1 year and 28 days off heroin. Haven’t even had a drink in over a year and probably 8 months since I smoked weed.
Everything pretty much still the same. Or...idk. Everything feels the same but a lot of things are really different too. I talk to a lot more people. I’m able to be more honest. I do things I should do, even though I d9nt particular enjoy them. I’m able to go to dinner with family friends. And I think it’d been at least 10 years since the last time I took a picture with my mom.
So idk. Shits not perfect but nothing is. Not feeling the earth turning doesn’t mean it isn’t happening. Just gotta keep doin what I do, and be better in little ways each day.
Yeah that would make sense. I guess I just found it weird bc so little makes me angry. And if someone does do something bad enough to make me angry, I would never waste energy typing shit out or trading insults or getting all buttflustered. I’d just spend a few weeks earnestly doing my best to ruin their lives.
My reaction is that hydro seems blissfully unaware of a lot of the chaos she causes and has a lot of excuses for a lot of things but I’ve been there and that’s typical addict behavior. §m£ÂgØL has been strategic enough not to release documents of stuff, so the rest is just “alleged” but....lol. But I guess if it’s between killing your spell and banging dope in a tent in the woods, ya know.,,it’s whatever. But when you have a kid that assessment kinda changes for me.
And as I’ve told §m£ÂgØL before, I sometimes find it strange how he still harbors so much animosity, but the if I had her do to me half the shit he said she did, I’d probably call her a stupid fucking cunt too.
