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2020-04-07 at 10:06 AM UTC in Random ThoughtsI just realized i dont think ive ever properly finished a song or poem and that makes me 😞
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2020-04-07 at 9:43 AM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?
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2020-04-07 at 9:28 AM UTC in What is the best sex position?The best position for fucking a bich is the one where she will allow you to make sex with her i have fuck 4 times my brother will tell you is is the truth
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2020-04-07 at 9:17 AM UTC in Nice ass thread
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2020-04-07 at 9:15 AM UTC in Nice ass thread
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2020-04-07 at 9:10 AM UTC in Nice ass threadAlso paige and april need to bang already, melissa etheridge style
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2020-04-07 at 9:03 AM UTC in Nice ass threadwait how old are you people?
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2020-04-07 at 7:51 AM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?im still mopey but less sad more tired mopey. Hopefully april doesnt verbally assault me n hurt my feelers.
Dude sounds k8nda like Nick Drake
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2020-04-07 at 7:27 AM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?lol early 2000s alt radio rock bands had the best names
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2020-04-07 at 7:12 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2020-04-06 at 11:38 AM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2020-04-06 at 11:30 AM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2020-04-06 at 11:10 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..Still fucking awful but the imodium means i only shit myself 2x a day now instead of 8 or 9x. My “stack” of 600mg neurontin, 2000mg acetaminophen, 400mg ibuprofen, 4mg zanaflex seemed to work alright, Didnt completely knock it out, but i didnt cry trying to get out of bed. I also said fuck it and started smoking the couple ounces of weed i had left. Also helps a little bit but mostly just makes me way more interested in music, video games and Cum Town.
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2020-04-06 at 9:02 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionFire captain neighbor came by today to get masks i got him, said LAFD ordered 15 refrigerated tractor trailers to store all the corpses theyre expecting. He said in 2 or 3 weeks he wont even be allowing his family to leave the house, and he suggests I do the same.
And this is a dude who drove daily to a department in south central where the "urban youth" took pot shots at their cars as they left. When he gave the honda civic when i turned 18, it still had a bullet hole in the rear quarter panel. IIRC he described the experience as a "bunch of YAHOOS over there". Point being...this is not a man prone to hyperbole.
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2020-04-06 at 9:01 AM UTC in The reasons things are so bad right now is because of the nonessential people
Originally posted by -SpectraL During war time, the essential are essentially the dispensable. The Generals and Captains hide in their stately houses, while they send all the peasants and their children to their deaths, undefended and unaided by same.
This is the most coherent thing Spectral has ever said.
Cant tell you how demoralizing it is to be told youre "essential", and still be required to be around roves of sick and shitty people, still be paid minimum wage and no paid sick leave lol. -
2020-04-06 at 8:50 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus edition
Originally posted by aldra https://twitter.com/CollapsePosts/status/1246974470956384257
lol
Dude you drop the best media links. If i had Twitter id follow all of them. -
2020-04-06 at 8:14 AM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2020-04-06 at 8:13 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2020-04-06 at 8:01 AM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by Sudo man my addiction is functional but man do I hate it. My girlfriend makes me go get her coffee in the morning so I can do a pill without being around her. I wake up and shiver, shake and shit my guts out, blow my nose 50 times and go as long as I can without. I can "go through the motions" without pills but to actually function in a constructive way I need to do a microscopic amount. I think I can beat it in a week or two
Originally posted by Sudo It's a triggering thing. I shouldn't say she makes me, I just feel more comfortable doing it somewhere else, away from her and her kid. I feel guilty and weak and getting her a coffee and me a tea and her kid something too is the compromise.
When I see someone do coke it makes me want to. It's pretty normal to by triggered by rituals of substance use. I worked in a restaurant before and would have to make french onion soup and carrying an open red wine glass for the soup would make me sweat and shake.
Just say you don't understand. Your "insight" into anything is always equivalent to a mexican bubble boy locked in a room with nothing but a tv that plays cartoons.
Honestly man this sounds miserable. Its making me stressed just remembering what it felt like to have to live and work and hang out with people that I had to constantly be on alert around. Making sure nothing fell out of my pockets. Making sure i didnt leave anything in anyones car. Leave a foil or a burnt soda cap in someones bathroom. Left my phone unlocked in at someones apartment. Dropped 2 pieces of dope in a camera case in an Uber.
Its fucking exhausting. Like imagine what itd be like to wake up and go through your normal day without all that fucking headache. -
2020-04-06 at 7:43 AM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
