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2020-02-19 at 5:56 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
Originally posted by ORACLE Just make em urself
Theres only two eggs left bc SOMEONE left a box of eggshells in there, so i thought we had an extra dozen eggs and didnt pick up any extra at the store last night.
And two eggs is just a massive cocktease.
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson Denny's They'll make whatever you ask for…(and yes before you ask, including enriched Uranium)
Do they do real eggs though? Every time ive been its just those weird all-yellow milk carton egg substitute lookin stuff. Which isnt always bad, but itd be nice to get real scrambled eggs. -
2020-02-19 at 5:52 PM UTC in What is a typical day for you?cat in heat or some shit so starts making horrendous noise at 4am
wake up between 6 and 9am
yell SHUT THE FUCK UP GRACIE
exclaim UGHHHH FUCKING CHRIST bc my whole body hurts.
check phone to make sure i still dont have any friends
roll over and see if anything is good on youtube:
“black trans-femme asexual cripple standup slam poet spills the tea on rapper Blueface”- Buzzfeed
Question for a moment if im in some absurd surrealist nightmare
Eat whatever leftover food is laying on the bed
Get up
Methadone/ pills
Go to the kitchen and see if theres any healthy-ish food that i dont have to physically prepare myself
play with Gracie/brush for fleas
eat
Check to see if i have clean clothes to wear to work. Sniff test to see if they are acceptable or whether i need to actually do laundry
Shower
oil and moisturize my gross scalp and beard. shea butter my scaly face.
Tell myself im gonna watch a movie or do something fun before work but just end up laying down and listening to podcasts and sleeping for another hour.
wake up
realize im late to work
say fuck it
watch youtube videos about triggered liberals for another 30 min
sigh heavily
eat a few ibuprofen a d cbd oil
slog out the door to work.
work
Start altercations with customers who annoy me
do this for 8 hours
askif mom needs anything from the store
frozen food or fast food for dinner
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2020-02-19 at 5:25 PM UTC in Nice ass thread
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2020-02-19 at 5:23 PM UTC in what's the last thing you bought?Also my mommy makes the best chikkin pot pie from scratch
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2020-02-19 at 5:22 PM UTC in what's the last thing you bought?I only get the ones where you can tell its an actual piece of meat instead of “breast fritters” or something. I got a bunch of the turkey, potatoes, veggies ones bc theyre only 280 calories, and the slices of turkey are actual tender slices of n gravy. Lot of fuckin salt though
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2020-02-19 at 5:20 PM UTC in why eo you think Dana White had to separate themshut.the.fuck.up.
DO U THINK IF THE WORLD WAS ROBOCOP AND WE PUT UR BRSIN IN A ROBOCOP WOULD IT KILL ITSELF FROM SHAME? THESE ARE QUSTIONS WE MUST ASK OURSELFS AS WE GO INTO THE TECHNOLOGOCICAL FUTURE? - Maciej Duraj Forbes 2020 (excerpt) -
2020-02-19 at 5:14 PM UTC in what's the last thing you bought?marie callendars frozen dinners by they were 4 for $6 and IM WATCHING MY FIGURE
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2020-02-19 at 5:07 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentTrying to find a place where i can get like 6 eggs, chicken sausage and fagita peppers for breakfast
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2020-02-19 at 5:02 PM UTC in Getting paid
Originally posted by Splam Nope tool a few months ago was stolen from jobsite. He deducted me 400$ for that, half the cost. Which is something I wish to claim but will be happy as long as I get the rest of the money. In any case he has the new tool.
Also turns out he has no fucking case whatsoever to sue me for libel. All you must do to defend against libel is prove what you're saying is true. I can prove he hasn't paid me, with one of the witnesses being our previous client who just turns out to be a police officer and has taken quite the interest in my case.
Idk what the laws are in canadia but id record his calls if he calls you again. Simply ask why he hasnt paid you. Ask why youre listed as a contractor when x, y, z. Then if he tries to do some gay shit later, you both have him admitting to owing you money, breaking the law, and that your review online was accurate. Tell him to man up, and either explain why he believes he doesnt owe you the money or do so. And if he still doesnt feel like he owes you the money, ask him whether hed rather lose tens of thousands in business, and have to hire a laywer and THEN pay you after the fact, or just give you what he owes you (or give you like $1000 and then a written agreement with the rest in installments. Also, do it via email if you can bc in some cases i think a text message isnt considered legal notification of intent. I think email and physical postal mail can count in certain cases. Write one last lengthy, carefully worded message and let him know the puck is in his..... back of the.....ice...skating....rink.Also dont let him know that youre in dire straights financially. That gives him leverage, and he may be able touse it against youin a potential legal case.
Actually if you want, leave me the name of the business and ill leave a review too. lol. -
2020-02-19 at 4:36 PM UTC in Woman claims man kidnapped her, forced her to watch ‘Roots’ to ‘understand her racism’lol. I remember we used to give him cash at lunch sometimes to pick up food and he forgot my spicy chicken sandwiches from Carls Jr one day and i was like “Rick...,dude” n he was like MASSA CASPA DONT TAN MY HIDE NONE I JUST A STOOPIT NIGGUH I BE GOOD I SWARES. Fucking retard lol
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2020-02-19 at 4:33 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus edition
Originally posted by Dregs Picture Michael Myers in the original Halloween. Loomis taking care of that kid..and him escaping. Before getting kicked out on the streets my family namely my nigger father wanted me in a nut farm…I was there…I got out with help twice..but different "inmates" lol. My family gre tired of that approach…so I stand at home for a brief time. I discovered alcohol not for the first time but grew to love it quickly…helped personally with my various symptoms…not so much for my family..so dad had enough kicked me out and i laughed in his face before i left…told the rest here there on DH and here
Simply put I've been diagnosed with a few disorders and what not. Alcoholism keep shit at bay for the most part of 29 yrs…though I seem to moving on up to a more disturbing note as of late and I don't know why. I am supposed to be on anti depressant(s)psychotics but I am just in dream land almost 100% of the time on them so…I opt out of that bullshit…to be an alcocholic WHICH HAS HELPED ME for over 20 yrs but since the start of this new year all symstoms/withdrawals have been hitting me 10 fold or worse.
I need the booze dude…or I don't know what I will do next. I am not exaggerrating in any way…and I am quite prone to do such that often. I'm in a very dark and new place. Even on the streets as a teen I never felt this way. I don't know what is happening but I need my addiction more than ever. I can't be sober anymore…You fucking can't make me see those people anymore. Fuck you.
I think its a matter of whether you feel good now. Even when youre shitfaced drunk, do you feel GOOD? If you do then more power to you. If i felt good i wouldnt have stopped doing heroin. But id Do 3 or 4 bumps of fentanyl, put a crushed kolonopin under my tongue and muscle a a half of tar and id lay there staring at the ceiling with tears in my eyes bc it couldnt make me feel numb enough to be okay anymore. Taking it slow is okay, but if you always think youre going to deal with something “tomorrow”, it never happens. itspretty much a matter of deciding whether what youre doing is working and whether you want some peace and joy in your life or to live your remaining years and die the way you are. If i had to live the rest of my life the way i was 5 years ago, id have been happy to die. Thankfully although its fucking hard, anyone can change. -
2020-02-19 at 2:58 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentTIGHT CHEEKS mmmmm howiedoit fam
BUSSIT OPEN
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2020-02-19 at 2:54 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)A lot of that feeling is just your brain cells drowning in alcohol but theyre resilient. Im starting to notice differences and its been a little over a year for me. But the recovery time is proportional to how long youve been doing stupid shit. Which for me was a really long time.
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2020-02-19 at 2:51 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus edition
Originally posted by Dregs Not sure if I still have the message…deleted some yesterday but I think Oct is dead by now. He sounded like he was in a really dark place and got a shitload of something can't remember but sounded like he was going to be dead.
So maybe a RIP is in order as we my never hear from or see another post from him again.
Are you schizophrenic or diagnosed with something? Real question not being snarky. -
2020-02-19 at 2:40 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)Also go get a second opinion irl. Imsure Canukistan has all sorts of alcohol treatment docs for the drunk FirstNations people. The doc will prolly prescribe you some stuff tohelp,and worst case scenario if you decide to continue being a sloppy drunk you dont have to go back. worth a shot.
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2020-02-19 at 2:37 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)Its all good dude. Next time you just need to make it a week or two. And like i said you cant be drinking anything youll enjoy. You need to take care of the physical component so your body is functional, while at the same time not getting hammered and now connecting the thing youre drinking with pleasure/enjoyment.
Ofc i want to see you do well. Addiction and mental illness is fucked and it makes life miserable but everyone loves an underdog /comeback kid story. -
2020-02-19 at 5:19 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus edition
Originally posted by RestStop Same exact thing here damn top tier diagnosis for me like not even kidding brah.
i detailed why i think it was in the recovery thread. Been going thru extended methadone withdrawl for like 3 months and my brain is mush, my body aches and im falling apart. Just seems to make me very susceptible to any feels that come along. -
2020-02-19 at 12:30 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2020-02-19 at 12:28 AM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by Dregs seems like i accidently ignored forgotten some of those details. gross beer? why not drink my own piss? fine gross beer can be bought. consumed…?? i might need to be high on something first. i got the water thing down…drinking almost 4 litres a day. I like soups..love chicken. Veggies? ugh. Fine. As for the rest…sounds good. i had an 1hr 45 min nap..and my overall mood is fantastic compared to earlier. so more sleep…??? right? it can't possibly hurt me. maybe if i buy sleeping pills i can get through this much quicker
any way thanks again. you listen better than most real life doctors i have had. you should become one.
Yeah if youve been drinking that much you need some kind of alcohol. And it should be something thats not a treat to drink. If you want to rewire your brain, it should just make you not sick...not be enjoyable. -
2020-02-18 at 10:13 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
