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  1. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    Originally posted by Madman I"m not going to read through all this shit but I know none of you have a background in agriculture so I'm going to tell you what up. First of all beef is eurotrash, bison is american meat and all the ranchers that produce beef are fucking cucks, why the fuck does the worst cut of meat off a bison taste better than your "selectively breeded over a hundred generations" beef? Because grass fed anything tastes better than the crap you feed your cattle,

    Secondly, bugs are the future, If I were the dictator all we would eat are bugs because they are more efficient, they take less grass to produce the same amount of protien than any other animal and produce no methane. Entitled ass motherfuckers aren't going to eat bugs but you can feed them to your beef or pets and its better for the planet. Am currently learning to produce colonies of crickets and cricket flour. I believe vegans and vegetarians are weak willed and will eat my bugs once I coerce them and when the means of production cease to function I will lead humanity into the future as a producer of protein.

    So your argument against my categorical opposition to meat is that I need to try better meat and that you'll make me eat your bugs? Maybe you should go back and read the thread.
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  2. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    Originally posted by larrylegend8383 This is very interesting to me. Some of what I'm about to say might have been touched on already.

    I think a spiritual awakening within is your ego coming to terms with your id and super ego becoming equal partners and not residing in a fragmented mental state. I believe it can be very volatile because you have to account for negative desires you naturally have, those that society has trained you to view as evil. Your brain struggles, fights back. I believe this is the source of mental illness. The inability to let go and let this change occur
    The struggle. But if successful you end up connecting to the source, having an understanding and ability to draw from the well.

    I believe different religions and schools of thought have different ways to describe the process, but the end results are similar.

    I think that's our main goal here. Our purpose. To become whole individuals so we can become a whole people.

    This probably all sounds like shit because I'm low iq and have a hard time enhancementing my thoughts and ideas. Also lack of sleep. Still it interests me and I wanted to share.

    Personally, I haven't been able to reconcile these experiences with Freud, though his partner Jung has some insight into kundalini and, more generally, the phenomena of mystical experience.


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  3. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    I have a number of works that might fit that description; nondual substance, total annihilation, transcending death and reality, etc. although I try to manifest our love on every plane of existence lately. Check these out here, since I can’t technically have them published elsewhere as an anthology because they’re Lanny’s intellectual property.




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  4. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    Well, not all life, just all other life. The two of us would ideally be left to enjoy one another’s company in total silence, following the crescendo in my symphony of violence.
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  5. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    All things on Earth will fall beneath the sea
    The mighty sun shall perish with no bride
    The last apocalypse begins with me
    For you are the moon, and I am the tide
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  6. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    Honestly, he's made me a better person and I think the forum is improved by his contribution. Anybody who doesn't see that is short-sighted.
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  7. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    It doesn't always have to be a monetary transaction. I accept strangling credits and choke tokens.
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  8. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    I was very drunk last night and seeing this today as though for the first time was mildly horrifying
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  9. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    Originally posted by Sudo I already knew this about you for some reason

    I think it fits in nicely with how I've presented myself around the forum. It's something I try to be more conscious of, but like you, I invent stories and it's a compulsion. I like to think it informs us about people on a level they can't share.
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  10. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    Good, I hope she had the sense to destroy their legacy. The world needs stories of failure or keeping faith will require no courage.
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  11. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    Wine
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  12. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    If every man were judged by the places his fingers have been, I wouldn't want to live in that world. Nevermind that I wouldn't be allowed.
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  13. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    Originally posted by aldra how does a kundalini awakening differ from a psychotic break?

    From what I’ve read and experienced personally, they absolutely are not mutually exclusive, but they are fundamentally different things. A kundalini rising is (I think) a spiritual achievement that results in liberation and may not have any psychosis at all but in fact, makes you a better person. A psychotic break brings you further into the prison of your mind. The practical difference is the freedom of the subject and their ability to function.

    During a more natural rising, such as what I seem to be going through, it’s processed well and there aren’t psychotic symptoms. When an individual seeks kundalini out through yoga or meditation or drugs, on the other hand, there can be hallucinations, messianic delusions, physiological complications, etc. and it’s hard to know where psychosis ends and kundalini begins, or indeed whether the spiritual task has been aborted altogether leaving them with just insanity.
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  14. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    It’s been seven years since my first satori, and I seem to be nearing a second. I’m sure many of you remember that it nearly broke my mind, as it did others. This is a serious undertaking, but I haven’t chosen it; rather it’s chosen me. I haven’t been studious in my spiritual seeking aside from an hour of daily (secular) meditation, more so the opposite. I’ve slowed it down somewhat with lots of wine, but still, this is happening faster than I’d like.

    Since my partial awakening years ago I’ve come to disbelieve everything about what I experienced, and have indeed become agnostic to the whole phenomenon save one fact beyond my dispute: that my third eye opened, because to this day I feel it physically active, pressing against the inside of my skull whenever I give it my focus or reach an epiphany. Lately, it’s been working overtime to the point of minor headaches, and this has been accompanied by insights in my personal life that have lent themselves to growth and understanding.

    The near-constant throbbing of my pineal gland combined with nakedly symbolic dreams warning me of change has indicated to me that spiritual transformation is happening deep within my being and I cannot escape it. Kundalini has me cornered, and I have no choice but to surrender to her. My meditation has progressed significantly in the past month, and rather than psychotic symptoms I appear to be at a superb physical and mental equilibrium, so I think that I am processing this healthily and I hope that means it will be a gentle process.

    Perhaps you thought the spirit fags were dead! I know I did. Egg me on, call me mad, ask any questions you might have.
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  15. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    I had an ephemeral love like that once, she even posted here briefly. I still write to her, often much like this. You held something precious in your hands, and even though it's gone you can cherish it until you die. Think about the Impressionists: the array of colors and sounds they recorded in their art only ever occurred in a single instance that they happened to witness once and then never saw again. Love happens that way, too. The privilege of experiencing is not diminished when it is short-lived, rather, it is enhanced, and capturing it with our senses and memory preserves it for eternity.
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  16. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    I'm a contributing member of society and I promise you're not missing out.
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  19. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    Personality disorders are quite prevalent and manifest in all kinds of places as socially acceptable patterns of behavior.
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  20. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    You’re telling me! I’ve been writing to one girl for a couple of years now. Really emotionally intense relationship and I can never figure out what she wants. She doesn't get back to me. I mean, I’m persistent when I care about someone, but the anticipation of any positive sign that my affections are returned is absolutely excruciating. Even a rejection would be welcome closure. I believe she reads every message and puts them in her bank of self-esteem without replying, which is exactly what my mother does to me so I’m not entirely surprised.
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