootropics. I remember taking 300mg at once because I felt like it wasn't doing anything, and I can still remember a car drive in which I counted to exactly 758 seconds for some fucking autistic reason. Now I take 30mg occasionally and it works great.
And yes mq, kava is a real thing. Get some noble micronized borongoru kava kava root and have yourself a nice relaxing evening. -
2019-03-21 at 4:16 AM UTCAnd yes its Kava. Thank you G.
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2019-03-21 at 4:17 AM UTC
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2019-03-21 at 4:18 AM UTC
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2019-03-21 at 4:20 AM UTCIt tastes pretty good too.
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2019-03-21 at 4:24 AM UTCWell shit that's cool you both remember that dude. That makes me happy. Thanks for making me happy.
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2019-03-21 at 6:03 AM UTC
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2019-03-21 at 6:03 AM UTCkava just makes me sleepy
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2019-03-21 at 6:12 AM UTC
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2019-03-21 at 9:20 AM UTC420 or
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2019-03-21 at 12:34 PM UTCI found 888. He moved to Longview, TX.
Boys is getting quiet, gone and get crunk, head back to Longview 888 poppin trunk.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-21 at 12:36 PM UTC
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2019-03-21 at 1:06 PM UTC
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2019-03-21 at 1:17 PM UTC
Originally posted by Common De-mominator CASPER are you turning into a whore
Well then I'm on the right track.
Originally posted by GGG Nigga, the mere fact that you wrote this tells you that Malice was already going down the path he took. He was posting about suicide A LOT, like almost every post. Could you have not written that, and maybe said more to help him? Probably. But would it have mattered?
Originally posted by Octavian Yeah like GGG just said he'd probably have just picked another day to do himself in.
Originally posted by DietPiano he bought the pento shortly after I showed up and started talking sense to him. I remember that I initiated the convo and you hopped in with me on that ride for quite awhile. Then you left and he got deep deep deppy and drank the purple powerade.
take a fraction of the blame with me if you want, but as with every suicide it's a humungo, premeditated concept for the viccy.
I know it wasn't like "my fault", but that was just so uncharacteristic of me. I thought he was doing the faggy victim cry for help thing.....but I guess he was in more pain than even I knew.
I honestly didn't even remember I said that, and just knowing what I know now, I really regret it.
I know he got his drugs a week or two before, but I don't think it's entirely coincidence that he checked out as soon as I/we started getting agitated at his constant talking about it.
I mean I still think weekly about the girl I let try coke with me when I was 15 or 16. Ended up going off the rails, injecting bath salts, having a stroke- and is now in an assisted living facility. One of the 3 girls I ever really loved, I think.
I just obsess about how the things I've done affect other people. Not to be melodramatic, but I think this one is probably going to stay with me a bit. I don't even remember saying that shit. Then again I DID put in a solid decade of encouragement and talk-therapy, but that's not what sticks with you.
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2019-03-21 at 1:21 PM UTCIs she the chick next to 17 y/o you in that pic?
Also Malice was going to kill himself no matter what. I literally called it multiple times. I know exactly what was going through his mind because I’ve felt it before too, the meaninglessness of it all, but the only difference is my survival instinct is much stronger than his. I would pretty much do anything to stay alive -
2019-03-21 at 1:21 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER Well then I'm on the right track.
I know it wasn't like "my fault", but that was just so uncharacteristic of me. I thought he was doing the faggy victim cry for help thing…..but I guess he was in more pain than even I knew.
I honestly didn't even remember I said that, and just knowing what I know now, I really regret it.
I know he got his drugs a week or two before, but I don't think it's entirely coincidence that he checked out as soon as I/we started getting agitated at his constant talking about it.
I mean I still think weekly about the girl I let try coke with me when I was 15 or 16. Ended up going off the rails, injecting bath salts, having a stroke- and is now in an assisted living facility. One of the 3 girls I ever really loved, I think.
I just obsess about how the things I've done affect other people. Not to be melodramatic, but I think this one is probably going to stay with me a bit. I don't even remember saying that shit. Then again I DID put in a solid decade of encouragement and talk-therapy, but that's not what sticks with you.
*shrug*
Everyone are masters of their own fates, and captain of their destinies. Don't beat yourself up. Just accept what was, know what is, and have faith in what will be my friend. -
2019-03-21 at 1:23 PM UTC
Originally posted by Octavian Everyone are masters of their fate and captain of their destinies. Don't beat yourself up. Just accept what was, know what is, and have faith in what will be my friend.
This is the most cringe fuckin platitude I think I ever read on this site. I didn’t think anyone here was that naive. You were being sarcastic right?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-21 at 1:25 PM UTC
Originally posted by Methuselah This is the most cringe fuckin platitude I think I ever read on this site. I didn’t think anyone here was that naive. You were being sarcastic right?
No you're a fine example. An unemployed, unabashed junkie meth head. Who probably has a predilection for young boys.
That was your life choices. How does that make you feel?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-21 at 1:26 PM UTC
Originally posted by Methuselah Is she the chick next to 17 y/o you in that pic?
Also Malice was going to kill himself no matter what. I literally called it multiple times. I know exactly what was going through his mind because I’ve felt it before too, the meaninglessness of it all, but the only difference is my survival instinct is much stronger than his. I would pretty much do anything to stay alive
Yeah. That was her.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-21 at 1:30 PM UTC
Originally posted by Octavian Everyone are masters of their own fates, and captain of their destinies. Don't beat yourself up. Just accept what was, know what is, and have faith in what will be my friend.
Yeah I suppose if we all obsessed about and traced back every connection, the butterfly is responsible for the tsunami. But actions also have consequences, and it's sometimes uncomfortable how much power our words can have.
