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2020-02-18 at 10:10 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by Dregs does anything work wonders anymore? really? got the finest breeze coming on in on me..stopped snowing and raining…i guess thats working wonders. NOT. can't bear to get up and go out. my misery is all consuming..and finding once vacates spots in me to dwell. over 48 hrs Doc..and its crippling me and you want me doing this 2 weeks. Ugh. Feel like doing something so stupid anything like placing my hands on the stove to see if I feel anything but misery…Pain would be a welcome change. Maybe I'll go up to the bar, WON'T DRINK, and hit on some randoms dudes woman…get the rest of my teeth knocked out. Maybe when I can't chew my food anymore I'll feel like making some drastic positive changes.
and hot buffalo sauce from the chicken bites i had earlier are making me partially vomit up the mouth and right back down. tums, water…this and that its not going away…i'm gonna punch my pussy cat through the wall any second
Doc this is gonna kill me…Gotta buy a bottle soon. Fighting the urge as much as I can but damn this bitch must have control over me and I can't kill her…can you imagine how fucked up the hauntings on my sorry ass will be?
Just give me a prescription(s)…so I can O.D. in Hooker Alley or some shit
I told you white knuckling and dropping drinking at the drop of the hat is not the way to go if youve been drinking as much as you let on. Get a 30 rack of some gross beer and start with 2 or 3. Drink another every couple of hours. Multivitamins. Plenty of water. Soup or chicken. vegetables. Benzos if you can get them. ANything Gabaminergic. -
2020-02-18 at 5:40 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)You should. Just doing other stuff than sitting aroundthe house and seeing the same pers9n every day would probably work wonders
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2020-02-18 at 5:31 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentDeciding whether or not to jerk off. Sounds like a lot of work tbh.
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2020-02-18 at 5:29 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood Going to the welfare office SOBER as a JUDGE JUDY DONT PISS ON MY FACE AND TELL ME ITS RAINING
Nice dude. They have any job programs? Youre a smart dude. im sure they could help you find something thats not beneath you, and itd probably be good to get out if the house. Then you and lucy can get to work filling the halls with the joyous sound of children’s laughter. -
2020-02-18 at 5:27 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2020-02-18 at 5:26 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)Nah i mean theyre still both shitty but nowhere near as “wild” as people think they are. The wildness comes from years of compounded mental health issues and lifestyle factors.
WHAT ARE U GUYS DOING FOR YOUR WELL BEING TODAY?
i had eggs and airhead valentines day candy instead of hot dogs and oreos for breakfast and im gonna see the doctor ina a few min. -
2020-02-18 at 4:55 PM UTC in 🌊🌊Cheyes Current🧜♂️🧜♂️
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2020-02-18 at 4:36 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)Tbf crack and heroin are both way more mellow than i ever thought theyd be.
Sometimes id be talking tona new acquaintance and the topic of drugs would come up. Id tellthem i did H and theyd be like “No way thats hardcore dude. When was the last time u did some?” and im like “about 25 min ago” and their mind is blown bc they thought heroin just does one thing. At the end i functioned more normally on three quarters of a gramkf heroin and a couple bumps of fent than i could on a few hits of a potent marijuana reefer. -
2020-02-18 at 4:32 PM UTC in Getting paidFile with OSHA or whatever if he was breaking rules. Show up to the house with some paperwork and let him know youre not trying to juice him...you just want what youre owed.
I would probably do something juvenile and petty too but i dont always have great ideas and it still wouldnt get the money back. -
2020-02-18 at 3:59 PM UTC in Woman claims man kidnapped her, forced her to watch ‘Roots’ to ‘understand her racism’After we watched it in high school, for like the next year my autistic jedi friend would go around school yelling to me “YES MASSUH MY NAME TOBAY I BE GOOD NIGGUH”
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2020-02-18 at 3:29 PM UTC in 🌊🌊Cheyes Current🧜♂️🧜♂️happy birthday dude
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2020-02-18 at 3:26 PM UTC in Dad threadidk why everyone cant be chill and selectively hateful like me.
All my hate is reserved for wariat. Anyone else i would donate an organ for. -
2020-02-18 at 3:25 PM UTC in Woman claims man kidnapped her, forced her to watch ‘Roots’ to ‘understand her racism’
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2020-02-18 at 3:24 PM UTC in Woman claims man kidnapped her, forced her to watch ‘Roots’ to ‘understand her racism’Fat hannibal burress back to his old tricks
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2020-02-18 at 3:11 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)Feeling a bit better today. Think its a confluence of factors- like my body falling apart and not doing things i want it to do.
Another i think was the fact that ive been talking to this girl every day that i went to HS with. Shes been super sweet and supportive, and shes dealing with depression and shit. We’ve been trying to meet up for the past month or so since i finally got my car, but the only day we each have off is sunday, and last sunday I had to fill in to to rep an area NA meeting, and when i got out a couple hours later, she said it was already late and wed do something again next week. I think she was annoyed i didnt ask her out for valentines day even though there was no way i could take off work, and she doesnt like going out late like when i got off work at 9. Well she met some guy online they went out that night and now theyre dating and she texted me she fucked him and now im kind of being a giant jealous faggot even though bigbrain casper knows functionalky nothing has changed, and if i had anyone or anything else in my life, there wouldnt be so many feels. So im trying not to ignore her like i do whenim normally pissed off. Trying to just be a friend. Get my own shit together. Im going to my doc in a couple hours to tellhim im not taking zoloft anymore, and gonna try to get a referral for an endocrinologist to figure out wtf is going on with me otherwise.
So depression score today = 6/10. Think im going to make some eggs.
tl;dr- im a gigantic mopey faggot who likes huevos ranchero -
2020-02-18 at 2:22 PM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?ot
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2020-02-18 at 2:20 PM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?I got excited when i saw the name of the song and thought it was this
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2020-02-18 at 2:18 PM UTC in Itt: we thank post #42Im like a monk like that
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2020-02-18 at 1:08 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2020-02-18 at 1:07 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
