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2019-01-18 at 8:19 AM UTC in Is this a crackhead thing to do?How the fuck are you in Canada with no weed? I haven't smoked for 10 years and I don't remember ever having less than a quarter of top shelf weed to give away to friends n stuff.
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2019-01-18 at 8:13 AM UTC in Do girls eyeball guys junk like guys do ass & titties?
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2019-01-18 at 8:12 AM UTC in Do girls eyeball guys junk like guys do ass & titties?I wish my dick was roughly the same size soft, so I could roll around with trouser tension all day. Unfortunately, being fat isn't conducive to having well defined dick cleavage.
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2019-01-18 at 7:57 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionI wonder who the best singer on NIS is? I want to have an online talent show.
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2019-01-18 at 7:57 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by WE SMOOTH I just asked myself this question even though you didn't ask me.. I've had about 5 drinks tonight over the last 5 hours and just smoked weed. i didn't pop a molly or anything.
I WOULD LOVE TO LIVE THE REST OF MY LIFE P MUCH HOW IT IS NOW.. i am just always afraid the good times won't last and that's a major source of my worries all the time. I want to let go fully and enjoy the present but I always have to be planning for future emergencies and bad shit that I know always happens lol
I'm glad to hear you say that. So even if you could never do any drugs/alcohol again you'd still feel the same? You seem to be on an upward trajectory and that's good. Because we're never in stasis. Always moving upward or downward. And when you're really low, it's so easy to convince yourself that you're on that upward trajectory, when really the fact is that you don't have the energy to give a fuck how bad it is.
But that's cool dude. Hopefully I'll be there soon. -
2019-01-18 at 7:53 AM UTC in ATT: Mal
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2019-01-18 at 7:52 AM UTC in ATT: Mal
Originally posted by -mal- Why on earth would you think I’m talking to you? Lol
I didn't, but this thread was so dead I figured it could use it.
Does that knowledge that deep down, Bill Krozby Is a hurt, uncertain and emotional little boy in need of a mother figure- make you any more likely to fuck him than you are at this moment? Do you think he can be fixed? -
2019-01-18 at 6:05 AM UTC in ATT: Mal
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2019-01-18 at 4:57 AM UTC in ATT: MalIf it makes you feel any better Bill Krozby, we got the same thing going on (facially...Not your other myriad flaws). Above the bridge of the nose, you've got good structure and symmetry. From that point down, we look like Jay Lenos bastard children.
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2019-01-18 at 4:53 AM UTC in ATT: MalMuch like §m£ÂgØLs female relationships.
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2019-01-18 at 4:48 AM UTC in Unban DietTomato
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2019-01-18 at 4:46 AM UTC in ATT: Mal
This thread is now about my compensation beard. -
2019-01-18 at 4:25 AM UTC in ATT: MalYeah but a lot of those drugs have nasty nasty side effects. Like heart attack, infection and being dead.
I probably overstated.It's not super severe if I wash my face every day. But I'm gross soooooooooo.... -
2019-01-18 at 4:19 AM UTC in ATT: MalI have an algorithm i can plug your duck length, body mass, net worth and spiritual trajectory into, to give you your chances.
I think you might be wasting some energy here tho. Why not target new prey who don't now anything about you? Seems like that's be the best way to maximize your chances? -
2019-01-18 at 4:14 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionOf course I'd be neglecting my professional duties of I were to try to give any kind of official medical diagnosis over the internet. That said, it's an avenue to explore.
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2019-01-18 at 4:12 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionWell idk. I think there are probably plenty of people satisfied in what I would call less than ideal circumstances. But if you're satisfied, then there's no reason you'd be depfressed. But sometimes the hardest thing is to crack into your own head, and figure out what you Really feel, minus all the lies you concoct subconsciously. It's like repeating a lie so often that you start to believe it. It happens.
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2019-01-18 at 4:01 AM UTC in Unban DietTomatoFree my dude DietPlano.
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2019-01-18 at 3:59 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by DietPiano The thing is, I've never actually felt depressed, save for the end stretch of my xanax taper. I've never been diagnosed by any psych expect a guy my mother took me too when I was ~10. He thought I was depressed because my aunt's dog died.
My newest one who is absolutely fantastic (probobly a top 10% psychologist considering he's working at one of the most prestigious drug treatment centers in the country) said he isn't dxing me with depression because neither he nor I think I am depressed.
8mg Xanax/day for 4 years will literally mentally scar anyone, I don't care who it is. I literally feel about 5 seconds away from going to the hospital for my pain sometimes, but I rationally know that it's not a good idea and that the pain will cyclically subside in at least a couple hours.
The hardest thing for me is that it's tricky for me to smile or not have a slightly pained expression on my face when it flares up. That's the biggest social hinderance I'm facing. I WANT to smile, but sometimes it's impossible.
I mean gun to your head...are you happy? If you lived out the rest of your life exactly like you are now, would that be okay? Do you have things you're proud of?
You could be right, but I actually didn't realize for a looong time -
2019-01-18 at 3:56 AM UTC in ATT: MalAnd for the record, my beard is primarily to hide my Severe PSORIASIS of THE FACE. And I've always had a weird case of babyface. Now I look like a big boy.
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2019-01-18 at 3:50 AM UTC in ATT: MalNever been big on panties. Never much of a collector in general.
I didn't mean to rustle your jims. But I can continue with an appraisal of your traits- physical and otherwise, if you'd like. I can't stretch back your lips and examine you like a slave auction, but I can do my best.
