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2021-07-13 at 5:28 PM UTC in Violence as a tool
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2021-07-08 at 11:23 PM UTC in 9 Grams Psilocybin Cubensis Trip ReportSo xlite asked me to do a trip report on the 9 grams of cubes. It took a little while to put all my thoughts in chronological order.
I’ve posted before about how I had done mushrooms. First I think 3 or 3.5 dry grams and then 5 grams. I didn’t feel anything other than anxious and self conscious. I get the same anxiety, and self consciousness plus paranoia smoking weed. I suspect my brain is wired a little different than most people’s though I’m not currently on any medication.
Last night I decided to try one more time to see if I could get anything from them at all and it really blew my mind. I got mixed up on what strain it was but I haven’t done any of the exotic strains. I think it was B+.
So around 8pm I ground up 7 grams of dried cubes with a mortar and pestle. I put it in a glass and cut a lemon in half and squeezed the juice in. I let it sit for like 10 minutes and drank it. I had some more citrus juice for the acidity.
Probably 50 minutes later I felt a little different but was getting disappointed. I was ready to give up on them completely but maybe around 9:15 I had cut the lights off and was getting ready to try to go to sleep. The tv was off with a blue screen and I had a podcast playing. The first visuals I noticed staring at the ceiling. The light fixture started jerking. Almost like an old tv losing an image but not unsettling. I laughed at it. The next visual was my open closet. The door was open and the blue light from the tv gave the white door this crazy looking glow. And i stared at it and it turned into this tunnel. Then the closet turned into a colorful dragon in a jungle. All of the hallucinations were amusing and funny. Not confusing and unsettling like hallucinations from other drugs.
I decided I wanted to get up and go somewhere. I got dressed went to the bathroom to pee and noticed my pupils were HUGE. My eyes were completely black. I walked outside with my keys and just stood there laughing and marveling at the feeling but decided not to go anywhere. I walked back in and I think this is when I took 2 more grams. I didn’t grind it up I just weighed it, and chewed them with some water. I remember the stem had this crazy look and it was growing in my hand. It seems like the hallucinations died down a little but I remember being overwhelmed by how good it felt. I think some music was playing on the podcast and I was just standing and swaying. I remember I started just saying “oh my god” over and over. Not like when you’re drunk and high and get that falling sensation and trying not to puke but like everything made sense and it was beautiful.
While standing up I remember another hallucination where the curtains seemed to be moving. Like water.
I laid down and continued the “oh my god” and finally turned the lights off again. I got open eye kaleidoscope visuals and whenever music would play I would be getting these really spiritual visuals of different things. While laying there I started being really introspective. Thinking about my life not really in the negative way I did before but just thinking. I had a few strange thoughts that didn’t go along with the peaceful feeling of the rest of the experience. Most of the time it made me see I shouldn’t be worried about anything.
It was hard to go to sleep not just because you have energy but for me it was kind of hurting to pee. I normally just drink water so I’m not sure if it was all the juice. But I finally slept sometime between 1 and 2am. And when I woke up I felt born again. It’s like it fixed something that was wrong in my brain. Maybe not everything but I wasn’t really worried about anything and had a strong desire to try to fix things between me and anybody else where it was possible. I also don’t have the urge to do drugs. I’ve reached out to people and been exercising in my free time. I definitely want mushrooms again and with a better setting but it seems like it’s too early. I won’t try less than 7 grams from now on. I’m not sure if that’s right for other people. The first two times something was weird about the mushrooms but I think I needed more too.
Anyway I’m reconsidering a lot. It feels strange to say but when I was high I felt connected to God and I haven’t believed in anything like that in a long time. Nothing else compared to it.
Tl;dr I took 9 grams of cubes and I think it’s a miracle drug. Bummymofo quit doing bundy you bitch ass niggaThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-07-08 at 11:16 PM UTC in I think I might have catatonic schizophreniaYou should shoot or stab someone to feel more alive
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2021-07-07 at 3:28 AM UTC in its weird how people can sense im a gooe guywere you going to eat out that 12 year old first or fingerbang herThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-07-06 at 7:27 PM UTC in male birth control
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2021-07-05 at 2:44 PM UTC in how many of you have actually pulled this blowjob technique off?who made u sick a dick like that wariat?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-06-24 at 10:01 PM UTC in Islam is the correct religionConvert to Islam today and receive a free PS5!
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2021-06-21 at 12:48 AM UTC in Homemade HashI pressed some kief.
Took a piece of parchment paper and folded it up into a square. Unfolded it, dumped my kief that I've collected over the last year or so into it like a pocket and folded it back up. I didn't weigh it so I don't know how much I started with, but the kief catcher in my grinder was basically full.
Took a glass bottle full of very hot water and rolled it on the parchment paper like a rolling pin, flipping the paper over and around every few minutes.
After about 10 or 15 minutes I opened it up, took the melted flattened kief patty and folded it over on itself, closed up the paper, and began squishing/warming it again. Continued this process for about an hour. I changed the water once because it cooled down.
Then after an hour of hand pressing and heating and folding it over on itself, I went out to the garage and put the parchment paper between 2 small wooden boards, and placed this sandwich in my vice. Tightened the vice tight but not too tight and left it like that for 30 minutes.
After I removed it from the vice and opened up the package I was left with a flat round disc of a soft dark hash, approximately 1&3/4" in diameter, maybe 1/16" thick. I broke off a small piece, it smokes pretty good on ash in a pipe, bubbles and melts, tastes good.
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2021-06-20 at 3:05 PM UTC in i'm addicted to ViagraI just like showing off. I'm a cock of the walk
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2021-06-18 at 4:34 PM UTC in What would be your last meal?Salma Hayek
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2021-06-17 at 7:38 PM UTC in Random ThoughtsWe just survived an earthquake...now I’m horny for some reasonThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-06-17 at 4:08 PM UTC in I just took my pee test for work.
Originally posted by Solstice Some lab tech is swishing it in his mouth right now moaning
fuck
imagine if the entire drug testing industry was just a front - there's no way a computer can test for drugs, and it's just a group of specially-trained degenerates who can taste whether you've smoked weed or shot heroin
just imagineThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-06-16 at 4:18 AM UTC in Fucking with someone from a distancekeep calling and emailing them for weeks telling them you're going to come to their house and kill them
then call the local cops and tell them the person at that address is armed, suicidal and off their meds, ask for a welfare check -
2021-06-15 at 3:05 AM UTC in zanick is gonethrough the mirrorThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-06-11 at 11:33 PM UTC in Don’t do pressed barsThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-06-11 at 4:24 AM UTC in throwing away everything i ownyou should burn them all so that you can claim them at the luggage area when you reach the afterlife.
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2021-06-07 at 6:13 AM UTC in Im so conflicted.2 girls after me.
I got a good past that seemingly was dead only to be revived in ways I never imagined.
And i got a possible future with a woman and child that scares me for the unknown but is exciting for the same.
There can only be one.
I dont know what im doing.
My feelings are so twisted and either way Im going to have regrets.
This is too much too fast.
Maybe Ill just take time to myself.
Im not sure who I am and my life has beem changing so fast. -
2021-06-07 at 2:36 AM UTC in My fiancé's mum said she would lose her baby during birth, now she's sending police to my house for welfare checks because she's worried about the babyThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-06-06 at 1:19 PM UTC in ITT we name Jo0s we have a fondness forFagin from Oliver Twist
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2021-06-05 at 9:37 PM UTC in Chell went on a date.Id simply burn both of them alive.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
