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2019-05-07 at 11:19 AM UTC in Your thoughts at the momentWhen i had to take my adopted cat into the vet, I just kept thinking "If she had something seriously wrong, how would i know when to end it?" Its an awful decision to make. I would never want her to suffer, but if she had more time, i also wouldnt want to put her down too early.
I wish i had a doggie tho. -
2019-05-07 at 11:16 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
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2019-05-07 at 11:15 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by Technologist I’ll bet money she is full of joy to have her son back.
I hope she finds something. It can be tough the older you get. There are jobs everywhere here.
She'd be more full of joy to have a job and her son back out of her house. lol.
Yeah im worried about if she doesnt find something. -
2019-05-07 at 11:14 AM UTC in Fralala wants back she wants permission
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2019-05-07 at 11:10 AM UTC in Fralala wants back she wants permissionPermission 2 boogie down:
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2019-05-07 at 11:09 AM UTC in Your thoughts at the moment
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2019-05-07 at 11:08 AM UTC in Your thoughts at the moment
Originally posted by jedi_darryl But i’m willing to put my goals on hold just for a piece of ass. I’m that foolish. It’s something about vaginas that makes you do the mission impossible and being left shrouded in rain because women have the PP. It’s like a jedi mind trick that hypnotizes you the second the tip of your cack slips inside that warm, sweet, juicy, hole of paradise. It’s picture perfect and there’s no greater feeling than that in this world for pussy loving men. This is why i’m afraid. Once I start, that’s it. I’m hooked. Her ass ain’t going nowhere. Poundtown everyday, everymid-day, everynight, everytime I see her, or if she gives me that look even if she doesn’t know it- oh my god let me stop. I’m gonna be alone forever. Vagina is a drug, and it should be scientifically proven.
I dont think youre a bad looking dude, but women smell desperation like a shark can smell blood. Sex will definitely get your head right, but its not going to change much. Gotta stop putting that shit on a pedestal. Honestly my dude just get an escort and go from there. But becoming successful,confident, sociable, consistent and goal oriented is the biggest aphrodisiac there is. An escort would honestly be perfect for you. You get that block in your mind out of the way, and theres no real social expectation from you.
Do you happen to have aspergers or anything? -
2019-05-07 at 11 AM UTC in Fralala wants back she wants permissionShe wants permission 2 what?
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2019-05-07 at 10:59 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionAnd my moms been having weird night terrors lately, so around this time ive been hearing her screaming and i have to go in there and gently wake her up. Shes been having them on and off for years. I feel like its probably stress. She lost her job in October, and she still hasnt found another one. A lot of people dont want to hire a 66 year old woman for whatever reason. :(
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2019-05-07 at 10:58 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by Technologist Do you just skip nights of sleeping? I could never do that, even if I was 30. I’d be a mess the next day.
No my sleeping schedule is just fucked. Usually I sleep exactly 7 hours... from 3am to 10am or so. But I also fall alseep for a couple hours regardless after i take my methadone. Today i went in super late bc i woke up with gnarly back pain, and then the methadone just put me to sleep. Its a fucking mess. -
2019-05-07 at 10:53 AM UTC in Poetry you've enjoyedBukowski kind of grated on me, but i liked his poetry a lot more than his prose.
Originally posted by Constantine Cavafy The City
You said: “I’ll go to another country, go to another shore,
find another city better than this one.
Whatever I try to do is fated to turn out wrong
and my heart lies buried like something dead.
How long can I let my mind moulder in this place?
Wherever I turn, wherever I look,
I see the black ruins of my life, here,
where I’ve spent so many years, wasted them, destroyed them totally.”
You won’t find a new country, won’t find another shore.
This city will always pursue you.
You’ll walk the same streets, grow old
in the same neighborhoods, turn gray in these same houses.
You’ll always end up in this city. Don’t hope for things elsewhere:
there’s no ship for you, there’s no road.
Now that you’ve wasted your life here, in this small corner,
you’ve destroyed it everywhere in the world.
Clearly i gravitated towards being a moody faggot. But more than anything, this just meant to me that its pointless to believe that if circumstances and place had been different, my life would be better. In one way or another, no matter where I was, i wouldve had to fight the same battles im fighting now. -
2019-05-07 at 10:42 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
Originally posted by CandyRein I care about Matt.. he needs to get it together
I’ve known Matt longer than anyone online .. he was a local who was always in my inbox
Then he started posting in the forums lol
Matt you mad you been local in my inbox begging for years and I’ve found love so far away :/ lol
Lie..
Damn. Imagine how much that stings though. All you wouldve had to do was drive a few min away n you coulda grabbed lunch with him somewhere. But something about him was so offputting that you couldnt bring yourself to do it.
Im getting some vicarious cringe, not gonna lie. Stop treating him like a doorMatt, guise. -
2019-05-07 at 10:35 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..Also ASMR is my shit. After years of heroin, sleeping pills n shit dont put me to sleep. But ASMR puts me to sleep in like 10 min. Bob ross late at night was the first time i ever felt that. WHispering stuff and haircut sounds get me every time. Whenever i have to actually go get my haircut, its like i have narcolepsy. Sometimes the barber has to hold my head up lol. This kind of effeminate filipino dude talking about his Jordans is what i fell asleep to tonight:
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2019-05-07 at 10:30 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2019-05-07 at 10:27 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionMornin T.
Im debating whether to go back to bed. 3:30 AM seems a bit beyond the boundary of that whole "early to bed, early to rise" jazz. -
2019-05-07 at 10:26 AM UTC in Do you think that it's strange, or creepy, that Risir already moved from Germany to the United States, after only...
Originally posted by CandyRein Shouldn’t you be getting stomped out by “ niggers” in a bar somewhere stfu mq
Marlon doesnt say "niggers".
Also, i think he was legitimately asking what it was that made you fall so madly in love with our dude.
When he gets drunk. he gets very invested and introspective.
In short- he wants to know what love is, and he wants you to show him.
That is all. -
2019-05-07 at 10:20 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionHI FRIEND
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2019-05-07 at 10:17 AM UTC in Official JB Thread: Uban'd and kiss my ass Edicktion
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2019-05-07 at 5:58 AM UTC in I went out drinking last night.Lets celebrate your sobriety. Ill buy you a bottle.
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2019-05-07 at 5:56 AM UTC in Official JB Thread: Uban'd and kiss my ass EdicktionI wasted my high school years. lol.
Girl were 2 scury 4 me
